Virgil POV

My eyes widen. What is he thinking? Staying for the WEEKEND?! It has been a long time since I've been away from the dark sides place for more than 2 hours..! I look at all the others and they are all chatting excitedly with each other, already talking about what we will do over the weekend. I hear something about swimming, another thing about bowling.. then out of no where Thomas screams something.

"LET'S GO CAMPING!!!" Everyone agrees excitedly and they all start talking about how fun it will be.

"I'll bring the food!!"

"I'll bring the tents!"

"I'll bring the sleeping bags!"

"I'll bring the first aid!"

My stomach spirals and thoughts swarm my mind. What will happen? What if someone gets majorly hurt? What about the kids? What if we get lost? What if there is a bear? I stumble back a bit and don't even notice everyone go quiet and look at me.

My breathing speeds up and my heart is pounding in my ears. My vision starts going blurry. I feel the ground at my ass instead of my feet. I clutch my chest. I feel tears slide down my cheeks. It becomes hard to breath and everything starts to black out. 

MY MIND IS SCREAMING AT ME!!

I can't hear anyth..............

My mind chants. "VIRGIL! VIRGIL! VIRGIL!" I reach up to cover my ears but my body doesn't respond. I gasp for air as my breathing gets quicker. I sob. Weren't there other people here..? I don't remember.

Just then an image pops up in my mind. It takes me a second to remember him. Roman.. wait.. he's here! I continue to sob for help clawing and grasping at my chest as if it is going to explode. "R-RO-- r-ro.. ROMAN!!" I scream for him but nothing happens no one rushes to my rescue.

I can hear.. a soft sweet voice in front of me. He yells my name. "Virgil!! VEE!! I'M RIGHT HERE! LOOK AT ME!!" I feel soft hands grab my face. I stop clawing at my chest and reach up, touching the hands. My breathing calms down but I continue to sob as my vision comes clear again. I see a worried Roman sitting in front of me.

My heart stops pounding in my ears as I calm down. I let out a broken sob and jump into Roman's arms, hugging him tightly and holding him close to me. I will never let go. It has been a very long time since I've had a panic attack.

"Vee.. what's wrong..?" His angelic voice whispers in my ear, always seeming to calm me.

"I.. I don't know.." I whisper quietly, hoping he heard me but also hoping he didn't.. I hate lying to him...

"Is it about the camping trip..?" He says quietly. My heart is now in my throat.

"N-no.. I.. I want to go.. I'm excited....! I don't know what happened.." I spit lies. I. Hate. Lying.. especially to Roman... but.. I don't want to ruin this for them.. they are all so excited.. for Roman, I'll go anywhere.

I try to calm down so Roman won't worry anymore.. I eventually calm down enough to walk again and I stand up, grabbing Roman's hand and hugging him before pressing a soft kiss against his lips. He Gladys kisses back happy to help me out.

~After the horrors of packing~

I sigh shakily as we get ready to leave.. I don't know if I'm ready... I'm so nervous... and of course, Remy isn't coming.... there goes my sleep.. I take against deep breath. Who knows? Maybe this will be fun!

I finish packing and glance at Roman who is very excited. He looks at me. "Are You ready????" He says, smiling brightly. I take a deep breath and nod, before I can change my mind. He smiles. "Great! Let's go then!"

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