Hi beautiful! how are you doing? I hope you're doing fine. Make sure to rest lots and stay healthy! it's starting to get a little cold out so make sure to stay warm and not get sick! I Purple you! 💜 Don't forget to smile!

"good morning love." shoto smiled and kissed izuku's forehead. "morning.." izuku mumbled, opening his eyes slowly.

"did you sleep okay?" shoto sat next to izuku, wiping his hair away from his face. "yes, i did." izuku smiled. "that's good, i made us some breakfast if you want to go and eat now. i know you love blueberry pancakes so i made you some and a smoothie." shoto stood up and left. "i'll leave you to change, i washed our clothes but if you prefer to wear something else feel free to seek my drawer." shoto smiled and walked away.

izuku smiled and stood up, heading towards shoto's drawers. he grabbed a black hoodie out, black shorts, and a pair of bear socks. once changed, he made his way to the bathroom and then the kitchen.

shoto was sitting down on his phone, it seemed like he was typing a message but izuku didn't pay much attention.

izuku sat down and waited for shoto to look at him but shoto was too focused on his phone. izuku faked coughed and after a while shoto finally looked up.

he noticed izuku and smiled. "you look beautiful." shoto breathed out and izuku blushed in response. "shut up." he mumbled, looking down.

"awe what's wrong love? normally you would snark back at me, finally fallen for me?" shoto teased.

"as if." izuku scoffed, but he knew otherwise. "why would i fall for you?" izuku playfully rolled his eyes. "you shouldn't, i'm no good for you, you know that, right?" shoto smirked.

"you're acting like i fell for you, shut up." izuku forced a smile. he knew exactly how shoto was and somehow he managed to crush on him.

"i'm glad you haven't." shoto smiled and stood up from his chair. "where are you going?" izuku asked. "to serve the food, some princess took 20 minutes to get ready." shoto walked towards the plates he had made a while back.

"i was trying to make myself presentable." izuku huffed. "there's no need, you're already perfect." shoto shrugged.

"why are you like this?" izuku asked. "like what?" shoto turned to him confused. "you flirt, make someone feel special just to tell them you don't like them or that they shouldn't fall for you? i'm not saying i like you but that can really hurt someone you know." izuku spoke.

shoto stopped for a moment, he turned his gaze towards izuku's eyes. "because even if you lose something you'll always have something to replace it with. even if it's fake, or even if it doesn't make you happy. it makes you content." shoto smiled.

"content? but that's not happiness." izuku furred his eyebrows. shoto painfully laughed, "think about it, can you ever achieve real happiness? you can't. cause even when you have it in your arms, it'll walk away. you know what we all go for? for something that makes us content because even if we lose it we'll always find something else to replace it."

"i guess that's true." izuku whispered. "it still doesn't explain why you're like this? i'm not saying you should change because you're fine the way you are, but why?"

"if you're not telling me to change then don't bother asking, it's really none of your concern. and don't make it yours, i don't care what you think about me." shoto sighed. izuku was slightly taken aback but he knew shoto was right, it wasn't his business.

shoto bit his lip, he looked at izuku's face. he looked sad, maybe he shouldn't have said that. "have you ever given someone everything?" shoto spoke lowly.

"never. i'm afraid to." izuku replied almost instantly. "that wasn't the case for me. and because i gave her everything i don't have anything left for myself, that's the answer to your question." shoto looked down.

izuku frowned. he stood up from his chair and walked up to shoto embracing him on a hug.

"you know you have to be careful right? you shouldn't give your heart out like that. people sometimes can be so cruel, they'll take your heart and destroy it like it's nothing." shoto spoke lowly. "in the end you'll lose everything."

"i know that." but i'm willing to do it for someone that matters.

shoto took a deep breath and hugged izuku tighter. when he calmed himself down he let go of him. "we should eat." he smiled and izuku nodded.

izuku made his way back to the table with the drinks on his hands and shoto with the food. they both placed everything down and sat down.

