So when I got back with him I knew things were going to different this time or so I thought. And Shawn said honey I miss you. I said Awwwwww I miss you too. Shawn said honey I want to in my Bed. I said I have never done that before. Shawn said so wait you never sex . I said the only thing I have done is kissed my best friend and that is what happened. And I'm also nervous Shawn said ok and promise me something. I said ok I will. Shawn said I only want you doing it with me and no one else . I ok I can promise you that .