Since I'm a vampire and have more energy than when I was human, I thought I had more stamina too. Sure I probably tolerate a lot more sex than a human does. But this wolf, he really kills me! We've done it three times since we got home and he could already? I'm so exhausted I can barely move!

If this keeps up, I won't be able to get out of bed on my own two feet. I have to put a stop to this love sick sex obsessed wolf. But, how do I do that? He just looks at me and already is getting hot for me. Mhhh, what would make him stop lusting? What works for dogs? Maybe a cat?

Well, only Zhan isn't a dog and from what I've gathered, he likes cats. Because when he's not eating me alive right now, he's watching cat videos and saying, "Awww, how cute." all the while. So better no cat. Who knows what he'll do to me then? That could backfire on me.

I could invite friends over, though. Then he wouldn't be able to make out with me either. But I really only have one friend and that is Youn. I can't count his boyfriend Wooseok among my friends yet, we haven't seen each other that often. And so far I haven't been able to tell Youn that Zhan is living with me now.

I don't even know how to explain it to Youn yet? It's true that this is my apartment and I can let whoever I want live here. But I told Youn that Zhan was a one-time thing and that I am not interested in him in any way. So how can I explain to him now that Zhan is staying with me?

Maybe I should just crawl into my work? It would be better if I went back to the office on a regular basis anyway. Lately, I've only been there briefly to pick up the mail, or when I get a call about an appointment with me for an initial consultation. I have regular office hours. So I should be there.

I also have three open cases that I have to take care of. The most important case. A man who is looking for his ex-girlfriend who emptied his accounts and disappeared with his money and all his super expensive watches while he was on a business trip. Then a wife who suspects her husband of cheating on her. And a case that is also about cheating. Only that a husband suspects his wife of cheating on him.

As for the first case, the leads I found so far came to nothing. I found out that she had been lying to him all along. About her name, her age, her family, her job. Everything she told him was a lie. Only thanks to a picture of her that he gave me, I was able to find out her true identity. Or one of her identities. Because not even the police know her real name, because she used more than 12 false identities to rob different men of their money and valuable jewelry. Her picture was directly on the police website under Wanted Persons.

As for the other two cases, I am waiting for my clients to call me. After all, I can't follow them everywhere every day, since the two suspected spouses both work and not in any public place. So I have to be patient until one of my clients calls to let me know when the spouse is leaving the house and at an atypical time.

Oh my, I just remembered a case when I followed a husband every day because his wife wanted to know if he was cheating on her. Since he worked in a coffee shop, this was easier for me. I could always be in or near the café and watch him. At first everything seemed normal and apart from a few flirtations with female customers, nothing had happened.

But then after three days and at least three cups of tea, I urgently needed to go to the bathroom and heard strange noises coming from the storage room of the café. Since I couldn't just open the door and see what was going on, I had to come up with something.

I then came up with the brilliant idea of replacing the door signs. The one from the storage room I went to the door of the guest toilet and vice versa. Then I took my cell phone and pretended to look intently at something. I opened the door to the storage room and caught the man with another man. Both had their pants down and one was inside the other.

Even though I am gay myself and yes, I love sex, but there even I had to gulp. At work! During the shift! While customers were in the café! Sex in the storeroom! The two men were staring in shock and I secretly snapped a few pictures while apologizing like crazy and explaining that I thought this was the guest bathrooms because of the sign on the door.

The men quickly pulled up their pants and were so embarrassed that they had bright red faces. The two apologized to me and as I looked at them I saw how close the two were. I was very curious about their story and finally revealed myself. The husband then told me everything.

"Ty and I have been a couple since high school. But my parents don't know about it. They don't know I'm gay and I love a man. If they found out, they would kill me, for sure. I never wanted to marry my wife either. That was arranged by my parents. And there was nothing I could do about it. At that time I was still dependent on my parents. So I married her. But I stayed with Ty. He opened this café here and hired me to work for him. So at least we can see each other regularly. Because I can't live without him. I would die if I lost him. We've been together for 13 years and he's my everything." He explained.

I felt sorry for them. I know that such marriages arranged by parents still happen often in this country and how rarely the children of these parents can defend themselves against it. Therefore I could understand him and I felt sorry for both of them. I saw how attached they were to each other. And yes, I think with both of them it is the really big love.

Since I'm not an asshole, I suggested to him: "Well, then we'll do it like this. I will not tell your wife about this. But, you have to separate from her. Quite officially! Even if the marriage was arranged, it is not fair to her. Besides, you don't have to depend on your parents anymore. Get a divorce and finally live your life the way you want."

He said he would think about it. A few weeks later, I happened to pass by the café and went inside. The two men seemed happy and were frolicking with each other like two newlyweds in love. The husband told me that after I left, he thought about what I said and talked to his wife that same evening. She even sympathized with him and agreed to the divorce. They are now friends and she also met this Ty guy who she likes a lot and said was a good match for her ex husband.

In this case it turned out well and I was kind of glad about that too. The two men love each other and it was nice to see them so happy. I was also kind of proud that I had a part in it. And as far as I know, the ex-wife also has a new partner in the meantime, whom she loves.

But all that doesn't get me anywhere with Zhan now. The wolf is horny like the neighbor's Lumpi and I have to find a way for him to give me a break too. Mhhh, maybe?

