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The cool winter breeze hits your skin as you stand outside by the train station. "I can't wait to leave this place" you said shivering. Your train is in sight and you hurry and grab your carrier and luggage.

"What's the rush for babe?"

You brush some snow off your boots and turn towards your boyfriend with his pink cheeks and red nose.

"Listen Jimin, I'm just trying to get out of Korea and to Colombia University as soon as possible."

Jimin laughs and pats your shoulder. "Then why take a train? Isn't your college overseas" he said wrapping your scarf around you a bit tighter. You roll your eyes and cross your arms.

"I told you this about thirty six times already. I'm going to Jungkook's house and stay with him for a month because apparently they mixed up the dorms. After that—"

You stop talking once you see Jimin spacing out. Scratching away at your scarf, Jimin is focused on getting a piece of thread. You swat his hands away and he jumps. "Were you even listening to me?" Jimin chuckles lowly before grabbing your hand.

"No but I do know one thing. If that fuck boy lays a finger on my cupcake then it's war."

You can't help but smile at his words. Jimin being your high school sweetheart made your life happier. You've been dating for four years. The best four years of your life. Sadly it was time for college and you had to go your separate ways.

Unlike your childhood friend Jungkook, Jimin wasn't so eager to get in between your thighs. He was patient and willing to wait till marriage. One of the reasons you loved him,besides his looks and his other traits.

Although sometimes he would get needy. You asked to help him but he would deny it.

Jungkook was the total opposite. He knew that one day he would be the one to pop your cherry.

An ambitious teen he was. He may be younger than you by two years but he knew more about sex than any of your friends. Not even Jimin knew more than him.

Plus his parents being rich only made him a target for thirsty girls to prey on him and his looks.

The train horn goes off and Jimin bites his lips. "Is something wrong baby?" You cup his cheek and he gives you a small smile. "Everything is fine cupcake. I just didn't realize you would be leaving me so soon."

His eyes are teary and your heart melts. "I promise I'll be back before you know it, " you smile. He presses his lips onto yours and you melt in his arms.

The kiss deepens as you wrap your arms around his neck. He smiles into the kiss as the train horn goes off again. He pulls away and you whimper."You'll be back before we know it." He smiles at you and your face turns red.

You sigh as the conductors walk out. One of them walks up to you and takes your suitcase. "I guess I'll be going now " you said smiling. Jimin slowly lets go of your hand. Your hand immediately feels cold and empty.

You turn around and take a few steps towards the train. You could feel Jimin's eyes glued onto you.

"You got this cupcake" he whispered.

You smile as you walk onto the train.

You sit by a window that had a clear view of Jimin's face. He told himself that he wouldn't cry but tears were already shown. He walks up to the window and places his hand on the glass. You sniffle and place your hand as well.

He mouths "I love you" and your tears start to show. The horn goes off again and he backs away. The train starts to move and you wipe your tears and sit up. The train starts to speed up as Jimin waves.

As the train continues to move farther and farther away from the station Jimin's figure is out of sight. You sigh and take your laptop out of your bag. As you open it a picture of Jimin pops up on your screen.

You smile in content as you stare at his face. It may be a picture but it was as if he was right next to you. You start to search up information about the college and its surroundings.

"New York....."

You had a tendency to want to know things just to feel reassured.

After a few minutes of research you decided it was good to take a nap. You got your phone and earbuds. Normally you cuddle with Jimin in order to sleep but he wasn't here.

You play your sleep playlist and lean your head against the window.

You stare at the beautiful scenery of the mountains and snowy terrains. The white sky and the snow covered trees. Your eye lids get heavy and you enjoy the melodic sounds.

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"Excuse me miss. This is the last stop"

You jump as you feel a gentle shake. "This is the last stop." You rub your eyes and take your earbuds out. You look at the female conductor standing in front of you.

You look around to see most people were already off the train. "Oh thank you." you said grabbing your belongings.

You bow before exiting off the train. You take in a deep breath and stretch.

"Y/N! Mommy she's here!"

You turn around to see a little girl run up to you and hug your leg.

"Hi Leo!" you said picking her up. "Leo what did I tell you about running off like that." Jungkook's mother walks up to the both of you with your suitcase behind her.

You put Leo down and hug her. "Oh I missed you."she says kissing your cheek.

Jungkook's mother has been in your life ever since your parents divorced. The fights they used to have even before then caused the death of your younger brother Joshua.

