It's been exactly a year now since I've published the last chapter

So I'll just cut to the point.

When I started writing this, I had no idea where I was gonna go with it. I just wrote. And it worked for a while, writing whatever I wanted. But that was a year ago. The further I got into the story, the more I felt like I needed to make a real story line, and not just do whatever I felt like. And I've tried to do that, but the way the story is right now, it just won't work. And I feel horrible about it. I know that a lot of you say that you like it, and want me to update, but I just don't know how. I feel like I've written myself stuck. Stuck to a point where I don't know how to continue anymore.

I've been thinking about re-writing this. The whole story. Just start a whole new book, and where the idea stays the same. But I also don't want to delete this story. No matter how much I dislike the story, it still makes me feel proud when I look at the views this book has gotten. Not to mention all the amazing comments, that kept me writing when I still felt motivated.

But that would also mean I'd have to start writing again, and I just don't feel motivated anymore. Like, at all...

I'm not sure what to do. All I can say now, is that I'm sorry.