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What if theyre right

Warning: super Angsty, homophobic slurs, cussing, violence (not towards people, punching walls etc) human AU, high school AU this is going to be super long because I don't wanna make part twos
Virgil's P.O.V
I took a deep breath as I mentally prepared myself for what was about to happen. I grabbed my phone and looked at his text again
Princy; you got this baby ❤️
I could tell my hands were trembling softly as I watched the phone shake back and forth. I saw a tear drip onto it. I quickly wiped it away and took a few more breaths. This was it. I slowly walked downstairs.
"Mom, dad, can we talk?" They looked at me worried for a second. My mom spoke first.
"Of course baby, lets sit down." We all sat around the kitchen table.
"Umm.. god I don't know how to say this... mom, dad, im-"
Romans p.O.V
I paced around nervously in the front room, my dads watching me with worry painted in there eyes.
"Roman, you need to sit down. Getting nervous isn't going to do anything..."
"I-I know I'm just so worried about him... you swear if anything goes wrong we can let him stay here right dad?" He smiled softly.
"Of course sweety... you know me and your dad love him."
I walked to them and hugged them both.
"Thank you..."
Virgil's P.O.V
"Mom, dad, I'm gay..." they both gasped loudly. I felt tears prick in my eyes. I searched their faces for a sign of their thoughts. My mom had a caring look in her eyes, my dad had quiet the opposite in his dark orbs.
"Honey, that's o-"
"Get out." I froze.
"D-dad?" He glared at me. It hurt more than razors stabbing into my eyes.
"Don't call me that, you faggot. Get. Out. Get your stuff and go."
"Honey come o-"
"NO SUE, I DIDNT RAISE A HOMO!" My mom went quiet.
"M-mom p-p-please.." she stayed quiet and looked down.
"See, even your mom agrees, being gay is a fucking sin! It's wrong to love another man!"
I sobbed and ran upstairs. I had a bag packed for this just in case. I quickly grabbed it and my phone and ran down stairs with it. I glared at my parents.
"Fuck you." I ran out of the house and instantly in the directions of Romans. He told me I was welcome. I stopped at a bench halfway there and took a few breaths to try and catch it. I texted Roman really quickly, letting him know what happened. Tears dropped into my phone like rain, but i didn't bother to wipe them away.
Romans P.O.V
I sat with my head in my hands trying to calm down. I hadn't gotten anything from him, what if they hurt him?
"Logan please help me explain to your son that he'll be okay."
"But Patton we don't know that, he could be hurt and Roman has all the rights to be worried" my breath got faster.
"Not helping Logan! Ro, it'll be okay, he'll be okay and in worse case scenario you'll see him in a minute." My phone buzzes. I quickly opened it. My heart dropped at he text. Tons of typos, he was obviously on the verge of an attack.
Emo babe: I'm oonn mty wsy
I could make it out as I'm on my way. He was rejected by them.
"Roman? What's it say?"
"He's on his way... he's probably having a panic attack...I'll take him upstairs instantly." Just as I finished I heard a shakt knock on the door. I ran and opened it, Virgil's shaking frame collapsing into my arms. I quickly lead him upstairs, leaving his bag down there. I rushed him into my room and sat him down on my bed. I hugged him tightly and cried into his shoulder. We were both sobbing.
"V-Virgil I'm s-s-sorry..." he stayed silent and continued crying. We laid down, still sobbing and hugging. Our limbs were tangled together, holding on like we were each other's lifelines.
Time skip, one week
It's been a week since Virgil came over. He hadn't cried once, he's just like a shell. He's been acting off too. He never cuddles anymore, he never kisses me, never says I love you, the most I've gotten when I said I love you was a mumble in agreement. It hurts, a lot. When we sleep he's always on the edge of the bed. I'm tired of this, he should talk to me. I need to  ask him what's wrong. I walked up to my room where I knew he was. I walked in slowly and saw him on the bed on his phone.
"Virgil." I said in a surprisingly harsh tone, instantly getting his attention. He looked scared.
"Yeah..?"
"What's wrong?"
"What do you mean?" I laughed dryly. I didn't realize how mad I was until now.
"Oh that's bullshit. You've been acting weird all week, you haven't even said I love you back to me."
"It's nothing Roman. I'm just not feeling right."
"Then talk to me about it!"
"I said it doesn't matter. Drop it.!" I chuckled.
"Drop it? Drop it?! How am I supposed to drop the fact that my boyfriend is acting like he doesn't love me anymore!"
"Are your ears broken? Drop it Roman!" He was standing up now, close to me and clearly pissed.
"I don't want to drop it I want you to be o-"
"What if they were right!" I stopped. Stopped everything. I stopped breathing, blinking, moving, talking. I hope he isn't talking about what I think he is.
