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Dear Yoongi,

I couldn't find a pen in the hospital, which is crazy by the way because with the amount of clip boards they have you would think they have at least ONE pen. I did however find a green sharpie. So now I'm here writing to you, telling you that I can't stay here. I have to leave New York immediately. And no it's not business related but I'm leaving for you. I'm leaving so you can grow. I'm leaving so that I won't have to burden you. I don't want to be the one holding you back from having a brighter future than me. I would always think that I would be the one to be a part of your future. That we'll sit down in our beach house drinking our troubles away until we pass out on each other's arms, make love under the stars and repeatedly tell you how much I love you. I still do, very fucking much and I hope that Taehyung makes you more happy than I ever could. I hope that he gives you what I never could have. I know he'll treat you right. He always has but I never will. Not until I change myself and learn to live with the things I've done in my life. From hurting you and dragging your family into a mess. I want to try and cope with losses in my life and try to accomplish things. I've secretly developed a love for dancing and as much as I hate admitting it but you were right. I'm a dancer not a killer (or rapper) but I'm someone with a talent. And I promise you I'll put that talent to use. Shit the kid next to me wants the sharpie. He reminds me of you. Stubborn but too kind for your own good. This letter is far from a farewell. I'll see you in your happiest moment Min Yoongi.

From your past,
Hoseok

P.S- My leather jacket is in the drawer with all your colored clothes. Can't miss it :) <3

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A Year Later

"Harder!"

"I'm going as hard as I fucking can!"

"How weak are you!? Were you not fed in your entire lifetime?"

You huff and wipe the sweat off your forehead as you tighten your grip on Yoongi's pants. You pull and lift as he jumps trying to fit in the pants. "Ok hold on a fucking minute." You let go of the waistband and check the size of the pants. "This isn't your size Yoongi!" He turns around and his brow furrow.

"Bitch what!? So that means—"

There's a knock at the door and you quickly lift up your dress and scurry on over without tripping. You slightly crack the door open and peek through to see Taehyung dressed with a wide grin on his face and Yoongi's pants in his hand.

"Forget something?" He grins. You smile and grab it from him. Jungkook suddenly walks in behind him with Amira crying at his side. You can obviously see the discomfort in both their faces. With his tux and the adorable floral dress you put on her you can't help but smile.

"My beautiful and amazing queen," He walks up next to Taehyung with his dark hair sticking to his forehead as he sweats. "Please take your lovely baby girl before she cries my ears off. I've fed her, burped her and even inflicted pain on myself to make her stop crying." He gently pats her back as she starts to hiccup and cry harder while Taehyung tries to hide his laughter.

"Did you try singing to her like you usually do? You forgot to do it last night and now she's punishing you." You shake your head as you see the shocked expression on his face.

"Father of the year alright." Taehyung says.

"Taehyung hush and I'm so sorry princess. Daddy will never do that again to you okay?" Jungkook rubs his nose into her cheek before softly humming to her. "You see now you got your cooties all over her face." Taehyung sighs and shakes his head. He pulls out his handkerchief and attempts to wipe her face but Jungkook shifts away from him.

"Stop! You're not touching my baby. I don't know where your hands have been."

"Well they're definitely cleaner than your face. Do you SEE your pores?!"

You take this time to walk back into the room and give Yoongi his pants and take up a bottle of water. You walk back out to the two bickering men, making sure to push up the door behind you. Amira seems calm now meanwhile Taehyung and Jungkook are still going at each other's throat.

"Why does it feel like I have more kids than I gave birth to?" You sigh before flicking their heads and giving Jungkook the water bottle.

"Make sure our lovely baby girl is hydrated and Taehyung you know you shouldn't be here."

"I only came here to give him back his pants. But can I please get a peek?" Taehyung pouts and Yoongi waves his hand out. "There a peek, now leave!" Yoongi waves him off and Taehyung raises his hands.

"Alright I'm going." He walks off with his head down while Jungkook kisses your cheek. "I'll see you out there beautiful." He winks at you before walking off. "Mommy looks so pretty in her dress doesn't she? Yes she is." You find yourself laughing as you walk back into the room.

"Yoongi are you—Oh.my.gosh."

"Please don't start crying cause it's going to fuck up your entire look." Yoongi walks over to you and you quickly fan your eyes and blink back your tears. His prince-like tuxedo with the authentic gold wrapped around his waist. His dark hair curled and parted in the middle to go along with the light eye makeup. "Quick hand me a napkin." Yoongi chuckles as he gives you a napkin off the glass table.

