Well now that the world is a better place o made a deal with my best friends, I gave the gift of becoming a god but they would prove themselves first. It was a long day of tests for them but it wasn't over yet either, it would take five years to see that they wouldn't become like what hero was made into. But it seemed they were passing through every test I throw at them, it seemed like they were pure i knew not to trust all in my mind. Yet many days or even years passed and they passed the same tests as they did before it surprised me, i felt like i could trust them a bit but my heart told me not yet to lean onto that trust. It seemed like i wanted to lean onto this trust more and more but a wall blocked my way anyway, it wouldn't let me pass through it's power yet it mocked my actions which made me upset. Will this feeling fade away? Will it block my way more and more? What made me like this? Why me and not them? Ugh it seemed like me was teasing me more and more. why was me it all the time was there a side to me?