pure mush from this point forward. hate will not be tolerated, please remember that this is just fiction. also dedicated to the wonderful castawaycal for helping me out and just being great

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Ruby: YOU ARE MY SUNSHINEEEEEE

Ruby: MY ONLY SUNSHINE

Ruby: YOU MAKE ME HAPPYYYYY

Ruby: WHEN SKIES ARE GREY

Luke: You are the cutest little thing

Luke: Damn I love you

Ruby: I heard you were having a bad day:(

Luke: Who told you? Michael?

Ruby: Ashton. sometimes he acts like your big brother tbh

Luke: I know he does

Luke: Lol

Ruby: ...so are you gonna tell me what happened?

Luke: It's embarrassing :-(

Ruby: I'm the last person in the world who would judge you. you can tell me I promise

Luke: I started crying while songwriting today

Luke: In front of our manager and the whole band and a bunch of other people too it was humiliating

Luke: We were writing this song and it's supposed to be super sentimental and slow and stuff and I just couldn't stop thinking of my ex. Every time I'd suggest something it would make things even worse. I had to leave and drink some water in the hallway while they finished the song

Ruby: Luke oh my god I'm sorry

Luke: I'm such an emotional heartbroken mess

Luke: Fuck I'm going to cry again

Ruby: Luke please don't I don't want you to cry

Luke: Too late now.

Ruby: do you want to FaceTime? I'm really sorry

Luke: No I don't want you to see me like this

Luke: Fuck I just miss her so much you know? I feel like I'm not good enough for anyone else. I can't even get girls to give me their real phone numbers

Luke: I feel so incomplete without her it sucks so bad

Ruby: you don't need a girlfriend to feel complete Luke

Luke: But it helps

Luke: I should've never let her go

Luke: She was so beautiful and kind and she made me feel really important

Luke: She just made me so happy

Ruby: you shouldn't need anyone else to make you feel good about yourself

Luke: I'm such a wimp

Luke: The other boys never cry in front of people

Ruby: there's nothing wrong with being sensitive. i think it's sweet

Luke: I can't stop crying I can barely breathe

Luke: I hate myself

Ruby: I'm sorry :( I wish I could be there to hug you or comfort you or something

Luke: Don't even get me started on you

Luke: You are such a perfect human being and you live so far away it breaks my heart

Luke: If you were here I wouldn't be crying

Luke: And now I'm crying harder thinking about the distance

Ruby: noooooo please don't cry. especially not because of me

Luke: I'm just gonna go to bed

Ruby: no no no I'm not gonna let you leave until I know you're okay

Ruby: where are you right now?

Luke: I'm sitting in my room, curled up in a ball under my covers

Ruby: did you already turn the lights off?

Luke: Yeah but the light from the street lamps outside kinda sneaks in and lights up my room anyway

Ruby: that sucks. can you hear anything? are you listening to music?

Luke: Uh yeah calum and Michael are playing xbox in the living room and I'm listening to my chemical romance on my phone

Ruby: that's cool!! I love mcr. what song?

Luke: mama

Ruby: I love that one. are you wearing pjs?

Luke: just sweatpants

Luke: Ruby what are you doing

Ruby: I was trying to calm you down. I used to really focus on my surroundings when I had panic attacks. are you still crying?

Luke: No im just teary eyed. I'm feeling a lot better now actually

Ruby: ok great I love you. you should get some rest now

Luke: Goodnight Ruby. I love you more than you can imagine

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I didn't mean to rush the ending but it's so hard to fix it. a lil characterization tho, oooooh sensitive Luke

how does everyone feel? are you mad or sad or confused? I wanna know

also I love you all!! have a beautiful day/night