While Zhan and I were kissing each other quite passionately, I walked backwards while showing him Youn's room. Pointing to the door of the room, I broke the kiss and said, "This is the room."

"Mmm, great. So where's your room?" Zhan asked without even looking at the room door. I pointed my finger at my room door and he pushed me there kissing.

Then when we were in my room, Zhan undressed me and then himself. He rarely let his lips leave mine. But before we could really get started, I had to make sure again, "And you really haven't had sex with anyone else?" I asked.

Zhan kissed my collar and shook his head. "I already told you, you are the only vampire for me. You're the only one I want. And that's why I told my pack about you."

"But..."

"Yibo, I haven't been able to see you for two weeks now. I've been longing for you so much. Let's talk later. Now I want to spoil you." I couldn't say anything against it, because I felt like wax in his hands.

With every touch and kiss on my body, Zhan ignited a passionate fire in me. I wanted more, even though I hadn't planned it at all. But in that moment where we were both lying in my bed and he kept moving up kissing the inside of my thigh, stopping only when he reached my cock and sucked it, my body was completely his.

This handsome wolf who didn't let me see him for two weeks didn't even need an hour to get me right back into bed. What is it about him that I can't resist him one bit? Whereas, I don't want to resist him either. Plus, my body felt like it was bending and starving for Zhan. And now that he's back, my body is enjoying being able to fully satisfy my every physical craving.

As he lay on top of me again, I pressed his body firmly onto mine with my hands. When he finally entered me, I wrapped my legs around him, unwilling to let him go until I was completely satisfied. I kissed him greedily, drinking a few drops of his delicious blood every now and then as I fully enjoyed the passion of our bodies fused together.

It felt like we were in our own little world. I saw in my mind's eye how we both lay in the darkness in the shallow water, surrendering to our lust for each other. Nothing and no one was there, just him and me, the darkness and the shallow water making slight waves with each of his thrusts.

When Zhan stopped our kiss for a moment and looked around, he smiled. He kissed my face and neck and asked, "You created this chamber in your mind for us?"

"You, you can see this?" I asked him.

Zhan laid down next to me so I could sit on him and ride him and he nodded. "I can see it. My blood seems to amplify your powers."

"My powers? You mean I really have those powers?"

"Mhm." Replied Zhan, then pulled my head to him to kiss me again.

It must have been three or maybe even four hours that we pursued our physical passion before we were both completely satisfied. I lay with my head on his chest and asked, "What else can I do?"

"Don't you know?"

I shook my head and told him that I had an experience that I didn't understand and that I don't know if it was just a dream or something else. "Show me my cute one." Said Zhan. I explained to him that I didn't know how, whereupon he put my hands to his head and told me to think of that moment when I had that experience.

In my mind, those images of the last evening together with Youn formed again. This time, however, it was different. This time Zhan was standing in the middle of the room and I was next to him. He held me in his arms and said, "Don't worry, I'm with you."

Everything I saw played out before our eyes once again. I just didn't want to look anymore and hid my face on Zhan's chest. Zhan, on the other hand, looked at everything and then stroked my face. "Yibo, what you saw there was created by your brain. You can call it a nightmare. But it was something more than that."

"What exactly was it?"

"Well, your best friend confessed to you the week before that he had been in love with you for many years and always hoped that the two of you would become something more. You two were more than just best friends. From what I understand, he gave you your first kiss. You often lay in bed together and cuddled, as lovers do. And although you always loved him very much, you were not able to love him in a romantic way. Your guilty conscience, because you knew very well how much he loved you and how much he wanted a relationship with you, the impending parting and the fear of losing him, created this nightmare. In your dream you almost let him rape you to punish yourself for never having given him what he so desperately wanted. In addition, he was probably angry because you slept with me without knowing me. Although he tried in vain for years with you. So this nightmare was simply a scenario created by your brain. You wanted to punish yourself, you were afraid of losing him and you were looking for a way to bind him to you."

"Mhhh, I see. So this was a result of my fears and guilty conscience."

"Exactly."

"But then what about the second time I touched his head to wake him up?"

"Did you look at the second time more closely? I mean like the first time?"

"No."

"You should have. The second time seems to have been a memory of his. Or a hidden desire. In this one, you were both even younger. Maybe just eighteen years old. And it was you who were fucking him."

"Me?"

"Yes. Maybe at some point he wished something like that would happen. I'm sure he has many such hidden desires inside him, gathered over all those years when he was in love with you. But, and I must say this clearly, it might as well be something that really happened once."

"But we never..."

"Keep talking Yibo."

"Um, there was one night when we were at a student party freshman year at college. There was that amount of alcohol and many drinks were drugged by some assholes. I must have had one of those drinks because I couldn't remember what happened after that drink."

