A/N: Are you ready for the mpreg special? Yes? Well then, let's get started. But before that, I wanted to tell you that we're going to make a big time jump. After all, they are immortal and have all the time in the world. And they also needed time for themselves. So, all alone for themselves. I have to say, I really struggled as far as the time period was concerned. I was leaning between 10 and 30 years. In the end, I decided on 15 years. And I also had to think about the location, and I decided that after 10 years they retired to Finland to live there undisturbed for a while. Ready? Then let's get started!

Mpreg Special 1 - Review / Washed too hot?

It's been about 15 years since I wrote my last diary entry. Kind of strange to start again now. But unlike Oleg and Mira, Zhan and I want to record our life a little bit in writing for the posterity. Even though we will live for a very long time.

What can I say about the past 15 years? Let's start with Zhan and me. We met and fell in love 16 years ago, got married 15 years ago, and have been living in Finland for 5 years now. Here we live in the middle of the wilderness and surrounded by lots of forest, on our own property in a beautiful house.

Six years ago, when it slowly became apparent that we, unlike everyone else around us, were not aging, we decided it was time to leave. We thought about where we wanted to go and after some back and forth we came up with Finland. It took us a year to plan and implement. After all, there were many things to consider and prepare.

So the first thing we did was to find a suitable plot of land. We traveled to Finland and looked at several properties. When we finally found one that suited us both and where there were no neighbors, we let build a house there. It took 5 months from the groundbreaking to the completion. It took them two months just to build a paved road to be able to build a house on our property in the first place.

Then we had to decide how to proceed with our private detective agency, which was still going well. At first we had planned that Rin would take over the management. But then we received a very rewarding offer from an interested party who wanted to take over or buy our private detective agency. And since he also promised that he would keep and take over all employees, we finally decided to sell the private detective agency.

Finally, we also had to sell our apartment. Fortunately, we quickly found a buyer who even bought all our furniture and electrical appliances. And then came the day when Zhan and I moved to Finland to our new house with our cat Yizhan.

As soon as we got settled here, I started to change to animal blood. At the beginning it was really hard for me, because it didn't taste as good as the human blood. But after a few months I got used to it. I can't say that it tastes better to me now than it did in the beginning, but it feeds me and fills me up. Fortunately, I still have Zhan, whose blood I always nibble on.

But even so it had been a huge change for us. We now lived in a foreign country, had no family around us and were isolated from everything. We had chosen it that way. But we didn't expect at that time how difficult it would be. Especially in the beginning and especially when you were used to your family always being around.

It took about 8 weeks until we slowly got used to it. Of course we still missed all our loved ones. But it got better and we often talked to the family on the phone. Also, Grandpa Xiao and my in-laws came to visit us after 3 months. They even stayed here for 4 weeks because they liked it here so much. And since then, they come to visit us every 3 - 4 months and every time for 1 - 3 weeks. Other family members and relatives have also visited us. Like my brother and Cheng.

But most often Grandpa Xiao came to visit us. He is even thinking about moving here himself. He said he misses us too much and wants to be near us. And because he is now at an age where he wants to retire and rest, he wants to cede leadership of the pack to Zhan's uncle and move in with us. I would be happy with that. And we have plenty of room.

What else is going on? I have to say that it's been strange watching the people around us grow older and older while we haven't aged a day. My dad and stepmom have completely gray hair now. And because my dad can't walk very well anymore, he now relies on a wheelchair when the two of them are outside walking.

Especially with my little half-brother, you can clearly see how the years have passed. He is now studying and living with his girlfriend in a small two-room apartment that my big brother and Cheng bought for them. They have been a couple for three years and plan to get married after they graduate. He has developed into a handsome young and intelligent man. At the moment he is studying medicine, but he doesn't know yet what medical field he wants to work in.

My brother is now known all over the world as an actor. Ten years ago, he finally had enough of the secrecy surrounding his love life, after rumors about him and various actresses circulated several times, which repeatedly led to problems in his marriage, he turned to his fans with an emotional confession. In his confession, he wrote about his marriage with Cheng and how they found each other and also how much he loves Cheng.

