6th October 2014
He took me in & closed the door behind & said smirking,"You here in Orlando for  shoots or you were missing me???"
S - My bad days haven't come yet!Yeah am here for shoots so thought of meeting you up.
R - Excuse me miss.
S - Excused.
R - Come sit I'll get your extra strong black coffee w/o sugar.
Saying so he went into the kitchen just when a naughty idea struck his mind & murmured,"Get ready Ms.AngryBird"
S - I hope I don't end up on hospital bed Mr.Shekhawat.
R - Don't worry none wd regret losing a hitler.
S - Whatever.
Rd quickly mixed chilli powder & salt as well & said, "Here you go!"
S - Where?Hospital?Oh yeah from hospital I remember how's uncle is he still down??
R - He is better but general weakness still persists.
S - Oh!Mind me paying him a visit.Probably he will feel good.
R - Sure.
I sipped the coffee & got my throat chocked as a result turned red & my eyes too were filled with tears.I glanced at him & then sipped it in a go.
R yelled - Wtf you think you were doing?Can't you just let go?Freak you are so red.Urggghhh wait have water.
S - You are acting like a typical Indian husband.Don't u think so ???
R - And you are acting like a typical irresponsible,impulsive teenager.
S - M fyn time to go bbye.
R - Wait for a while.
S - Sry its urgent.See you & uncle in the evening.
R - Yup.I'll pick you.
S - Done !!!!
Later I left without bidding him a perfect bye all thanks to an emergency.

7th October 2014
I messaged him a sorry today & Randhir being Randhir didn't fail a chance to taunt me.Our convo was something like this.
He gifted me a dress & I was requested by him to get dolled up for him for the so called date.
When I entered & the only word I heard him utter was "beautiful."
I was wearing the dress he chose for me.
The gown which was a darker version of maroon with slits & network & not to forget the matching accessories & clutch.It seemed as if it was made for me & only me.
When I placed my hand in his I felt him faintly blushing.
How can I forget the best moment of my date was when I slapped Sylvester hard for claiming him as a cheat for promising her a commitment & then slept with her just to ditch her the next morning calling it a mistake.He had told me about his flings earlier but also told me that he never reached G-spots in his colourful past.
The date was peaceful & those moments I'm gonna cherish forever.
Just then he proposed me on my knees & I being me answered, "I'm sorry.U were,are & will forever be my friend.I'm sorry if I gave you any wrong signs unintentionally but I don't believe in relationships & moreover I don't give priority to relations over work & moreover I can't let love make me fall weak.Sorry but I can't ruin your lyf by giving this a try.I hope u will understand.We will forever be friends.Chill,"saying this I walked away but not before ensuring that i wasn't crying.That day I didn't knew that next morning I would walk away forever.

7th October 2016

I miss you the most
When I want share something good or bad.
I miss you the most
When I am in a catch & I need someone to talk to.
I miss you the most
When I cry because I need you to wipe them off.
I miss you the most
When I miss my parents shade because I need you to baby me then.
I miss you the most
When I glance my phone at any hour but to my disappointment the text never comes.
I miss you the most
When I see the best pair of friends giggling their heart out.
I miss you the most
When I feel I gave you pain.
I miss you the most
When I am asked for a promise to be together.
I miss you.

Just come,say it out & fill this gap.
Its killing me slowly
Its giving me a slow poison.
I miss you my friend

Today its the same day that incident happened where I had to leave my new-self all over again.
Why didn't he f***king tell me before????
God damn why????
Was I that unimportant to him???
I know that idiot must have thought she will not listen to its mention itself.Yeah that's true but atleast I had the right to know it.Didn't I ????
Even after I got to know I questioned him but he was tightlipped.Why didn't he spill out the beans????
This is enough I should not think about someone who doesn't know confrontation,that's what my mind is yelling but heart says go to him!!!!
Urghhhhh!!!!
(Looking at their picture together she started talking to it)
Randhir you said you love me right?Yeah that's what you said two yrs back on this day right?Where is your love now?
Why didn't you try searching me after I left everything my field,my house,my sister,my everything just because you did it with me Mr.Shekhawat?
Why didn't you try to find your so-called-love-you-could-confine-in???
Did your love fade away in secs?
Yes,I confessed that I won't be able to love you but did you ask me once
why???
A big NO.
Didn't I trust your word when you told me that since we became frnz you didn't see someone?Didn't I agree to you regarding Slyvester?
I did but it was you who didn't trust me & tell me why you traited our every single moment????Why did you wish to publish our moments as your story???

After all life never gives what we want!
If we want trust,it gives betrayal,
If we want death,it gives lifeless life,
If we want love,it gives hate,
If we want to cuddle,it gives a wriggle,
If we want togetherness,it gives loneliness,
If we want soothe,it hurts.

10th October 2016
My realization of love for him & his description to aunty about it in train.
His eyes seem to me like the galaxy which have too many emotions at a time playing the role of twinkling stars in them.His eyes are that intoxication which invite you to reach its dead end.When he smiles his eyes too smile but when he gives his signature smirk his eyes depict the silence before a storm.His eyes make him sound like a hunting tiger which could attract any girl to act as a teasing leopardess to him just to ignite his charcoal orbs.The world says they know him but his orbs say sorry to say people but you have no idea about me at all.His gaze is more penetrating than X-rays which seems to give you a complete body scan or rather personality check.Its like a waterfall you would be tempted to drench yourself in.Inshort his gaze is unexplainable.

11th October 2016
My beautiful dream
The projector was showing some really close & personal moments.
Those captures where making me relish my journey of love all over again.
I was experiencing love being showered just like a waterfall.
I was just proposed & termed as
"LOVE OF MY LIFE" by the person whose eyes convey an ocean's depth,whose lips word things pristine as well as curt in their own way & not to forget that nose which turns red with anger.That every small feature each tym pushes me to make to step to nourish my love.
Yes I'm madly in love with you.
So Mr.Randhir Singh Shekhawat would you like to share your surname with your Angrybird?
Would you like to handle your Angrybird's anger throughout your life?
Would you like to term me as your better half?
Would you accept me as your lifepartner?
Look am telling you straight that I love you & I have already married you in my mind now even you marry me?
Given you such a big speech atleast say something.
Okay I understood your answer is but before I could complete my sentence he was kissing me or rather I can say I was kissing my pillow which I realized when I fell off my bed all thanks to alarm & blushed but then I quitted these thoughts because we are not meant to be.
I love you Randhir now & forever.

Randhir shed tears of happiness on knowing he is the one she is in love with & thanked his stars for it.But wrote these lines under the heading epilogue

Love is like a friendship caught on fire. In the beginning a flame, very pretty, Often hot and fierce,but still only light and flickering. As love grows older, Our hearts mature And

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