You're beautiful, talented, amazing and enough! don't ever think other wise, you're perfect the way you are. I Purple You!! 💜

"morning..." izuku rubbed his eyes. his vision became clearer, realization hit. he's not in his bed. he sighed. "it's not the first time."

after the little trip yesterday izuku and shoto ended up fooling around, shoto was needy and izuku didn't mind. after their first time, they would end up kissing on the bed and one thing led to another. izuku doesn't mind, he knows he likes shoto and maybe shoto likes him as well.

izuku contemplated whether to get up or stay in bed. he did have school today after all. if he did he would be able to get to school, if he didn't then he would have to stay with shoto.

that didn't sound bad, after all his warmth was calming and it felt comfortable. at least for him. shoto was still sound asleep next to him.

izuku contemplated a bit more until he finally decided to stay. missing a few days of school wouldn't matter, right? he could always just say he overslept to his father.

izuku smiled and turned to shoto. shoto looked calmed, his breathing was steady and he looked a lot better up close. shoto tossed his arm over izuku, bringing him closer.

izuku was stuck between shoto's arms in less than a second.

shoto opened one eye and looked at izuku. he kissed his forehead and then closed his eye again, going back to bed. izuku's cheeks puffed a light color of red.

he likes this a lot, is this how people feel in a relationship? izuku felt happy. it was weird, he did hate shoto at the beginning, he hated how he didn't care, how he acted but within a few months shoto had opened up a lot more. there was still times when he acted like izuku wasn't anything and other times when it felt like he was his world.

maybe shoto wasn't so bad. if only in a different universe they met sooner, then maybe izuku would've loved to be with him. it only it were possible, but he doubts it. because at the end of the night, it's not izuku who shoto thinks about and he knows that. but he still likes feeling like he belongs to him, like shoto actually cares for him.

"morning baby." shoto mumbled almost inaudible. izuku turned to him, forgetting everything he was thinking about. "morning." izuku stared at him, bringing one of his hands to caress his cheek.

"you're not going to school?" shoto asked, smiling. "i think, i'll rather stay with you."

shoto's lips turned into an '0' before nodding. shoto stared at izuku, smiling. izuku is cute but nothing else. shoto doesn't seem him as anything else, it's fun for the time being. it's fun to be wanted, to not chase, but does he really want that?

a minute of silence passed until shoto broke it. "give me a kiss." shoto pouted. izuku nodded. shoto leaned in— "but first, brush your teeth" izuku stuck out his tongue. "awe, i got caught" shoto pouted. "shut up, go" izuku smiled.

shoto got off the bed, and walked to the bathroom. while izuku stayed snugged up in the blanket. "love, off the bed, come here." shoto yelled from the bathroom. well he tried, the toothpaste made it difficult.

"shut up, give me two seconds. i'm going." he yawned and closed his eyes. a few mintutes later shoto walked out of the bathroom only to find izuku covered as a burrito and asleep.

shoto laughed as he looked at him. he remembers when haru used to do the same, maybe he really can't forget. he can try but would it be worth it?

there's a way to find out. shoto smiled and walked towards the bed. he moved izuku a little. "love" he softly said as he continued tapping him. "get up, baby" shoto continued shaking him lightly. "you know, you can't stay in bed forever. since it's my fault you missed school we're doing something today."

"just five more minutes" izuku mumbled and brought the blanket back to his head, covering his face. shoto sighed, getting izuku up was a challenge indeed. "fine then." izuku smiled upon hearing shoto give up.

one thing turned into another and now izuku was being carried to the bathroom. shoto carried him all the way to the bathroom and when they arrived he placed them both down.

"meanie." izuku glared at shoto. shoto stuck his tongue out in a mocking manner. "get dressed, we're going somewhere." shoto commanded and left the bathroom.

izuku brushed his teeth and then got inside the shower. he's happy, he's happy to have moments like these, moments he enjoys laughing with his friends, family, shoto and himself. hes glad to be alive.

shoto on the other hand was extremely difficult to understand. one minute he's happy, the next crying, acting cold and lastly being a moron. it's almost like his life was written by an amateur.

and even if it was, all story's have a script, it just depends on how it goes, we're told things happen for a reason, and maybe they do. but at the end, if you are breathing, seeing, and alive then enjoy your life. life is too short to be sad, learn to let go of what hurts you. you never know when one minute your laughing and the next willing to take your own life.

and if it ever gets to that point, please contact someone. death isn't the answer, it never has been nor will be. enjoy what you have before it's too late. always tell your love ones you love them because i love you.

a few minutes later izuku got out of the shower. he stared at himself in the mirror. "i wonder if i can learn to let go?" he whispered to himself before walking out of the bathroom.

he walked towards shoto's room and grabbed a change of clothes. his outfit was simple, a white t-shirt and some navy blue ripped jeans, that he had to borrow from shoto.

izuku brushed his curls and then left to find shoto. shoto was on his office, izuku knew that. he rushed there and quickly opened the door, he wanted to see him.

he entered shoto's office and was going to hug him when he noticed shoto sitting down on his chair. izuku smiled. "you sure look like you're busy." he joked.

"don't be absurd, i'll be busy later tonight but not right now." shoto teased. izuku blushed. "what's happening later tonight?" izuku asked.

"don't worry about later though, that's for me to know and for you not to find out." shoto smiled and stood up from his chair. "i finished these papers and i see you're ready so how about we go?" shoto asked walking towards izuku.

"i am. where are we going?" izuku asked. "someplace." shoto smiled and made his way out along with izuku. they had a long day ahead.

[even if I knew already. i can't stop. no way. as time passes, it just becomes more ruined. no way it's collapsing again]

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