"Hey Zhan?"

"Yeah?"

"Say, you keep telling me you're in love with me yeah?"

"Yeah."

"But then why are we just having sex? Weren't you trying to convince me that love exists?"

"Um. Yes."

"Then at least ask me out on a date sometime! I'm not your lust object that you can use however you want. Besides, you show someone more how you feel when you date, don't you?"

"Dating? Sounds good to me."

"Are you even really listening to me?"

"Yes."

"Then why are you only coming up with these short answers?"

"I'm watching some funny videos right now."

"Ah, let me guess. With cats?"

"Yeah right. They're so cute."

"Hey, I'm cute too."

"Yeah I sure agree with that. But you told me earlier I can' touch you today anymore."

"What do you mean? You're going to listen to that? Just like that?"

"Well, if you don't want sex, you don't want sex, and I have to accept that."

"Then what was that earlier?"

"What was before?"

"That was when I told you I couldn't handle it anymore and I wanted you to give me a break."

"Oh, that. You said you wanted a break, not that you didn't want sex anymore."

"Hmph."

"Are you mad at me now Yibo?"

"No."

"Are you sure?"

"Don't annoy me."

"Hey, why do you say that?"

"Can you go on watching your videos in the living room? I want to go to sleep now."

"Mhhh..."

"What's that face you're making?"

"I'm not."

"Sure, I can see you pursing your lips."

"No, I'm not."

"Sure."

"Yibo, do you really want me to go to the living room?"

"Yes."

"Am I really annoying you?"

"Yes."

"That's so mean."

"So I'm um. I'm just tired. You've totally worn me out. But if you sit there and watch your cat videos, I can't sleep."

"Fine I'll go."

"Will you come back later?"

"I'll sleep in my room tonight."

"But..."

"No, no. I don't want to keep annoying you."

"But..."

"Good night Yibo."

"Ummm, yeah good night." I replied. And just like that, Zhan had disappeared from my room. Hah, he could have laid down next to me later. I didn't mean it that way, with him annoying me.

There I lay now alone in my bed and felt totally exhausted and still could not sleep! This is yet driving me crazy! I put on a pair of underpants and went into the living room. But it was empty. Had Zhan gone straight to his room? I went to check, but he wasn't there. Nor was he in the bathroom.

Why did he leave the apartment? I went to the living room window and looked outside. And then I saw something big and white running into the park. Did he change here in the apartment area and is now running around out there?

I ran as fast as I could to my room and got dressed. Then I almost stormed out of the apartment and followed Zhan's tracks. How good that they were easy to see in the snow. I should make a mental note to cover his tracks later. Not that someone gets panic, from his big paws prints.

For half an hour I followed his tracks to an uninhabited place. I heard the sound of a fight. My wolf, I mean Zhan growled loudly and threateningly. I went closer to the source of the sound and saw the wolf fighting with a man. The man seemed to be unusually strong and kept trying to bite Zhan.

When Zhan suddenly yelped for a moment, I got really mad. How dare he bite my wolf? I stormed towards the two fighters and grabbed the vampire. I was completely beside myself and threw him to the ground. I pushed him down hard and hissed, "That's my wolf and if you hurt him, I'll hurt you!" I was out of control and bit the vampire in his throat.

I ripped out his throat with my teeth and punched him until Zhan put his arms around me and said, "Yibo is good. Is good. He's dead." I looked at Zhan, who was completely naked. I saw a bleeding wound on his ribs. The vampire had not bitten him, but had pressed his claws into his ribs.

With a handkerchief I very carefully dabbed his wound and kissed it. "I'm fine Yibo." Said Zhan and hugged me to him. I wrapped my arms around him in relief and he explained that he just came into the living room when he smelled a vampire that was in the house. He was trying to get into an apartment and Zhan chased him to that spot.

And because Zhan suddenly scented me, he was distracted for a moment, which is why the vampire was able to hurt him. I was just glad that nothing worse happened. "So I'm your wolf mhm?" Zhan asked me to distract me.

"Sure, I'm your master and you're my wolf."

"Mhm, just yours."

"But hey, you can't go back home naked like that now. I'd give you my jacket, but it's too short. The whole lower half of your body would still be uncovered."

"Don't worry. I can change back."

"Okay. Shall we go back together?"

"Sure." Replied Zhan. He gave me a kiss and turned back into the beautiful white wolf. I stroked his fur and he laid his head against me.

Before we went back, however, I went to take care of the dead vampire. But he was no longer there. Instead, where he lay, there was only blood and ashes. Will this also happen to me if I should be killed? Will there be nothing left of me but ashes?

I broke a twig from a branch and covered Zhan's tracks on our way home. Now and then we stopped and I caressed him while he licked my hand.

When we got home and Zhan was himself again, I took another look at his wound. Fortunately, it was already starting to heal. And then when Zhan wanted to go to his room, I took his hand and pulled him with me to my room. "No sex. But cuddling would be nice." I said.

In bed, Zhan wrapped his arms around me and I immediately felt warm and safe with him again. I had to think about the vampire for a moment and what was left of him. As well as how furious I was when he hurt Zhan. I was out of control and it was all because of Zhan. I wonder if he might be starting to grow into my heart after all?