"So there's a possibility that this wasn't just a wish from your best friend, but really happened."

"Shit. I hope not. And I don't believe it either. No way. I had my first time with you. Besides, I never wanted to be the top during sex. So why would I then Youn... well. Then why would I make him... no... never! That could never have happened!"

"It's okay Yibo. Don't get upset."

"Ah I'm getting sick at the thought."

"Yibo."

"Zhan. Please just hold me in your arms will you? I don't want to think about it anymore. Please tell me if this is because of an ability I have to see others' wishes or dreams. And how could I let you see everything?"

Zhan wrapped his arms tightly around me and kissed me. It made me calm down a bit again. Then Zhan said, "It is possible that your abilities have been strengthened by my blood. I am a full-blooded werewolf and my blood is very strong as you have noticed..."

"I'm sorry if I'm interrupting you. But I have to tell you, as a white wolf, you look insanely amazing."

"You think so?"

"Yes. Impressively beautiful. And I knew it was you right away. I recognized your eyes right away."

"Mhhh, then maybe you do like me?"

"Hey, I like you. But..."

"It's okay my cute vampire. So what else I wanted to say is that your abilities might have been enhanced because of my blood and that's why you could see this. And you were able to let me see all of this because we just bonded. We were sleeping with each other and you were drinking from my blood."

"Mhhh, I see. So when I drink your blood, it makes my psychic abilities stronger and that's why I managed to get into Youn's mind for a moment."

"Exactly."

"And if I sleep with you and drink your blood on top of that, then I can make you see anything I want?"

"Mhm. That's right."

"That's really cool. Now tell me where you've been for the last two weeks!"

"You really want to know that what?"

"Of course. You said you were going to follow me and then you disappeared for two weeks."

"Did you miss me?"

"Um, no?"

"Was that a question?"

"I don't know. I couldn't help thinking about you from time to time." That was a total lie. I kind of thought about him every day.

"Well, I'm back now, and now I'm going to stay by your side."

"You should if you think of me as your master."

"Yes my master. Haha. You are so incredibly cute."

"Are you really in love with me?"

"Yes."

"And then, where have you been? And who was with you?"

"I went in search of my pack after hearing rumors of large wolves in the forest. I was in that forest looking for tracks and found those of the half-breeds. In addition, I wanted to find out more about you and why my grandfather let you live."

"And why? Did he really not know I had been bitten?"

"I found my pack after three days of searching and asked my grandfather about you. He told me that he had actually just wanted to make a quick purchase when he smelled the vampire that bit you. He found you both in a dark narrow alley and was able to catch the vampire. He killed the vampire and returned to you. He looked where you lived on your ID card and took you home. He said that he knew you had been bitten. But he didn't want to kill you because you were so young. Instead, he wanted to see how you handled the situation. If you had killed people to satisfy your hunger, he would have killed you. But he saw that you found another way. He followed you for a long time until he was convinced that there was no danger from you to other people. He even said that he was impressed with you because you immediately moved on to blood bags instead of trying people."

"So he wanted me to live?"

"Yes. He didn't want to kill someone so young who was just a victim."

"So he won't kill me either if I run into him again?"

"Right. I even told him that you were looking for him because you wanted to thank him."

"And?"

"And he said very soon he would very much like to see you again."

"Really?"

"Yes. He's looking forward to it. He thinks you're someone special. And well, when I told him I was falling in love with you, he laughed and said, "No wonder, as cute as he is." And then he gave me his blessing."

"But you and I are not in a relationship."

"Not yet Yibo. I know you can't imagine it right now. But someday you will fall in love with me and we will have a relationship. I will make you happy every day and always protect you."

"Zhan..."

"My cute little vampire can only be loved by one the way he needs to be. And that is me! I will make you my mate. You'll see."

"But you're a werewolf and I'm a vampire! How will that work?"

"We are both not of the same species. But we can still be mates."

"Ah, yes. Ahem. Back to the subject at hand. Who all has been with you?"

"Mhhh, just my pack. So my family and relatives."

"And really, really, really no one else?"

"Yibo. Give me your hand." I handed him my hand and he put it to his chest. His heart was beating very fast. He smiled and pulled my head towards him to kiss me. "You are the only Yibo. I like to tell you over and over again. You have the right to doubt. But I'm telling you, the moment I first looked into your eyes, I was hopelessly in love with you. And we Werewolves are faithful to our partners for life."

"But love isn't real. It doesn't exist."

"Oh yes it does my dear little vampire. It does exist. And I will show it to you." Replied Zhan.

Zhan lay down on top of me, wrapped his arms around my body and kissed me. And again my heart was beating very fast. Will he really succeed in proving to me that love exists?