i missed himmmm
i suck at writing sorry :(

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"I swear no one knows how to make a good latte except for you." Yoongi sighs and listen to your girly laugh. "Yeah cause no one know how to give a person, that was in a coma, a nice vanilla latte."

"Sis, you get me."

You both laugh hard and you walk over to your car with Lisa. Yoongi hear your grunt as you get in the driver's seat. "Was that some sort of pregnant moan?" Yoongi raise his brow and there's a light knock on his bedroom door.

"I wish it was." You respond and put on your seat belt.

The door to Yoongi's room slowly open to reveal Hoseok with a tray filled with food. "Ok. I'm out on the road but call me back when you get the chance."

"That's if I'm not busy sucking someone off."

"Yoongi I'm trying to digest my lunch here. Byeeeee! I love you, muah"

"Yeah whatever. Byeeeeee!" Yoongi smile and hang up the phone then place it in his pocket. He sighs and stare at the wild weeds growing in his backyard. Normally, people would say that they can't wait to be home but once Yoongi stepped foot inside the house it didn't feel right. Yeontan was there but Taehyung wasn't.

"Yoongi, you should be resting." Hoseok said while Yoongi sighs and turn around. "Give me a break. I was dead for like two weeks." Yoongi walk over to Hoseok as he set the tray down on the coffee table.

"You weren't dead. You were knocked out." Yoongi grab the bowl full of grapes, throwing it up high then catching it in his mouth. "Well it felt like it." Hoseok roll his eye and reaches for a grape. Yoongi swat his hand away and Hoseok flinches.

"Ok fine. Be stingy."

Yoongi stick his tongue at him and Hoseok walk over to the trash can in the room. "This room is a mess and you've only been home for an hour." Yoongi simply shrug and sit on the edge of his king sized bed. He continue to eat the grapes then bite his lip when Hoseok bend down to pick up a napkin.

"I can feel you staring at my ass."

"Bitch you got a sixth sense now?" Hoseok smiles as he throw the napkin away then turn to Yoongi. Both men stare at each other for a while neither of them saying a word. The look in Hoseok's eyes is hot and heavy. Yoongi almost shudders from the way Hoseok is looking at him as if he was a full course meal.

Yoongi's tongue swipe along his bottom lip and Hoseok's nose flare. Mindlessly Yoongi stand up and walk over to him. His brain telling him to stop but his body is dragging his feet closer to him. He finally stop in front of the taller male.

"Kitten." Hoseok's voice is low and raspy when his hands move to Yoongi's waist. His touch send goosebumps all over skin. Yoongi know how attractive this man is and it's dangerous for his heart. He knew that Taehyung could come home from wherever he is at any second.

In someway the thought of Taehyung catching him with Hoseok triggers his anxiety yet excite him.

Yoongi look up and can tell the look Hoseok's eyes were different now. It wasn't a hot and heavy look.

It's guilt.

"Kitten, you're engaged." Hoseok said as he move his hands away from Yoongi's waist.

"But I'm horny and so are you." Yoongi move in for the kiss but Hoseok stopped him. He slowly shakes his head and Yoongi's cheeks turn red from embarrassment.

"You know this isn't right. Think about Taehyung." Yoongi backs away slowly and run his hand through his hair. He now feels the sudden guilt hit his chest when he remembers the pained look in Taehyung's eyes that day he told him about Hoseok.

He never forgave himself for crushing Taehyung's fragile heart in such away. Yoongi's relationship with him may seem a bit rushed but he can tell there's a feeling with him. A feeling that he won't dare to question only because of the answer he might get in the end.

"But then again..." Hoseok's voice shook Yoongi from his thoughts and he look up at him. "He wasn't even involved in the investigation. Never even showed up when we told him we found you at the flower shop."

Yoongi raises a brow and slowly shakes his head. "Maybe he never got the memo."

"I texted him the day the entire investigation started and he never showed up. I started calling his damn phone but he never answered. Jungkook even came over to the house and told him about everything we found out. He still never showed."

Yoongi can feel his throat go dry and the hurt feeling in his chest. "That doesn't sound like my Taehyung. He would be one step ahead of you in the investigation."

"Well did you know that your Taehyung was the one responsible for Joy's disappearance?" Yoongi slowly shakes his head and Hoseok nods.

"Yeah well, he told me the day of the bombing. He told me a lot of things the day of the bombing. Told me how he actually felt towards me and I was honestly not even surprised. Your fiancé is assuming that you don't love him the way you love..."

Hoseok clears his throat and bites his lip.

"—loved me."

Yoongi's breath is hitched and can feel his lungs stop entirely. The words that leave Hoseok's lips shocked him more than it should. Now Yoongi wishes he was in a coma again but his heart is telling him differently. His heart is telling him to push forward, reach forward to the man in front of him and love him the way he did many years ago.

Hoseok takes a step forward to Yoongi and cups his cheek in his palm. Yoongi only looks straight ahead his eyes becoming teary.

"Yoongi is is true?"

