It's heartbreaking 

Knowing everyone around you

Is in pain

And is suffering.

And you wanna help

But you can't

So you just sit there

And apologize 

Over 

And over.

Not making their shit better

And making your shit worse

Because you know.

You know there's things you could do

Yet you don't do it!!

Why?

That's the question I ask

Every god damn day

"Why the fuck can't I do shit for the people who do everything for me?"

WHY THE FUCK CANT I DO SHIT

And it just leaves me

Feeling useless

And empty.