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T H I R T Y - S E V E N --

Monday came around. As promised, Freddie arrived in the late morning to help me gather my suitcase. After I wait for him to put my bag in his trunk, he opens the door for me. Once inside, he hands me papers stapled together. I look at the headline of the pieces of paper and inhale.

DADDY DOM/BABY GIRL BDSM CONTRACT

He wasn't kidding.

   "I told you I'd hand it to you today," he says as he pulls out of the parking space. "and I kept my word, didn't I?"

"Yes," I chuckle, "you did."

"We have a bit of a drive," Freddie continues. "why don't you look it over and keep in mind the questions you have for me."

"I think I'll pass for right now," I state. "I need to go home and unpack and get ready for class." I look out the window as I say this. "I go in about an hour."

"Okay," Freddie replies. "whenever you get around to it, contact me after you're done reading it. I'd like to have a deep discussion with you, darling."

I nod. "Okay."

      There was something intimidating about the stack of papers sitting on my dresser. I had placed them there shortly after I'd come home from my weekend away, and now I'm back from college campus, and they are still sitting there; untouched and unread.

I knew my curiosity for Freddie was growing, but, what if this curiosity was bound to hurt me? What if I wasn't able to handle the arrangement? These questions I kept in tact to the back of my mind as I kept staring at the papers. I gulp. I wasn't sure whether to look it over or avoid it. I knew eventually that I would have to. Freddie was expecting to discuss it with me.

With a shaky breath, I stand to my feet, take a hold of the paperwork, sit back down on the bed, and begin to read.

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DADDY DOM/BABY GIRL BDSM CONTRACT

This contract hereby states the relationship between a dominant and submissive. Stated below are the roles each party will partake to the relationship, as well as regulations, stipulations, and accomodations listed so that the submissive may choose which activities are accepted, and which ones are prohibited in the relationship timeline.

Role of The Dominant

The Dominant's role is to provide an environment for his submissive. He shall provide a safe space for his submissive to act accordingly to his demands, as well as provide comfort for his submissive when an intense scene occurs.

The Dominant requests clear and concise communication, as well as a list of limitations he cannot do, and a list of opportunities for both him and the submissive to try.

The Dominant will not only provide a safe space for both parties to participate in, but he will also provide necessary tools, such as: Sex toys, whips, chains, restraints, blindfolds, ball gags, and other necessaties to make the space a place for fantasy and enrichment in pleasure.

On a non-sexual component, the Dominant is to provide a nurturing persona to care for his submissive, whether outside the playroom or during after care.

The Role of The Submissive

The submissive's role in the relationship is to communicate every boundary, desire, and emotion they need in order for the relationship to cooperate. The submissive is required to be willing to please her Dominant in every possible way, as well as remain a healthy diet, to be forthcoming and honest, and to accumulate a list of limitations neither party can explore.

The submissive is meant to remain in a safe space with her dominant. If at any point either party aren't comfortable with the accomodations of the relationship, they can agree to terminate the contract and go their separate ways.

Because this is a nutting fragment of BDSM, the submissive has the right to choose what age her headspace in. Note: this isn't a form of pedophilia! This is merely a relationship where the Dominant, who will be addressed as 'Daddy' can take care of the submissive in any possible way she requires.

Regulations/Stipulations

In regards to regulations, the relationship between the Dominant and submissive must remain monogamous. Any consideration to adding another individual, or sharing a submissive with another dominant must be discussed thoroughly and to be included in the contract.

Both the Dominant and the submissive must remain respectful towards one another at all times. Any disrespect  recieved from  the submissive will be put into action of consequence as the Dominant chooses what punishment to give his sub.

Both parties must remain in constant communication. If the submissive desires to touch herself, she must inform her dominant what turned her on to arousal, and she is also required to seek permission to do so.

Hard Limits:

Hard limits are sexual activities that submissive will not do, but will have an open mind to the ideas of activities listed. The submissive must circle each activity for her hard limits.

