The one thing I noticed about Shaw is that I was on and off with him and cam was gone for so long that I just stopped dreaming about him. But Tom was different from that because he had a lot of experience and he was very wise and cute as fuck. Even though the relationship did not last but at least he made me happy and I had no idea where this was going to go until the day me and Tom broke up. But we ended up getting back together and it was different from the first time I was with him and it was good until it ended again. When Tom told me was leaving WhatsApp forever I was in shock and I had idea what to do because I knew that my conversation with Tom would be gone .