"What if w-who's right?"
"My Fucking parents Roman! What if their right about it being wrong! What if it is wrong that I love you!" I felt tears prick my eyes. He was now pacing back and forth.
"Y-you d-don't m-mean that...right?" He stopped and looked at the floor.
Silence.
"Virgil? Right? You love me, right?" More silence. I yelled and punched the wall. I could feel my knuckles bruising. I could see Virgil flinch.
"Say something! Do you... do you love me or not!"
"I don't know..."
"Excuse me?"
"I don't know Roman!" I stopped and starred at him. Both of us crying.
"Get out Virgil."
"W-w-"
"Get. The fuck. Out." He let out a sob and ran downstairs. I punched the wall over and over again. A dent was left in the drywall, and blood was on my knuckles. I sat on my bed and sobbed. I broke down, face in my hands, tears mixing with the crimson liquid.
Virgil's P.O.V
I ran downstairs sobbing. I didn't want to leave the house, I'd be homeless. As I reached the front room I broke even more. I fell the the floor in a mess of tears. Patton ran up to me and gently lifted me on to the couch. I hugged him and sobbed loudly into his shoulder, not caring who heard. Logan was out right now, so he couldn't help. I felt almost bad for Patton having to deal with me.
"Shh... shh Virgil it's okay, what happened?" I forced myself to take a few breaths so I could talk somewhat.
"M-me and Roman got in a fight..."
"About what?"
"I was questioning weather my parents were right about it bein wrong to love him, he asked if I loved him and I said I don't know.... I-in s-so s-sorry p-Patton..."
"Well.. you love him, don't you?" Of course I did, but it was hard to say it for some reason.
"Is it hard to say Virg?" I nodded softly.
"Your parents weren't right. They were very far from it. Love it love, loving another man isn't a sin. You feel what you feel and you can't control it. If you really believe that it's a sin, I'll have to ask you to leave, but I don't think you do. I think your parents got to you and filled your head with lies, making it hard to accept the truth... am I right?" I nodded again.
"So I'll ask again, do you love Roman?"
"Yes. I love him with all my heart, nothing is better than him."
"So tell him that. You go up there right now and you hug him and say sorry, you make it up to me son, understood?" He never spoke in his stern voice, I was scary.
"O-okay..."
"You can do it Virgil, I know you can."
I nodded and slowly got up, making my way upstairs.
Romans P.O.V
I sat on my bed, crying silently. My throat was so hoarse from the yelling and crying that I couldn't make any noise. I heard a soft knock.
"C-come in.." it hurt to talk now. My knuckles throbbed with pain.
"R-Roman?" I froze.
"Ro... I'm sorry.... I d-didn't m-mean it... y-you know I love you, right?" I said nothing. It still hurt in my heart that he even questioned it.
"I-I nev-never wanna h-hurt you... you're ev-everything to me, okay?" He cried as he talked. He sounded like he was being honest... I relaxed slightly. Maybe he did. I heard him slowly walk toward me, but stop and sit on the bed behind me.
"I'll never do that shit again..." he sniffed and cried a little more. I felt his arms wrap around my shoulders from behind me. I almost broke.
"I re-really l-love y-you... I will f-forever..." that's what broke me. I started sobbing and turned around to hug him, laying both of us down. He broke and started sobbing again too. We wrapped around each other. We held each other tighter than we ever have before.
"I lo-love y-you too Virgil..."
Hour timeskip
Me and Virgil were laying in bed, just talking about nothing while holding each other face to face. We fell quiet and just started into each other's eyes. I slowly leaned forward and kissed him softly. After I pulled away we rested our foreheads against each other. He had a far off look in his eyes.
"what are you thinking about?"
"Nothing.. just how lucky I am to have a boyfriend that didn't leave me after stuff and how much I love you.." I smiled and kissed his nose.
"I love you too... no more secrets okay? And no more getting mad. We have to listen to each other and talk it out instead of hitting walls and crying..."
"Deal, no more of that.. speaking of hitting walls, how are your knuckles?" He grabbed my hands and looked at the beat up parts of my hand. They weren't bleeding anymore though, so it was fine.
"I'll be okay Virg, don't worry." I kissed his hand that was in mine. We both slowly started getting more tired, I could see his eyes falling closed and I could feel mine doing the same. I pulled the covered over us slowly and held my arms open to hug him. He snuggled into my arms and nuzzled his head into the crook of my neck.
"I love you so fucking much Virgil, you'll never know how much I love you."
"I love you too Roman, more than anything in this universe, you'll never understand." I kissed the top of his head.
"Goodnight baby.."
"Night my prince..."

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