Chapter 42 - Togetherness
A week ago we came back home and have since settled back in and started our daily routine. Whereby it is not yet really like a daily routine, because we are currently also fully underway with our move.
We bought furniture in a furniture store. Although they would have been cheaper online, but the delivery would have taken several weeks. And so we were able to take the furniture we bought right away. We had specially borrowed a van. Zhan, my father-in-law and Grandpa Xiao assembled the furniture.
Now we already have a new bedroom, with a nice big new bed, a new big closet and a fluffy carpet. In the guest room there is a new bed, closet and a table with two chairs. For the living room, we bought several sideboards because we don't want tall cabinets there. The new sofa, with the new table and two chairs, will be delivered next week.
We also decided to buy new kitchen furniture and appliances after all. The kitchen in my old apartment is still as good as new, but it doesn't fit in the new apartment. The space or rather the layout of the electrical wiring is completely different. And now we have much more space available. We have even already ordered something suitable.
When I proudly told my brother about our progress and also about the fact that he won't have to refurnish the kitchen after all, he just asked me: "And why are you going to so much trouble? In ten years you'll have to move again anyway, so no one will notice that you're not aging." With that he reminded me of something that I had already completely repressed.
Nevertheless, I replied, "And that means that we shouldn't settle in nicely because of that? Ten years is ten years and it's our first apartment together. I want, or rather we want, to furnish it nicely so that Zhan and I can come home and we'll always feel comfortable." Then my brother could understand that and said nothing more.
However, the most amazing thing was the phone call I received after talking to my brother on the phone. It was my mother! She sounded cold and dismissive as usual when she said, "I thought about what you said and also read the letter Hai Kuan wrote me." I didn't even know about a letter.
"So?" I asked her after she remained silent for several seconds.
"I can't promise you right now that it will be quick. But I promise you that I will change. Of course you and your brother mean a lot to me, you are my sons. I admit that I forgot that when I started my new life. But forgetting isn't right either. I assumed you didn't need me anymore. You had always been so grown up and your brother had moved away."
"Hai Kuan moved away then because he had no other choice and no support from you as his parents. You guys were always just working and didn't see at all when he or I needed you. And I have to add, you had always been so cold hearted. While Dad had at least made an effort to be a good dad in the moments he was home, you just sat in the living room that was always taboo for Hai Kuan and me when you were home."
"Yibo I was constantly working at that time to be able to give you and your brother a good life. And yes, when I was at home then, I wanted to have my rest. I wanted to rest. But..."
"But what? You still loved us? Mom, be honest. You never cared about us. We hadn't even had a real Christmas. Hai Kuan and I were always alone. We had reheated ready-made meals at Christmas because you didn't have the time or the inclination to cook. You were always forgetting our birthdays. When one of us was sick, you didn't take care of us. Dad often sat by our beds at night and took care of us. You didn't!"
"I've realized my mistakes Yibo and I'm sorry."
"You've realized your mistakes? Really? Then why haven't you ever called and said, hey I'm sorry I was never the mom you and your brother needed!!!? You're not sorry. If you were, you would have tried to explain it a long time ago, and you wouldn't be coming up with it now after we've sought you out and confronted you about it."
"What do you think I should do now?"
"I don't know. Think about it for yourself."
"How can I prove to you that I really want to change?"
"Well, how should I know? I don't believe you want to change anyway. Because otherwise you would have asked me how I was doing, how my husband was doing. Anything personal. Dad and my stepmother bombarded us with questions. Dad cried with joy when we visited him. My stepmom took care of me and my husband like I was her own child..."
"So you prefer your father's new wife to me?"
"His wife isn't that new anymore. And sure, if she's a better mother to me than you ever were, then I prefer her to you. Besides, I haven't met your new husband yet either, have I? I wasn't invited to the wedding, nor do I even know his name. I don't even know when my little brother's birthday is. So mom and now you tell me again that I was and am important to you. Because that is an outright lie!" I said angrily.
Instead of facing me and my accusations and proving to me that she was serious about wanting to change, or showing that she really did see the error of her ways, she just ended the conversation by hanging up wordlessly.
I just can't believe anything she says. If she had contacted us on her own without us showing up at her house, I think it would have been different. Then I would have believed her. Because then she would have approached us on her own and sincerely apologized. But so she called only one and a half weeks after our visit to her and proved to me with this phone call that she did not regret anything and did not understand anything.