Shortly after, all media from all parts of the world reported his confession of love to his husband and became world famous. Much to the delight of my brother and Cheng, this confession had no negative impact on his career. Quite the contrary. Many even praised him for his courage and sincerity. And he got even more acting offers. His career practically shot through the ceiling.

And although my brother is now so famous, he is still very down-to-earth and prefers a simple family life. He and Cheng even adopted a little girl 6 years ago. My brother said back then when they adopted the little one that they are now a family like he always wanted. And our little brother was also very happy when they adopted the little girl. He said he had always wanted a little sister.

My in-laws continue to move around the world. I don't think there is anything that could keep them in one place. They just need that and always love to travel to new places and countries. Two years ago, the twins joined them. Together they now move around the world and tell us in regular phone calls about all their travels and adventures.

My sister-in-law Yanli is now a mother of three. She loves her three children very much, but unfortunately she cannot take care of them as much as she would like to. Because she is still physically very weak. But thanks to a new medicine, she is no longer constantly confined to bed and can move more freely and carefree. Fortunately, the doctors and scientists are always researching further. Who knows, maybe soon there will be a drug that will make her top fit like everyone else.

We have frequent contact with Youn and Wooseok. But only by e-mail. They live somewhere in Korea together with Wooseok's family. But at the moment they are already looking for the next country where they want to live. Youn said in his last email that he can't believe how fast the years go by. I see it like he does. The last 15 years have gone by incredibly fast.

Since Zhan and I don't want to just sit around idly and make money here in Finland either, we have started an online platform where we offer our help. This can include all kinds of things. Like searching for friends or family members. Or we help to find out the family history. But also online surveillance of certain people who are suspected of cheating on their partners. So we have not completely given up investigating.

Otherwise, I can only say that Zhan and I are still very much in love with each other. Nothing has changed between us. Even after 16 years of being together, we still can't keep our hands off each other and confess our love every day.

But now we come to today. It was 10 o'clock in the morning and I was in the bedroom getting dressed. Zhan and I were planning to drive to the next town to do some shopping. He was sitting in our office and had answered an email.

So I changed my clothes and noticed that something was wrong, that means, with my trousers. So I called out to Zhan, "ZhanZhan? You did the laundry the other day, didn't you? Could it be that you washed them too hot? So like 90°C?"

Zhan called out to me, "No! Why would you think that?"

"Because my trousers seem to have gotten smaller!" I called out. Shortly after, I heard footsteps in the corridor and Zhan came up to me.

Zhan looked at me thoughtfully and asked, "Your trousers have gotten smaller? How so?"

"Yes, I'm asking you that."

"Yibo, I washed our clothes together. Then my jeans should have shrunk, too."

"What are you trying to tell me? That I've gotten fat and that's why I can't fit into my trousers anymore?"

"That's not what I'm saying, sweetheart. I'm just saying that I washed the clothes at 30°C as usual, so they can't have shrunk."

"So you think I've gotten fat!!!" I scolded.

"No! Why are you getting all flustered lately?"

"I'm not. I'm just easily annoyed."

"It's the same thing my honey. If those trousers don't fit you, put on another pair."

"I was going to. But no trousers fit me anymore! I've tried on three pairs of jeans and I can't close them!"

"Maybe you've only gained a little weight on your stomach."

"So you're saying I've gotten fat after all!"

"Of course not. But there could be other reasons."

"And what would those be?"

"I don't know."

"Great! So what do I do now?"

"You put on sweatpants and we'll buy you some new jeans."

"There is no way I'm going shopping with sweatpants on! That's super embarrassing!"

"Then try on one of my jeans."

"ZhanZhan take a look at me and be honest. Have I gotten fat?"

"Yibo my sweet honey, you are beautiful as always. You haven't gotten fat. Maybe your belly is just a little bloated. It may go away tomorrow and then your jeans will fit you again."

