Since either Zhan or I forgot to turn off the alarm clock when we went to bed, it rang at 9 am and woke us up. We were still tired, very much so. Because Yizhan played from 5 am to 7 am in the apartment and tore one or the other thing to the ground. He somehow managed to reach a glass that was on the table by crawling up the sofa, jumping on the table and throwing the glass down, which then broke.

Of course, Yizhan got scared and hid under the sofa. And while Zhan was removing the broken glass, I had to coax Yizhan under the sofa. When I finally succeeded, I put him in his basket and then he finally gave up. After two full hours of terror! He is such a little cat, but he can make quite a mess.

When the alarm went off, he just looked up at us for a second, turned back around and went back to sleep. Mhhh, I would have loved to give him two such chaotic hours as he offered Zhan and me last night. But he's just so sweet, how could I not forgive him?

Since it was Sunday morning and my brother was still in the pack's farmhouse, Zhan and I also stayed in bed. My brother just told me when we said goodbye that he would be in touch when he wanted us to pick him up. Whereupon Zhan said, he has a key and can then also let Cheng drive him to our home. With that the matter was settled and so we could stay in bed without any worries.

I snuggled up to Zhan and started kissing him and it wasn't long before he pulled me onto his body and the tender kissing, turned into a wild one, while Zhan stroked my back and let his hands slide lower and lower until he reached my butt cheeks and kneaded them firmly with both hands.

As always, our bodies responded to each other and it was quickly clear that we wanted more. And because my brother was not there, we knew that we could let ourselves go ruthlessly. Just like last night when we came home and made our bodies sweat.

Zhan grabbed me, laid me next to him on the bed and spread my legs. He lay down between them and was ready to penetrate me when my cell phone rang. Since Zhan was above me, he was able to look at the nightstand and saw the caller name on my cell phone. He rolled his eyes, took the cell phone, handed it to me and said, "Your beloved is calling you."

"Uh what?" I asked and Zhan got up and left the bedroom. I looked at the caller name, it was Youn. And I saw that he had already texted me 3 times. "Hi Youn." I said and frowned looking at the door. What was wrong with Zhan all of a sudden?

"Good morning my beloved honey. I guess you were still asleep, right?" Asked Youn.

"Um, yeah. Something like that. What's up?"

"I wanted to ask if you were free tonight."

"For what?"

"I wanted to invite you to the movies tonight. Wooseok is on night duty tonight and I thought maybe you'd have time for a movie?"

"Mhhh, I can't really tell you right now. Since I don't know if my brother has anything planned for tonight yet."

"So your brother really came?"

"Yes. He's in town. He didn't spend the night here, though, but at an acquaintance's house. Right now I don't know when he'll be back today or if he has plans."

"I see. Too bad, I would have loved to go to the movies with you otherwise. Since I moved out, we hardly see each other anymore. And I miss you terribly."

"Awww, I miss you too Youn. A lot, actually. Especially now that the new season of our favorite series has come out, I notice how much I miss you. We used to watch every episode together. And now that you don't live here anymore, I haven't watched a single episode of the new season."

"I haven't seen any of the new episodes either. Maybe we can arrange to spend a weekend together soon. Then we can watch the episodes together."

"Is Wooseok interested in the series at all?"

"Mhhh? I meant you and me alone. Your flatmate could spend a weekend with his friends some time, couldn't he? And then you and I would have a weekend to ourselves."

"Why don't you want Wooseok and Zhan with you?"

"Because there are still some things I want to do alone with my beloved best friend. It's obvious. Besides, I don't know Zhan. So why would I want to spend my weekend with him? Seoki is also with his best friend for the weekend every now and then."

"Mhhh."

"Come on Yibo."

"I'm not saying yes or no. Right now I'm working a lot on the weekends. And I don't know yet if my brother will stay in town. If so, I think he'll be staying here with me for a while before he has something of his own."

"Then how do you do that with Zhan when your brother moves back here and he lives with you for now? Will they share the room or what?"

"You don't have to worry about that. That's all taken care of."

"Okay. Then just let me know if you ever have time for me again. I'm just your best friend. Or have you already replaced me with that Zhan guy?"

"Youn, stop it. You are and always will be my best friend. I don't understand why you're so against Zhan. He didn't do anything to you. Why don't you just be happy that someone is there for me and that I'm not always alone?"

"I am. But somehow I feel like we're becoming estranged."

"Estranged? Why?"