"You know, I always thought you would be the one to cry because I would be the one to get married first." You sniffle.

"Quit it. Jungkook is going to propose to you and when he does you'll be even more surprised yourself." Yoongi pulls you into a tight hug and you close your eyes, embracing him with every ounce of your love.

"I still feel as if something is missing." He whispers. You pull away from him, your expression filled with concern. "What do you mean? You have everything right here."

"Everything but him." Yoongi walks over to his bag and reaches for the letter. Still in good condition and eligible enough for him to read it. "He's not here and I don't think he'll ever come back. It's been a year and I still haven't gotten any mail, call or text. He's never coming back and it's all because of me. " You can see the tears forming in his eyes and you quickly walk over to him. "Yoongi for the multiple years we've spent together I've seen that you are a strong person and you've fought through so many things. You just have to fight through this one as well."

"I know that but it's as if there's a huge chunk of my life missing. He's apart of that and I don't think I can just let that go." Yoongi takes a seat on the couch with a frown.

"But—" You're cut off with a knock at the door. You groan and walk over to the door, opening it. Jin stands there with a microphone in his ear and clipboard at hand. "Y/n we need additional tables for the diabetic and nut free models. Oh also where do you want me to put the models that used to hate you two."

"Just use the extra two tables by the ice sculpture and put those models by the little kids but far away from mine and Jennie. She might rip their scalps off." Jin nods before walking back out to the hall and talking into the mic. "Put the bitches by the kids and AWAY from Jennie. NO NOT TOWARDS HER! AWAY FROM THE CRAZY GIRL!"

You sigh and quickly walk back into the room. You turn around to find Yoongi reading the same letter he used to cry over. The same letter that has him tearing up on the spot. "Yoongi." You hurry and sit next to him as he start to sob.

"I wish I could have changed things. Should have helped him more instead of blaming him all the time." He cries out. You rub his back and allow him  to rest his head on your shoulder. "Yoongi you did nothing wrong. He decided to do this and he decided to change. You once told me that change is a good thing, that you should never be scared of what comes after that."

He continues to let his tears flow and hold onto you close. "Today is your day. Today is the day that you finally spend the rest of your life with the one that you love. He loves you for you and that will never change. Today is the day that you make an agreement and uphold the promises that you make."

Yoongi inhales a sharp breath before sitting up. "You're right. Today is about Taehyung and I being together forever and I refuse to let anyone fuck it up. The past is the past. I should forget the memories but not the lessons I've learned." You both stand to your feet and you wipe the tears off his face. "You look amazing." You compliment him and he smiles.

"Thank you so much." Now let's go before I change my mind about not signing a prenup." You playfully hit his arm and walk over to the door. You're the first one to step out of the room with Yoongi behind you. Suddenly you both freeze when you see the man leaning against the pillar with his blonde hair.

"Hoseok?!" You almost shout.

"Missed me?"

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The reception and the rest of the wedding is going smoothly. Hoseok showed up and surprised everyone. He showed everyone all the places he traveled and how each region had different dances. You knew for a fact he was crying when Yoongi and Taehyung shared their vows. He wasn't the only one though. Everyone did. Including you and it seemed as if they were in their own world.

"Y/n you'll be fine. Just take a deep breath and relax." Jennie tries to calm your nerves but only makes you more nervous as she holds Athena in her arms and keeps Jaesung and Amira in their stroller. As they sleep soundly your hands shakes as you hold the small box in your palms. A box that holds the engagement ring for Jungkook. You've saved up most of the payment you get from your gigs and you finally had enough to buy the ring for him. You were more than nervous.

How would he react? It's traditional for male's to propose so what would he think of it? You could say you were overthinking but you can't stop the thoughts from running through your mind.

A couple inches away from you was Jungkook laughing along with Namjoon and his coworkers from BigHit.

You were ecstatic when he go the position but not surprised they hired him. It took them a long while but now he writes songs that play on the radio twenty four-seven. Jungkook suddenly walks off from the rest and walks into the banquet hall.

"Go! Now is your chance. If you don't do it now then you won't get the chance at all." Jennie says and pushes you forward. You gulp and take a deep breath before walking. You wanted to turn back immediately but Jennie stood right behind you. So you mustered up whatever courage you have and walked inside.

