Hey guys, it's likes 3:30 in the morning, oh well.

Only a few will see this because oh well, it's been half a year ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

Anyways, I found myself a big struggle after one of my biggest band competitions this year and it brought most of my grades to the 80s.

I felt lonely, I couldn't have even the smallest motivation to practice my instruments, I didn't do my math reviews like I said I would, I began crying during school, etc.

I took a short break from social media right before winter break and it felt really relaxing to me. It took me everything to stop me from going onto the apps.

I'm doing fine since it's winter break. However, the next semester starts after winter break ends in January. My district is different, meaning in past years, we used to have two weeks of the first semester left after winter break. We're sorta not used to starting school early.

I've finally let go of my stupid crush on that guy. I'm very happy about it because he just started to get more annoying. He also broke his arm and I sorta felt bad for him.

Band was tiring and cramped up this year with many things such as rainy rehearsal, a lot of shortened or cut rehearsals, cramped drill and choreography learning, etc. If we had more time, we probably could have gotten our show down more cleanly than our final run of Endeavor.

Either way, I'm very proud of what I've accomplished as an individual and how much memories I made. It was still a great experience. Next year's a big deal to us, though, but I won't spill much until summer next year.

My drabbles are most likely put to the side since I'm not that interested writing anymore of those. However, I've gotten ideas definitely for Miraculous, and possibly Avengers and TMNT. I'm hoping to write as much as I can before posting cause I am the worst at write, edit, post, and repeating it all over consistently with life going on.

Romance? Turns out it just doesn't fit for my writing style and I can't write romance. Also, romance doesn't always have to be in stories. Other people can write them, it just happens for me to not write it.

Also, since it's about to come to a close with this long ass boredom book, I won't be using the same cover for the next one. I had to turn in my old iPad with all my covers for a new iPad Pro (seriously? Just use your fucking money for better bathrooms or printers and shit) so I'll make a different cover. Maybe I'll make a new theme for my boredom books.

If y'all want to talk, just msg me or if you know me closely, insta or snap is better👍

Thanks!