
Stupid Feelings... (logicality)
Grease is amazing and I highly recommend it
High school au
{Third Person POV}
Logan laid in bed, the events of literal months ago going though his head.
Nine months ago
Patton laid his head on Logan's shoulder, snuggling close to him. "What are we watching anyway?" Logan asked, "I dunno, it was just playing."
They continued watching the T.V. until Patton yawned, "I'm sleepy.." he told the other, pulling his blanket closer to him.
"Lay down then." he said, "But then I'll be cold.." it was silent until Patton spoke again, "Will you cuddle me?"
Logan gave his friend a confused look, "Well, yeah, okay." Patton grinned and laid down, pulling the other down next to him. "There! Now I can sleep." He said after cuddling up to Logan, burrying his head into his shoulder.
"Yes, now you can sleep." "Good night LoLo.." Patton whispered, already half asleep, "Good night Patton" Logan told the now sleeping boy, smiling a small smile.
That was how it started.
Eight months ago
Patton giggled as he tackled Logan down, pinning his arms above him on the headboard. "I win!" He said, laughing, "Which means I get to pick the next movie!" Logan smiled, "Fine."
But Patton stayed in the same spot, smiling in victory.
"Patton?"
He snapped out of whatever thoughts he was thinking, turning back to the boy under him. "Yes?" "I'd like to watch that movie." Logan said as Patton leaned closer to him. "Hm... no."
Logan chuckled, noting that the two were close, really close, "Why?" "Because." "That's not a reason."
Patton huffed before smirking slightly, leaning closer than the two had been before, before leaning down completely and kissing the other.
Logan remembered not knowing what to do before kissing his friend back.
When they pulled away Patton got off of his friend as he sat up, trying to calm down his thoughts, which, at the moment, were making him think utter nonsense.
"That, that was our first kiss." Patton said in disbelief after a few seconds of silence, "Yeah, it was.."
"I..." Patton trailed off, "Could, could we maybe forget about this?" Logan asked, looking over at his friend.
"Yeah, sure! Whatever's good with you Lo." He gave a small smile, but something still felt off.
That was bad, yes, but what happened soon later made him feel worse.
Six months ago
The two were sitting on the couch watching a movie when Patton turned to his friend, "Y'know what?" Logan turned to him "What?"
He leaned forward, kissing him softly.
This time Logan remembered feeling... excited? When Patton kissed him again.
He kissed back quickly, wrapping his arms around him and pulling him closer.
Soon later they pulled away again, panting softly, "Oh! S-sorry Lo.. I'm not sure why I did that.." Patton apologized.
Don't be sorry he thought, but he didn't say that, unfortunately.
"It's fine"
"Are you sure?"
He nodded, "It's fine"
It wasn't fine.
Or.... maybe it was?
He had no idea to be perfectly honest.
And then there was the recent event that had happened.
Last month
"Hey Lo?" Patton asked over the phone, "Yes, Patton?" "Do you wanna come with me and my mom to a drive in movie? I remembered you've never been to one."
"Yeah, sure." "Great! We'll pick you up in about... twenty minutes." "Okay Patton, I'll see you then." "See you then Lo!"
After what felt like only a few minutes later Patton and his mom came, "Hi LoLo!" He said excitedly, waving, "Hello Patton."
When they got to the movies they had set everything up (if you didn't know you have to hook your Bluetooth to the movie so you can hear it, but I don't really know how to explain it) "C'mon Lo, let's go get candy." He said as he stood and started walking, Logan following behind.
"Okay... what should we get?" "Well I know you like Pocky Sticks, so get some of those." "Good idea! What do you want?" He shrugged, "I'm not sure, can you pick?" "Okay!"
He looked before pointing at something, "I want that, please." He told the person behind the counter.
When they got back to the car the movie was about to start, "Patton?" He turned, "What movie are we watching?" "Grease!" "Is that the name?" He nodded, "It's a good movie, you'll like it."
Logan remembered that he did like the movie, despite all the singing, it was a good movie.
Since it was cold out they had a blanket but Patton currently had it, "Are you cold Lo?" He shook his head, "Are you sure?"
"Yes Patton, I'm sure."
Patton didn't exactly believe him.
He scooted over to where he was and put the blanket over him, "There you go!"
It was a small gesture, but he always thought about it, it was weird.
He hated it.
But, he didn't?
He didn't know really, that was what he hated, that he didn't know what he was... feeling? Is that it? Well it had to be, he didn't recognize it.
But what feeling could it be?
Anger?
Why would he be angry at Patton? He's his best friend and he hadn't even done anything bad to him.
Sadness?
Maybe. Or at least partially. But why? Nothing sad had happened to him recently.
Fear?
What would he be scared of? Patton isn't scary. But, he does feel hints of fear... But not much.
What else....
Love..?
Of course not, he's never loved anyone, it would be odd to start now. But, he doesn't actually know much about the feeling, maybe he should do some research about it.
He sat up, grabbing his phone from the small table next to his bed.
He quickly typed something in and waited for results.
Love
/ləv/
Noun
1. An intense feeling of deep affection
2. A great interest and pleasure in something
Verb
1. Feel deep affection for (someone)
2. Like or enjoy very much
That.. actually sounded accurate.
Wait.. does that mean he loves Patton?
His best friend.
His first friend.
His.. first kiss.
His... his first love.
Wow...
He loves Patton.
He smiled before his phone dinged, signalling he got a text. He looked and seen it was none other than Patton.
Patton-cake💙: guess what LoLo??
Logay: What?
Patton-cake💙: I got a boyfriend!!
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Part two?
Only if you guy's want though, I don't want to write it if you guy's don't.
Anyways,
Bi~❤💛💚💙💜
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