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I walked into the silent church feeling so broken, thank goodness nobody was in the church and so I walked up to a statue of our Mary so I could pray.

"Why do I deserve this punishment." I blurt out still in tears, my blonde colored hair was looking a total reck and I now I realize how ugly I look, well that's what everyone makes me feel.

"My child, great to see you in the house of God again." The fal-staffian priest I had met the other Sunday greeted.

"Nice to meet you too father." I fake smiled using my hands to wipe off my tears.

"What's wrong my child?" The father asked looking concerned.

"I hate my life..." I found myself saying, at the sound of these words I broke down into another episode of my cries..

"My child don't say that again or the Lord might be angry with you." Father corrected.

"But I feel the Lord doesn't love me, that's why I am this ugly." I said and continued crying.

"My child, we could discuss this better sitting." He answered motioning me to seat.

"Father, help me beg God to change my life or take it, because I am miserable." I pulled my onto the priest shoulders.

"My child, tell me everything." He asked whilst patting my back.

"Ian deceived me and my mum abandoned me and my siblings."

"My child who is Ian?" He asked still patting my back.

"A schoolmate who asked me out to prom and completely played me for a fool, my brother Alex really warned me but I refused to listen, He—" I couldn't finish because I was cut through my sentence.

"Really?" The priest asked.

"Yeah, he made me feel secured around him and finally I felt loved, he made me feel beautiful after been cursed by everyone in school that I was ugly but you know it was all a scam and a ploy orchestrated by the devil himself." I continued crying but the priest gave me his handkerchief to clean up myself.

"Speak up my child." He pressured.

"He totally embarrassed and disgraced me and I am really not feeling bold enough to go for valedictorian service tomorrow and my mom is a really true American bitch. She left her children for her boyfriend." I cursed at my mom.

"My child, you shouldn't cuss at the house of the Lord. She left her children so how do you fend with your siblings?" He asked with an extreme sad look on his face.

"She left some supplies before she left and some funds to last us for a while but we would be moving to Baltimore Maryland very soon." I replied feeling a little relieved that I let everything out to a very reliable person.

"You are applying to a college there?" He questioned.

"Yeah, John Hopkins school of medicine(university)." I answered

"Have you heard anything from your mom since she left?" He asked breaching the distance between us.

"No." I answered

"My child I don't want you feeling like you are not beautiful,you are gorgeous the way you are and nothing should make you feel any less, I think you should." I interrupted the priest from continuing the conversation because I just got a call from home.

"Priscilla, you really need to get home, Shirley is having another attack and it's really serious." Alex said through the phone.

"I have to go." I excused myself from the priest so I could get home quickly.

"My child what's wrong?" The priest glides his left eyebrow.

"My sister is having one of her asthma attacks and I have to go home." I answered.

"Let me take you home, it's really dangerous out there and it's late for a young girl your age." He requested and I nodded.