"I hope so. I don't want to get fat. I'm sure you wouldn't like me then, and I'd just embarrass you everywhere."

"Honey, I don't care at all if you gain weight, I still love you and I would never be embarrassed."

"What if someday my belly looks like a big beer belly?"

"I would still love you even then. Wait a minute, did you only gain weight on your stomach?"

"Yes. I think so."

"Mhhh."

"What's up with this mhhh again?"

"Well, for the last two weeks you seem to have more appetite. And for unusual things, too. Last night you ate a whole jar of pickles, which you don't usually like. And this morning you ate an ice cream with vinegar chips."

"And what are you trying to tell me? That it made me gain weight?"

"No. But that the reason may be different than you think."

"And that is?"

"Well, think of the legend."

"Oh no! No, no! You're not going to give me the pregnancy thing again!" I said and suddenly I felt so sick I had to run to the bathroom and throw up.

Zhan looked at me really worried after I threw up. And right after that confused because after I threw up I whined that I was hungry again. Damn it! I can't really be pregnant, can I? After 16 years and having sex every day, I can't really have gotten pregnant all of a sudden!?

Zhan gave me one of his jeans, which fit me, handed me an apple, and then drove with me to the next town. He stopped first at a pharmacy and bought 4 pregnancy tests there! Then we drove to a fashion store where he bought me three new pairs of jeans, then we shopped at the supermarket and drove back home.

As soon as we unpacked our purchase, Zhan wanted me to do a pregnancy test! I refused as a man to make such a test. But Zhan wouldn't let up and chased me all over the house with these stupid tests. Finally I gave up, realizing that I could not escape Zhan, and made the pregnancy tests.

Convinced that they would all be negative, I went to the bedroom to Zhan, where we then waited together for the results. After 5 minutes we turned the tests over and saw the results. One strip means, not pregnant. Two strips mean pregnant.

All four pregnancy tests showed... two strips! When I saw that, I spontaneously fainted for a short time. I was just shocked! I regained consciousness in Zhan's arms and screamed, "This is all your fault!"

Zhan laughed, gave me a kiss and replied, "I think we should have bought the new jeans a few sizes bigger right away."

"That's not funny ZhanZhan!"

"No, it's not funny. But it's nice."

"Is it?"

"Sure. Because you carry the proof of our love under your heart. A little creature of both of us, will grow inside you and make us a real family."

Tears welled up in my eyes and I wailed, "But I'm going to get fat, and then I'm sure you won't love me anymore." Of course, I know that Zhan will always love me. But, the fear is still there.

Zhan took me in his arms and hugged me tightly. "I love you my sweet honey. Do you hear? I -love- you! Nothing will change between you and me. Besides, you won't get fat. Your belly will grow yes, but only because our baby is growing in it. And after the pregnancy, your belly will go back to the way it always was."

"I'm shocked and I'm scared ZhanZhan. I am a man. How can a baby grow inside me? How can I give birth to a baby?"

"You are not just a man. You are someone very special and you are the only man who is capable of having a baby. That's a miracle and a blessing. And as for giving birth, well, I think that will require a C-section. But you're a vampire and you heal very quickly."

"What are we going to do now? I can hardly go to a gynecologist."

"We'll call my grandfather later and ask him. Doesn't it make you happy that you're having a baby from both of us?"

"Yes, it makes me happy. But it also scares me."

"I can understand that, my love. But you know, I'm always by your side and we can do this together. I won't leave you alone in this."

"I know ZhanZhan. I love you and I know that with you by my side, nothing can go wrong."

"I love you too my sweet honey." Replied Zhan and kissed me.

Right now I'm still very confused and shocked and excited and scared. It will probably take me a while to process this. Later we will talk to Grandpa Xiao on the phone and after that I'm sure I'll feel better. And fortunately, I have an incredibly great, loving and caring husband in Zhan, on whom I can always rely.