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There's this peaceful silence that engulfs Namjoon as both Nora and Cameron rest their heads on his shoulder. They're sound asleep, both snoring and enjoying their father's body heat along with the smooth car drive. The warmth from him instantly relaxing them from the hectic day they had. Nora suddenly shakes slightly and Namjoon quickly pulls her closer to his chest. Rocking her slowly, Namjoon hums as she curls up into him before resting once more.

Even if Halo is finally gone, there's still this fearful feeling surrounding Namjoon. It's the eerie aura of something like that happening again but only worse. The image of seeing his child being harmed or hurt haunts him. It shakes him right to his core and punches the sensitive nerve in his heart. Their innocence was being threatened by a dangerous person and Namjoon knew all too well that it was his job to try to fix whatever torture Halo did to his children.

Namjoon can feel his phone vibrate and ever so carefully he shifts Nora to retrieve it from his back pocket. He expected to see a call from the police department but only smiles as he answers the phone.

"Kim Namjoon if you don't hurry up and bring my babies to me right now. I'm worried sick about all of you and I just want my family next to me."

Namjoon closes his eyes for a moment and enjoys the sound of his husband's voice. It almost brings him to tears just the thought of not being able to listen to the man he loves so much, complain and compliment him. Even to not be able to hear his unique laugh would crush Namjoon.

"I can hear your breathing so you better answer me or else—"

"I love you."

Jin pauses while Namjoon sighs and rest his head against the window. On Jin's end he's already tearing up in the hallway. "I love you more." Jin speaks; his voice slightly shaken and soft.

"I'll come home soon baby." Namjoon reassures as the police car approaches a stoplight. "We'll be home soon and you won't have to fuss about this anymore. You'll have your family with you again and I won't drag you into any mess like this ever again." Cameron's eyes flutter open and look up at his father. Namjoon smiles as he looks down at his child rubbing his eyes.

"I really want to truly thank you for staying with me even after all the things that have happened even before we had children. I never thought someone could love someone as broken as me but then...you came into my life. Now all I could do is show you the upmost affection and love you for the rest of my life." Namjoon exhales and can hear Jin sniffling.

"You know sometimes I really question how we ended up together. Then I remember if you hadn't burned that rice and the rice pot, we would have never met each other."

Namjoon chuckles and brushes Cameron's hair. His eyelids slowly go down before they're shut and he's sleeping again. "And I'll burn more of them just for you." He replies.

Jin allows his tear to fall and doesn't even care who walks by and sees him. He's going to be reunited with his family and that's all that matters.

"I love you so much." He sniffle.

"From the moon and back."

"From the green of the trees."

"To the blue of the sea." Namjoon can feel his eyes swell up with tears as they recite their own vows and gently rubs Nora's back.

"And from the hairs on your head."

"I promise to you,"

"That our love will never end."

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Hoseok

By time I reach the hospital it's already two in the morning. I didn't even realize the time and how fast it moved. Now it seems to slow down the very moment I step into the hospital. Most of Jungkook's family left but Jennie stayed. Policemen and guards standing on high alert, most of them waiting for Namjoon to get here. Jungkook called his butler to drive him here but they have yet to reach here.

I, on the other hand, drove myself here and surprised I was the first one that came here. I walk down the hall and see Taehyung and Yoongi cooped up in two chairs together sleeping soundly. I take my time walking past them and knock on the door in front of them.

The door opens and I'm surprised to see Y/n open the door, with her baby boy in her arms. She seems surprised at first. "Shouldn't you be resting?" I walk in the room. She hums and walks while rocking the baby. "I couldn't since Jungkook was out. I needed a distraction or else I would probably go out there myself. So I thought why not bond with my children."

"Yea....totally get the whole motherly vibes." I say. She rolls her eyes while I chuckle and walk over to one of the chairs. "One day Hoseok when you find someone that you want to cherish forever, you'll realize that you would do anything for them. To see them smile, to see them grow as a person." She takes her time sitting on the edge of the bed while staring down at her child.

"Then you realize that you're in love."

"But Jungkook isn't—Ohhhh." It took me a while but I got it. But I don't think I could have what she's describing. I don't think I could achieve that level of happiness and compassion. It's difficult for a person like me to love someone that way. As if my heart is some how conflicted in every way or form to love that person.

But I can't really just blame myself. For the person I love is also confused and I don't want the burden of his confused heart to be on him anymore. I know what I have to do but if I know it won't be easy for either of us.

"Hoseok is something wrong?"

It's as if this woman can read me. She raises a brow as I look at her heavily confused. "I have that affect on people but I can tell when something is wrong. Even if there's still a place in my heart that despises you for doing what you did to my manger slash bestfriend," She stands up and places the baby in his crib. "I'm still human and we all share emotions and feelings. So tell me, what's on your heart?"

She walks over to me and takes a seat next to me. I clear my throat and sit up. "Well for one, I am truly and deeply sorry for everything that happened between Yoongi and I. You know I never intended to do any of those things to him. I care for him, I really do." She looks at me with a nonchalant express. She can read me but I can't read anything from her.

"But I'm only holding onto something that could never happen. Even if I did try and told him I changed it wouldn't change a thing. He was moving on and then I came along bringing him down. I dragged him into my mess of a life and I ruined his happiness." I sigh heavily and brush my hair back.

"And that's why I have to leave."

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the end is near....