note; how is this book #6 in nonfiction i'm so thrilled and didn't expect that wow thank you guys :)

"i think i'll go the other way, i know that all these people fake. i think that's jealous on my face."
* april gloom - jack & jack

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saturday night +

amaya and i were headed to the fraternity party of the weekend. there had been a football game last night and the bruins had won, so everyone was pretty hype about it.

as amaya and i walked inside of the house of the theta delta chi fraternity house, i saw nate, he immediately came over to me and pulled me towards the keg stands. filling me up a cup and handing it to me, "thank you" i told him.

amaya had disappeared as soon as i was off with nate, i looked around, the house was filled. i saw anthony on the stairs sharing edibles with some random girl.

i looked at nate as he whispered into my ear, "hey, we should go somewhere quiet."

i slightly nodded, as he pulled me into the basement.

nate opened a door, holding my hand and pulling me inside, closing the door behind him. i drank from my cup as he pushed me forcefully onto the bed next to us, spilling my drink as i heard him mumble a 'fuck' under his breath, as he grabbed the cup out of my hands and set it on the table next to the bed.

nate grabbed the greater curvature of my stomach with his right hand, pushing me onto the bed in the room. i swallow a lump that had formed in my throat, why was i so nervous to have sex with nate? we've done this before.

i grabbed a condom off the nightstand handing it to nate. he chuckled, taking it in his large hands. tossing it onto the floor, "fuck that. we go raw remember babe?" he smirked at me as my dress started to ride up and nate slipped off my underwear. i watched him undo the button on his pants and slide the zipper down before pulling off his pants and plain black boxers.

i looked up at him, and pressed my lips onto his, running my fingertips smoothly along his jawline. he looked so sweet. i don't think i've ever seen him like this. he looks so vulnerable, the look in his eyes.

as we pulled apart from the kiss, nate forced himself into me.

a moan escapes his lips and he forcefully pushes his hands down on my hips pinning me down against the bed. this continues on for about twenty or so minutes before some drunk slut bursts through the door. great, nate didn't lock the damn door.

nate and i both look up immediately and i lay there in shock as i watch nate quickly putting on his pants and buttoning them back up.

he stands up, leaving a soft kiss on my lips, before putting on his t-shirt and throwing my clothes to me.

that drunken girl is just stumbling into the room and i watch as nate starts to help her.

as i get my clothes back on i make a run for it. i just run out of the fraternity house, that was an awful experience.

nate was so sweet to me though. although i'd rather fuck mr. gilinsky.

as i am standing in front of the house i pull out my phone to text amaya, asking her where she's at.

after five minutes of me standing in the 70 degree september LA weather, it starts to rain. of course i'm in a dress and heels when this happens.

"yo! valerie!" i hear someone call out and i turn around and it's anthony.

"oh hey anthony," i say, smiling a bit. "having fun?"

"eh it's alright. i'm thinking of joining this fraternity though." he says shrugging.

"you should." i say nodding approvingly.

"thanks, i think i will. how about you, got any sororities you want to join?" Anthony asks me as he pulls his hoodie off over his head and holds it above both our heads, "let me walk you to your dorm."

i nod and smile. "thank you."

"of course, i shared some edibles with this girl in there, don't know if i should regret it and should've just eaten them all myself because she didn't wanna sleep with me but it's cool" he added. "what about you and nate maloley, i saw y'all together tonight?"

i shrugged. "he's- i don't know. i don't think we'd be good together."

anthony just nodded, trying not to intervene too much, as we got to my building.

"alright i'll see you tomorrow." i said and walked though the doors waving to anthony.

he waved back as i watched him putting his hoodie back on and his hood over his head as he ran off in the rain.

i made my way to my dorm and changed into green and black plaid shorts and a black t-shirt. i brushed my teeth and went to bed.

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