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I walked home with stained clothes and teary eyes, I choose not to take the bus since I might be smelling terribly and people in bus would try their possible best to avoid me like a plague.

Walking, back home felt a lot more better since I could always rush past a lot of people without getting noticed. It was a faster and better way to get home as fast as possible.

"F'ck me! Please f'ck me." I heard a voice that sounded to me like my mom yelling at the highest peak of her voice.

I brushed away all the thoughts away from my mind and studdered to my room.

"F'ck Jason, I'm about to cum." The screams became louder but I still brushed it off my mind this time and I covered my ears with my bed pillow and decided to take a nap.

"Jason, your thrusts, it's killing me." This sound cracked up the sickened nerve that needed awakening in me and so I decided to check who was having a good time whilst mine was at it worst.

"Maybe it's the neighbors." I thought aloud to myself trying so hard to convince myself. But the sounds were coming from my house and so I decided to check the rooms in the house.

I checked Alex and mom's room and saw nothing that actually caught my fancy. So, I went downstairs to Shirley's room.

"Holy crap! Mom." I yelled.

Just good, so good, my day couldn't get any worse than it is already.

"Priscilla, I can explain, it's not what you think. Please believe me." Mom pleaded pulling out the duvet cover leaving Jason staring.

"Mom? Why Shirley's room? for goodness sakes, you should have found yourself a motel or something not Shirley's room." I asked, still stunned at seeing my mom on the same bed with her boss.

I know my dad had  abandoned my mom a long time ago and she deserved to be loved but if she wanted to have sex and be loved, she should have done that in a very modest way. Get a motel most appropriately.

"I didn't expect things to happen the way it did, I'm so sorry dear." My mom cried out.

"Mom, I don't know what to say to you but I'm so fucking pissed at you." I screamed at my already scared mom.

"Please don't tell Alex and Shirley." She begged.

"Mom, you have to do things right either you present him as your boyfriend or you end this madness." I answered.

"Okay! Priscilla, I and Jason would discuss about this." She assured and I just hope and pray that she doesn't return to having another round of sex with Jason.

"Clean up before Shirley and Alex comes back from school." I turned around from Shirley's room and walked back to my room.

My life was at the peak of a big ugly mess. All in All:

--> I keep getting insulted at any slight provocation in school.

--> I'm always called ugly and maybe I'm ugly.

--> I'm so tired of my life and I'm starting to think about suicide.

--> I can't stop my episodic crying.

--> And now mom has a thing with her boss.

--> And she dessicated Shirley's bed.

-->I need to see a Psycharist unless things could get crazy with my head.

--> I don't know if mom would even want to listen to me, she never has my time this days.

I put down my pen and closed my diary.

First book, still trying to edit it. Please do check out my new book, I assure you satisfaction and content. The book has a great sense of grammatical style and my newly improved shot at a writing skill. The book is called 'Dance with me'.