Does the submissive consent to the following:

- flogging
- spanking with bare hands
- being restrained with rope
- blindfolding
- being chained
- humiliation
- anal sex or anal play
- knife play
- wax play
- nipple clamps
- genital clamps
- ball gagged and hog tied

If the submissive is open to the ideas, she must circle one or more that she is agreeing to.

Soft Limits

Soft Limits are limitations that the submissive is completely open to doing with her dominant.

Does the submissive consent to the following:

- cuningulous
- fellatio
- rimming
- being restricted by the wrists
- being choked
- being slapped
- being taken whenever Daddy desires

Submissive must circle one or more to complete this portion of the contract.

Safe Words:

If the Dominant has hit a boundary he is not permitted to cross, the submissive must give out a safe word to him. They must discuss the word, and it is the Dominant's job to train his submissive when to use the word and when to obey his commands.

The submissive will write down her ideal safe word. (e.g. "blue" or "pink")

Rewards:

When the submissive has been good, she can have a reward. These regards can range from cuddling with her dominant to eating ice cream. Anything her adorable heart desires, her dominant must take care of her and her wants. Dominant must treat submissive as a precious gem at all costs. Inside the playroom and out.

Here are options for Dominant's little to look over:

- cuddling with Daddy
- eating ice cream
- going to the zoo or library or anywhere Baby girl desires
- getting stuffed animals of any size
- a new dress, collar or shoes
- flowers
- going to an amusement park or dinner
- Daddy makes Baby Girl her favorite meal
- Baby Girl will get eaten out as long as she wants.
- Daddy will make love to his Baby Girl

Punishments:

If the submissive behaves poorly, fails to communicate with her dominant, she must be punished.

Punishments include:

- recieving a spanking with a belt
- not allowed to touch yourself for a maximum of three days
- no cartoons for a day
- no coloring with Daddy
- no being able to eat candy or any sweets
- no staying up until five in the morning
- if Baby Girl is caught watching inappropriate content, she will get her devices confiscated until she behaves.
- Baby girl will wear a shock collar until Daddy feels it's time to take it off. (Shock collar is at a low volume, the electric current will feel more like a jolt and massage)

By signing this contract, the submissive is agreeing to a one month time gap with said dominant. If at any point the submissive feels uncomfortable, she may discuss termination with dominant and said contract.

After I completed the entirity of the contract, I stared at the dotted line below the last paragraph. Gulping, I place the papers down on the mattress.

What the Hell did I just read? Could I truly be prepared to be whipped, chained or plunged into my ass? And what if Freddie was truly into torture scenes? Would I ever recover?

There were so many questions. I didn't know what to think, or even what to say. As much as I want Freddie, my heart was aching to let him go; in fear that this man, this beautiful, beautiful man, was out to hurt me.

I sigh, then fall back on the bed. The minute I wake up tomorrow, I was going to call Freddie, and ask him why he wants to do unspeakable things to my body, and more importantly, how he came to be this way.

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Author's Note:

Alright. I think the hardest part about writing this chapter was typing out the contract. I've only read one "BDSM" contract, and from my understanding, 50 Shades of Gray's contract wasn't exactly a contract. It was, of sorts, something you'd find in a pamphlet for an apartment complex. For those of you who are heavy in the BDSM community, please feel free to put an idea of how to make this contract between Freddie and Amanda more appetizing and realistic.

As for the rewards, I had to add appreciate rewards to give this concept an nuturing approach to BDSM.  Amanda hasn't really heard of the lifestyle, only from what she heard in books or TV shows. I can assure you, Freddie's role as a dominant will be developing as the series goes on. I also do not wish to make this series into another 50 Shades.

Anyhow, if you enjoyed the chapter, feel free to give it a vote, comment/critique and add it to your reading lists! 

Also: Check out in the introduction to this book the artwork I made. Let me know what you think!

~ Valerie Matthews