Yoongi lets out a shaky breath and slowly looks up at Hoseok. "Is it true that you don't love him the way you loved me?"

They share a longing look with each other, their eyes saying more than their lips. Hoseok's heart now beating out of his chest the moment Yoongi slowly moves his lips to his.

Their lips draw closer until they finally touch. Yoongi can feel the heat surge through every vein in his entire body. The surprising spark that he felt years ago is still evident. Years of romantic feelings that Yoongi locked away were slowly being revealed. Tears start to roll down his pale cheeks as they part. Hoseok's lips a still slightly puckered causes Yoongi to snicker.

"Hoseok it's hard not to love you. Even when I'm old and wrinkly with my twelve cats you'll still have a special place in my heart. I know it's not fair to Taehyung but my heart is as stupid as I am."

Yoongi smiles weakly and Hoseok can feel his heart swell. He's never stopped loving this stubborn man. A stubborn man that tamed the heart of an alpha and broke him down the small feeble boy he is.

"Maybe your heart isn't stupid as it seems." Hoseok breathes out and Yoongi's cheeks turn pink. He feels as if he continues to hold back his heart might burst.

That's when Yoongi doesn't hesitate to crash their lips together. A mix of emotions giving the kiss a deeper meaning. Hoseok kisses back with the same tension and desire to have his kitten back. Yoongi can feel his legs grow weak when Hoseok tilts his head and gently pull their bodies closer together. A small whimper leaves Yoongi's throat and Hoseok growls in approval.

Hoseok slowly pulls away, already seeing where it would lead to if he never stopped.

He didn't want it to stop.

"So I'll take it you feel the same?" Yoongi bites his lip as Hoseok rubs his nose into his cheek. He grins and places a soft kiss on his cheek and neck.

"Always and forever."

***

Namjoon groans and leans back into his office chair. He grabs the picture frame off his desk and smile when he stares at the two toddlers he has pulling his hair while Jin simply smiles. He holds it close to his chest and there's a sudden knock at his door.

"Come in." He said placing the frame back on the table.

Detective Marcus walks in with a nervous smile. Namjoon notices and raises a brow and turns his chair towards him. "They brought Halo in and wondered if you could get anything else from her."

Namjoon stands up from his seat, his sleeves rolled up and shirt tucked in. "So why don't you question her?"

Marcus chuckles nervously cheeks slightly pink. "I mean you're the best detective in town at the moment. We've been on this case for so long and you come along and solve it in only a few days. You found a serial killer and solved a murder case at the same time. So I thought it was only best that you finish it."

Namjoon grins and grabs his glasses from off his desk and places it on the bridge of his nose. "Thanks for the compliment Marcus but don't underestimate yourself. Your time will come and you'll be the one solving cases." Namjoon walks over to the door and opens it.

"After you Detective." Marcus nods before walking out the room with Namjoon following behind him. The walk through the busy police station. Officers walking in and out with criminals of all different types. They stop by the interrogation room and can  hear Halo humming loudly.

Namjoon lets out a heavy sigh before walking into the other side of the room. Marcus heads behind the small glass window. Once Namjoon entires Halo turns around with a grin on her face. Cuffs around her wrist and hair disheveled along with her busted lip.

"I've been waiting for you Detective."

"That's bonkers cause I haven't." Halo's eyes narrows towards the taller male. Namjoon walks over to the table in the center and pushes up his glasses.

"Your existence irks me."

"The feeling is mutual sweetheart." Halo snarls while Namjoon smiles at her.

"You've made a huge mistake."

"The only mistake I've made in my entire life was almost letting my child slip away from me." Halo grins and walks over to the window. "Oh I remember that day." She starts giggling and Namjoon looks at her with such intensity. Eyes almost burning holes through her back.

"Sometimes I wish Joy wasn't so nice to help your sorry husband."

Namjoon scoffs and rolls his eyes. "The love between you two disgust me. Everything about love  irritates me. The people who love each other always ruin my happiness and it's sickening." Namjoon bursts out laughing cause Halo to turn around. He starts to wheeze somewhat and wipes the tears in his eyes. He clears his throat before adjusting his tie.

"I think we both have totally different definitions about love and happiness. So, let me correct you for a quick second." Namjoon walks over to her.

"Happiness and love go hand in hand. You find happiness with the one you love and in return the one you love enjoys your happiness. So Halo I guess you're about to get your happiness soon enough actually." Namjoon gives her a sweet smile that causes his dimples to show.

"What the fuck is that suppose to mean?"

He strides towards the door and opens it with a wide grin on his face. Namjoon can feel the weight being lifted off his shoulders.

"You're going to a place where people find happiness in the psycho shit you love most. I hope you enjoy your stay there."

Halo's eyes widened and she's rushing over to the door but it's slammed shut in her face. She starts screaming and begging to let her out but Namjoon continues walking. He walks over to his office and grabs his jacket and keys. Marcus walks out the room and raises a brow as Namjoon closes his office door.

"Where are you going detective?"

Namjoon smiles and brushes his hair back.

"I'm going home."

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that's nine chapters left- bro i can't.