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His mind was all over the place, while he felt Subin lean back in the seat of the car. One of his big hands was still holding on to her chin, while his other was on the seat, holding him up. His heart was beating fast, or nothing at all. There was so much happening all of a sudden. 

Jisung's mouth moved slowly, childlike over Subin's lips. He was inexperienced and didn't really know what to do. 

He felt as if his whole body was on fire and Subin was the water to turn the water off. 

Subin felt her legs shiver under Jisung. Her head was buzzing and the only thing she saw and felt was Jisung. His soft lips moved slowly over hers. Her heart was beating against her chest as if it wanted to jump out. 

Both of the teenagers felt the sparks around them. Their hearts were moving like one and all of a sudden it was over.

Subin felt herself fall back into the seat, she hadn't realized that she had arched her back. Jisung leaned back in his own chair, his cheeks a dark red and his breath slowly calming down. Subin watched him before her hand moved to her mouth.

She touched her lips, unable to process what just happened. She then looked at Jisung. "Did you miss me that much?" She joked and Jisung nodded. "I have a crush on you, Subin", he said quietly. "I've been lovesick for so long, I just couldn't stop myself." He said and turned to Subin that looked at him. "Did it felt uncomfortable?" He asked — afraid of Subin's answer.

She chuckled. "No... I'm just not very experienced", she whispered when Jisung's bodyguard knocked on the window and opened the front door of the van. "Excuse me, but we have to head back." He apologized. "Can we drive Subin home at least?" Jisung asked and the bodyguard nodded.

Subin and Jisung held hands, while they drove home. Jisung couldn't stop staring at the girl and she shyly looked away every time Jisung forced her to look at him. Once they parked in front of Subin's apartment complex, Jisung handed her his phone. 

"Give me your number." He smiled and Subin nodded and saved her number in his contacts. She handed him his phone and their fingers brushed against one another. Subin pressed her lips together, while Jisung sneakily intertwined their finger. 

He took his phone and took a quick picture of their intertwined fingers. "You're mine", he whispered and Subin pressed her lips together and nodded. "Goodbye Jisung", her voice was thin and she almost fell out of the van since she didn't want to look away from Jisung.

She shyly waved him, while the door of the van closed. She stood in front of her house for a while, before walking inside.

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It didn't take Jisung long to arrive back in the NCT Dream dorm. While standing in the elevator he stared at the picture of his and Subin's intertwined hands. He still couldn't believe what had happened today. He had finally met her again, accidentally confessed his love to her and experienced his very first kiss.

He punched the pin into the door and stepped inside; the feeling of Subin's lips still lingering on his own. He grinned while kicking off his shoes and hopping into the living room where Renjun and Jaemin were lounging in. The two older boys were watching a movie and didn't saw Jisung at first but Jeno, that was ironing clothes in the corner saw Jisung.

He stood up and looked at the younger boy. "Where have you been? We searched the whole building for you!" Jeno hissed and caught Jaemin, Renjun and Chenle's attention (latter just came out of his room). "I went for a walk", Jisung lied. "With the car?" Jaemin said and turned around on the couch, looking at Jisung.

"Well... our bodyguard drove me," Jisung said and turned bright red, once again. Renjun scanned the Maknae's face. "You met Subin, right?" Renjun asked and Jisung started giggling. All of the NCT Dream members turned to Jisung and looked at him.

"We kissed", Jisung let out and Chenle gasped. "You did what?!" - "He kissed!" Jaemin let out, while Renjun and Jeno exchanged a look. "I couldn't hold myself back... it was so weird seeing her again. She was so pretty and cute and then we just kinda... we kissed each other."

The Hyungs were quietly staring at Jisung. Jisung who shined brighter than the sun right at this moment. "You had your first kiss before me?!" Jaemin suddenly let out to ease the tension in the air. Jisung chuckled and nervously scratched his nape. "Apparently?" He asked.

Renjun shook his head. "Can't believe our Jisungie is growing up like this..." Jeno sighed and pulled Jisung in a warm, brotherly hug. "I'm glad you found her again." He said and ruffled Jisung's hair. "Take your time with your relationship", Jeno said and smiled.

"Relationship?!" Jisung asked and widened his eyes. "Oh my... Subin and I never talked about that... I just confessed we kissed and held hands... I don't even know if she feels the same way?" Jisung suddenly screamed out and ruffled his own hair.

"You still have time to find out", Jaemin calmed him down and patted the shoulder of the seventeen-year-old. Jisung nodded and tapped on his phone. He proudly turned it to his Hyungs and showed them the picture of their intertwined hands.

Renjun laughed. "Her hands are so tiny, they almost disappear in yours." He shook his head and smiled. Jeno and Jaemin laughed as well. The only one that doesn't seem as supportive as the others was Chenle. 

The Chinese lad looked at the picture for a quick second and rolled his eyes before taking a step back and walking towards the kitchen. He liked Subin. But he felt quite jealous that Jisung went out of his way to search for the girl. Ever since Jisung started crushing on Subin, Chenle felt left out.

He wanted his best friend back.