It's not crowded but there was a handful of people. You look around but couldn't find Jungkook anywhere. You search but couldn't find him. You don't notice the large amount of people walking in and gathering around you.

"May I have your attention please." Jungkook's voice booms through the speakers and suddenly the spotlight is on you. You freeze as you stand in the middle crowding all around you.

"Thank you. Y/n, I'm over here." You look up at the staircase and Jungkook is seen smiling with a microphone. The music stops and he places really mic down before speaking loud enough for everyone to hear. "Most of you know me. My name, my birthday, the regular." He slowly walks down the steps and you can only stare as he speaks. "Most of you know about my three devils disguised as angels. There they are. Hi babieeees." Jungkook coos and you turn around to see all three of your beautiful children awake.

"And most of you know their mother." Your head whirls back around and Jungkook is looking at you heavily.

"The most beautiful woman I know to exist, after my mother of course. Love you mom." Jungkook waves are his mother in the crowd. " This woman was just as confused as me. So confused at the world around us but never stopped trying her best. Crazy and unimaginable things have happened to us. Almost out of a cliché book really." Jungkook chuckles and takes a few steps closer.

"In the end we both found each other and saw something we didn't see coming. We saw love, compassion and a desire to be with each other. A love that we thought wouldn't last. It took us a while and after a few heartbreaks, lies and a lot of tears, it brought us here. With our friends and still growing family. Even if she says no more." The smile on your face is wider than ever as Jungkook finally stands in front of you.

"Most of you know me but you don't know the side she sees. The clingy male, who cries over Disney movies and religiously watches the Lion King. The guy who seems so cool but is internally the biggest care bear ever. The man that would embarrass his family as if it was his top priority. The human bunny that wants to cherish the things most to him." Slowly your eyes swell with tears as well as Jungkook's.

"The guy who's about to get down on one knee,"

Holy shit

He gets down on one knee and looks up at you. His eyes gleaming as his hands shake.

"The guys who's about to ask the most important question in his entire life." He reaches behind him and pulls out a small box. The same size as the one you're clutching behind your back, covered by your hands.

"Y/n there's nothing in this world than I would love more than to wake up next to you every single day knowing that you're my lifelong partner." He opens the box and all the air in your lungs almost disperse. Everyone around you is in awe as they stare at the diamond, glistening under the chandeliers.

"Will you marry me?"

There's this silence as you open your mouth but no words come out. A tear rolls down your cheek as you reveal your box. That's when everyone gasps.

"Only if you marry me first." Jungkook's eyes widens as he stands to his feet, almost stumbling over his own feet. "Y-You...What?!"

"SAY YES DICKHEAD!" Jin shout.

"Y-Yes. A thousand times yes!" Jungkook says and before you know it you're being kissed passionately as everyone in the room claps. Your heart is soaring and there's nothing that could upset you in this moment. Tears of joy flowing from you and Jungkook holds you closer than ever. You two part and he lifts you up. Jungkook spins you around and you can't help but squeal. He places you down on your feet and cups your cheek.

"THAT'S MY BEST FRIEND Y'ALL!" Yoongi shouts.

"I love you so much."  He whispers.

Jungkook smiles and glides the ring on your finger. You do the same and look up at him. Your lips draw close once more and you kiss him slowly. You can feel all the love and your heart only glows the further Jungkook passionately kisses you. Everything around you two zones out and Jungkook can feel the fireworks going off in his heart. In the end you both realize that things take time, commitment and that love truly wins.

Your life was never one of the fairytales and you were never one of the princesses but you are proud to say that you found your prince.

You had your happily ever after.

The end.

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"Wait what!?"

"Shay what happens next!"

"READ IT AGAIN!"

Shay smiles as she closes the book. She places her glasses down on the desk. "How about we try a different book. Oh! I have a new book I haven't told you guys about." She snickers and walks over to her bookshelf. Her hand glides over the books until it stops at one with a dark cover.

"Aha! Here it is." She dusts it off before grinning. "What's it called?" Someone calls out.

"I'll tell you soon but for now a new chapter begins. Shall we?"

And she turns the page.

End

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I can't believe it's actually finished. I don't know what to say but thank you for the support and unconditional love. It really meant a lot to me. For those who stayed with me till the end and read this trash.

It makes my fragile heart smile 🥺❤️

I can't wait to work on more things for you guys. KISSIES FOR EVERYONE

MUAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

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