"this looks good." izuku stared at the food in front of him. "of course it does, i made it." shoto jokes. "now eat up." shoto finished. after they were done shoto picked up the plates and washed them, izuku joining him as well.

"wait, don't throw soap at me." izuku laughed and ducked down. "you had it coming when you threw water at me, dummy." shoto laughed.

"well, better you than me." izuku turned the water off. "now that's rather mean, ain't it?"

"i suppose it is."

"shoto, i think we should head back home. i have something to do." izuku suggested. "okay, we were heading back in a bit to be honest, you can go grab your things. i'll get everything down here ready."

izuku nodded and went upstairs to grab his things.

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"shoto, you can be so stupid some times." izuku rolled his eyes. "you're kinda idiotic all the time so me being like that once in a while isn't bad." shoto teased.

"you can be really dense sometimes, how could you not tell the lady was trying to rob you two bucks." izuku complained. "love, don't make a show, it was only two, that's nothing."

"for you maybe not, you know you could've given those two bucks to someone homeless, help them out or maybe for something else."

" she's working on a fast food place, probably earning below wage, if i helped her out even by two bucks then i'm glad."

izuku scoffed. "is there a particular reason why you're rankling me?" shoto took a sip of his drink. "i brought you to the place you wanted to and you're complaining."

"it's because she didn't try to take your change."

"i offered to pay and you contravened."

"i did not negate." izuku took a chicken nugget out of the box. "it's okay, just let it go."

"piss off." izuku said.

shoto shrugged his shoulders and took the last nugget.

"you ate the last one." izuku whined at he saw the empty box.

"why are you in a pissy mood?" shoto asked. when they went back home, izuku had gotten a phone call from his dad and after that he seemed to be in a bad mood so shoto brought him out to eat. well, more like izuku offered and shoto was fine with it.

"honestly, i've been missing a lot of day of school and mr. kim is being an arse about it and my dad too."

"Mr. Kim?" shoto questioned. "the handsome one with the wide shoulders?"

"no that's not him."

"then the one with the dimples?" shoto asked.

"neither, i don't have them this year.

"oh, you mean the one with blue eyes, wears tight clothing, blonde hair and has teeth sort of like fangs, in his twenties?" shoto grabbed the trash and got up to trow it out.

"no, that's mr. shindo, he teaches language, yuichiro is in his class. truth to be told they have some type of chemistry." izuku stood up following shoto out.

"how's dojin?" shoto asked, frowning. "he's okay, why?" izuku questioned.

"i was just curious, that's all." shoto shrugged. "seems to me like you're jealous." izuku teased. shoto huffed, "don't get any big ideas." he laughed.

"i wasn't."

shoto laughed and stood up, he cleared up the table, putting all the trash on the tray. "we should go." he smiled. izuku nodded. shoto took the tray to the trash but stopped midway. hearing a familiar voice. he didn't bother to see who it was, he didn't want to.

"let's go now." he said. "why are you in such a rush?" izuku asked.

"i simply wish to not spend any more time in this place. that's it, i don't want to see him right now." shoto smiled and walked away. "see who?" izuku asked, shoto didnt answer he just pulled izuku out.

"why do you always walk out?" izuku asked as he got in the car. "because i'm a coward, that's just how i am." shoto laughed lightly. "coward? i don't get it. why were we in such a rush?" he asked. "don't worry about it."

izuku didn't bother to press the subject, he just nodded. "i don't think you are." izuku spoke after a few seconds of silence. "a coward, i mean." he finished mx

"then you don't know me very well."

"i think i know just about enough."

"let's just go dear." shoto smiled.

[more precarious, more dangerous. to endure to support more, so hard, as it falls again.]

i'm not sure if this makes sense, i haven't written in so long, i forgot where i finished the story. so if anyone wants to summarise where i am, that would be highly appreciated.