He was miserable and tired of the shouting. Heartbroken to the point of depression. His anxiety would hit hard sometimes and he would pass out.

So he hung himself with the same belt his father gave him for his birthday.

It still haunts you in your sleep that you couldn't help him.

Couldn't save your brother through his emotional discretion.

Couldn't save your brother from killing himself.

"Hurry up and get to my son please. Choi is outside waiting for you. He's impatient as it is" she says grabbing Leo from your leg.

"That's Jungkook for you"

You grab your suitcase and walk towards the exit of the train station.

"I missed the smell of Busan..." you said to yourself. "Miss Y/N it's so good to see you healthy and alive." You smile as you walk towards Choi, your personal driver.

You told Jungkook not to get you one but he said he didn't want you to see a princess walking instead of having her own personal driver. His exact words.

Choi takes your bags and places them in the trunk. "Mr.Jeon has been waiting for you." You roll your eyes and sit in the passenger seat. "Yeah right....."

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"My princess is finally here to stay with her prince!!" Jungkook darts towards you and hugs you. He lifts you up and spins you around.

"Jungkook you smell like motel shampoo mixed with cheap perfume. Plus your sweaty" You scrunch up your nose and sniff the air.

"Did you just have sex!?" you said a bit scared about his answer.

He knew you hated it when he hugged you right after he slept with one of his booty calls.

"Maybe maybe not"

"Ewww! Put me down" you said covering up your nose.

"Wrap your legs around me" he whispers. You blush and start to hit him. "Just do it. Chelsea is walking by the house right now." You turn around to see the short brunette Chelsea Bruce walking her little poodle down the street.

Jungkook lived in a regular neighborhood and had nice houses but with her living four houses down. The neighborhood was now hoe-infested.

She was your high school rival. She moved out of town once Jimin rejected her.

Chelsea was also one of Jungkook's ex-girlfriend. He broke up with her after he heard she gave you a black eye. He wasn't going to let anyone hurt his princess. He would sue them for all they had. His words exactly.

You roll your eyes and wrap your legs around him. He kisses your neck and you immediately regret coming back. Your face was crimson red and your bite your lip. You knew he was just playing along to get her jealous but it felt too right.

You hated the way his touch made your body react. It scared you at times. The fact that Jungkook's presence alone made your sexy and sensual side come out made you worry.

You never told Jimin about this because you knew how he would react. He would blame himself then try to beat up your best friend.

Jungkook glances at her and smirks. "It worked." He puts you down and you hit his arm. "What the hell is she doing back here?" He sighs and brushes his hair back.

"Apparently she's here for a business proposal with your company. But I doubt that's the case."

You groan and walk inside the modern house. Jungkook follows behind you. "Choi can you put princess's thing to her room."

"Right on it sir."

You take off your jacket and scarf and throw them down on the floor. You sit on the couch and throw your head back. "I was going to say make yourself at home but I guess I'm too late for that."

Jungkook closes the door and walks over to the kitchen. "Isn't this your fifth house now?" you asked. "Sixth time is a charm right." He walks over to you with a bottle of water in his hand. You raise and eye brow and stare at him intently.

He sits down and starts drinking. He never drank water. Never ever. It was only juice,soda,beer, cocktails and other things besides water. He said if it didn't have taste then he wasn't drinking it. His words exactly.

"Princess don't say a word."

"Wasn't going to."

You giggle and shake your head. "So how is the modeling thing going along" he question.

"It has its perks."

Jimin known you as the smart teenager that sat next to him in history class. However Jungkook saw you as the powerful model you are. It was like living in two worlds.

When Jimin found out you were a model you thought for sure he would only want you for your money. But he hasn't shown any sign of such things. That was a next reason why you loved him so much.

"I'm going to take a shower." You stand up and stretch.

"Can I join?" Jungkooks smirks and spreads his legs while looking at you.

"When your balls drop." you reply with a grin.

"They can go deep in your guts though." You gasp and throw a pillow at him. You smile and shake your head and walk towards the staircase.

"Miss Y/N." You turn around to see Choi with your phone in his hand. He looked as if he saw a ghost.

"What is it Choi?" You slowly walk up to him as you see his sadden expression.

"It's Jimin......" Everything around you stops for a split second. Your heart sank all the way down to your stomach.

"He got into a severe car crash."

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