However, the anger about the phone call quickly faded away. Because Zhan and I were already looking forward to the coming day. Because on that day a year ago, we met and slept with each other for the first time. We decided to make this one special day our day. The day we started our relationship.
I know our relationship started later. But for Zhan, we were together since that day and by now I see it that way too. I couldn't imagine anyone else but Zhan after our first night together anyway. I just wasn't ready then to understand and accept my own feelings for him.
We went back and forth about what to do on our first anniversary. While walking around the city, we came up with the idea that we could go out to eat at the restaurant where we met. Zhan immediately called there, but unfortunately they were fully booked.
Zhan then suggested that he drive me home, I shower and put on my new clothes I bought downtown, while he went shopping and then we cook together in the evening and eat by candlelight and a glass of wine. I agreed and liked the idea even better because I would much rather be alone with Zhan than in a crowded restaurant.
After Zhan dropped me off at home, he went off again to do some shopping. Enough time for me to shower and get ready nicely. But when I was then in the apartment and had showered, I stood in the bedroom in front of the big mirror and looked at me naked as I was. And then I got a new idea!
It took Zhan about an hour to come back from shopping. I heard him come into the apartment and call for me. I went into the living room and saw him standing in the kitchen starting to unpack his groceries. "ZhanZhan?"
"Mn?"
"I was thinking of something for tonight?"
"And what would that be?"
"Well..."
"Go ahead and say it my cutie."
"I thought first we could do a little..."
"A little what?"
"Oh MAN ZhanZhan! Look at me already!"
"Okay... I... wow. Is that my present?"
"Hehehe."
"Where did you get that red bow?"
"Found it in my closet."
"And it really looks great on you."
"You think so?"
"Oh yeah. It makes you the best gift ever. So completely naked and with that red bow around your body... yummy."
"Then you should unwrap your present now and..."
"And then I'll fall all over you."
"Yes please do." I replied, giggling.
Zhan left the shopping bags and joined me in the living room. He opened the red bow I had tied around my body. Actually, it was a silk scarf I had bought at some point but never used. Now finally this one has found a purpose too!
The red bow slowly fell to the ground. But we didn't see it get there, because Zhan was kissing me while hugging my body tightly and caressing my butt. I undressed Zhan and since he also still wanted to shower, I joined him in the shower. So I could have saved myself the shower before. Anyway haha.
Warm water rained down on us from the shower head while Zhan was nibbling my neck and penetrating me from behind. I still like it best when Zhan gets a little harder on me. While it's nice to make love quite romantically and lovingly every now and then, I mostly prefer the animalistic sex with him.
I love it when he penetrates me in one go while nibbling on my neck. I love that insane painful pleasure that turns into pure passion. I love feeling every inch of his cock inside me and how his cock hits my prostate, almost driving me crazy with lust.
With quick hard thrusts, he brought me to my first orgasm after only a few minutes before we dried off and went into the living room. Zhan sat on the sofa and I on top of him. I moved up and down quickly, feeling him deep inside me. With his hand he masturbated my cock. Moaning, I bit him and sucked some of his blood.
As if in a frenzy, everything around us blurred. I came for the second time and yet I wanted more and more. Zhan laid me down on the sofa. He lay on top of me, kissed me, and penetrated me again. "You are the hottest gift I've ever gotten." Zhan whispered into my ear with a smirk before nibbling on it.
I laughed and replied, "And your magic wand has never failed and has always made me climax."
"I love you my cute vampire."
"I love you too, my handsome wolf."
Fast and hard, thrusting and thrusting, Zhan brought me to the next orgasm, where he came himself as well. Breathing heavily, he lay on top of me and kissed me. After a few minutes he got up and then carried me back to the bathroom where we showered again. Of course with many, many kisses.
After the third shower for me and the second shower for Zhan, we got dressed in comfortable clothes and prepared our dinner together. We then enjoyed our dinner in the living room with candlelight and soft music. Afterwards, we started watching a movie that we had wanted to watch for a while.
But like we are, we hardly noticed anything of the movie. Because we then had more fun making love a second time. We are young and in love and can hardly keep our hands off each other. I hope that will never change!
A/N: Just a little bit smut and not very erotic. I was unfortunately too distracted today to write more and more detailed smut. Besides the writing, phone calls, writing messages and making dinner was a little too much distraction.
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