"You hardly tell me anything anymore. You didn't even tell me about your brother coming. I only found out about your big case with Homicide through the newspaper, too. And when I ask you when you'll have time just for me, you stutter and always say that you can't tell me yet. Am I really still your best friend? Be honest!"

"You are and will always be my best friend. And it was pretty clear that some things were going to change with you moving out. Before, we saw each other every day and talked. But now that's no longer possible. I don't want to call or write all the time. You want to enjoy your time with Wooseok after work. And I'm sure Wooseok wouldn't like it if we talked on the phone or wrote to each other all evening."

"I'm not asking that we do that every day. But right now I'm always the one writing or calling you. Somehow nothing comes from you anymore."

"That's also because of my work. I'm usually out at night working. I sleep until noon, then I go to the office and then I'm on the road again. The newspaper article brought me a lot of new clients, so I have a lot of work. And it's mostly at night. So it's really just because I don't contact you much, or at all lately."

"You're the boss. So you might as well take a day off."

"Here's what we're going to do. As soon as my brother gets back, I'll ask him if he has any plans for us tonight. If not, I'll get back to you and we'll go to the movies. Okay?"

"Okay. Promise?"

"Yes. And now I really need to go to the bathroom."

"All right. I'll wait to hear from you, then."

"All right. See you later."

"See you later." Said Youn and ended the conversation.

I jumped up out of bed and ran to the bathroom where Zhan was in the shower. I wanted to join him in the shower and take a shower together. But when he saw me, he told me he was done and I could shower. Then he grabbed a towel and left the bathroom.

Immediately, I went after Zhan and hugged him from behind. "What's wrong?" I asked him, confused.

"Finished talking on the phone already? What did your beloved want this time?"

"Zhan! Don't be like that!"

"Like what? What am I like?"

"Jealous!"

"Am I not allowed to be?"

"No! Because there's no reason to be."

"Is that so?"

"Yes. Youn is my best friend. And you're my wolf."

"And that means?"

"You're mine and I'm yours! And I certainly don't forget that."

"I'm not so sure about that. You still haven't told Youn about us, have you?"

"Not yet. But there's a reason for that. I'll tell him soon, though. I promise!"

"And until then, I'm still just your flatmate?"

"For now. But like I said, I'll talk to him about us soon."

"And what are you going to tell him? That I've been promoted to flatmate with benefits?"

"I'm going to tell him that you and I have a serious, committed, loving relationship."

"Do we?"

"Yes. We do ZhanZhan. I know there are still important things unsaid. But..."

"Stop. You know I'm not pushing you to say it. And we don't need to talk about it again right now."

"ZhanZhan?"

"What is it?"

"Why are you jealous? Do you distrust me?"

"I trust you Yibo. But, I don't trust Seungyoun."

"Why? You don't know him."

"Still, I don't have a good feeling about him. I mean, why does he always want to meet you alone? Why does he avoid me? I haven't even met him in these almost four months I've been living here. Why?"

"I don't know that either. I wonder myself what this behavior is all about. Maybe he's just afraid you'll take his place."

"His place? I think I'm a little more than your best friend."

"Not just a little. You're much more than that."

"I'm glad to hear that. So? Are you going to the movies with him tonight, unless your brother has other plans for you?"

"No. Did you forget that our brothers have a date tonight? That means we're both alone. And if we're both alone, then we need to take full advantage of it. I want to spend as much time as possible with you all alone. I want to have you all to myself, undisturbed. I want to shower, cook, eat, cuddle and kiss together with you. And I want us to have lots of good sex."

"In that order?"

"Yes."

"No cinema with Seungyoun?"

"No cinema. Just you and me."

"You sure?"

"Yes. Now kiss me and come back to the shower with me. I think we'll pick up where we left off earlier for now."

"Sounds good."

"Go ahead then ZhanZhan. Kiss me and then..."

"And then I'll eat you up."

"Yeah!" I replied.

Zhan wrapped his arms around me and finally kissed me. Then he grabbed me and carried me all the way to the bathroom and into the shower, where we finally picked up where we left off earlier with the phone call.

I don't know why Zhan is jealous of Youn. But that fact that he is, makes me think and I should reconsider my own behavior towards Youn. During the phone call with him today, I wasn't like I always was before. I was thinking about Zhan all the time and just wanted to go to him. Yes, Zhan is now more important to me than Youn.

Actually, they say that friends are more important. But I can't say that right now. I just want to be with Zhan and think about nothing else but how nice it is to be with him. I love being in his arms, feeling his warmth and hearing his soft voice. He is just all I need right now. And of course now little Yizhan, our baby. But that is something completely different again.