because i'm pretty sure we all needed this
the way that i chose the name Cameron right before Boyce's death hits me now i'm sad.

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WARNING
For those who have heavy opinions/thoughts about abortion please remember that this fiction, meaning it's not real. i have opinions about it myself as well but i have to remind myself of certain things regarding it. - S.

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"Are you okay? Is Y/N alright? Did she have an asthma attack or anything like that?"

Namjoon's eyes are stayed focus on Halo's body. The small bullet wound keeping her body down as the backup he called apprehend her. He holds the phone close to his ear and listen to the adorable giggles of his twins in the background.

"Baby answer me!?"

Namjoon chuckles as he hears his husband's voice. "I'm fine baby and Y/N hasn't had an attack in months, it's like practically gone. Everything is fine." Jin sighs heavily before continuing to speak. "Please hurry up and come home. I don't like hiding out in hotels like this. You've been in your office since the case opened and I need my cuddles." Jin pouts.

"I know, I know baby. We'll go home soon and everything will be back to it's weird-dysfunctional self ." Jin smiles while watching Nora stuff Cameron's plushie inside her diaper, too tired to even try and stop her. Jin laughs when Cameron starts throwing his cereal at her, squealing in the process.

"How are my two headaches?" Namjoon ask. Jin smiles on the other line holding the phone close and looks out the window. "They're great but I think they miss their father at the moment." Nora starts to shout out 'I miss papa!' loud enough for Namjoon to hear. He can't help but imagine the cute little pout she has and Cameron's large eyes. Not to mention his loving husband he just can't wait to hold close.

"So, I'm assuming you miss me too?"

Jin raises a brow before smirking. He rests his head against the window and bites his lip feeling the butterflies fluttering.

"Oh, you have no idea Kim Namjoon."

Jin's words come out playful with a lustful twist. Namjoon can feel his heart throb and heat surge through his body. "I miss my daddy very much."

"Kim Seokjin why do you do this to me?" Namjoon breathes out, shifting slighting and making sure to look down to see if anything was poking out.

"Mister Kim we need you over here." Namjoon nods over at the officer and sighs. "You have to go don't you?"

"Oh you know me too well baby."

Jin groans before walking over to Nora. He tilts his head to hold the phone and lifts her in his arms. "Just hurry up and get home soon." He says while taking the plushie out of her diaper. His nose scrunches up from the smell of it, Nora's pee obviously staining it with a stench. He carefully places it on the glass table in the living room.

"Don't need to tell me twice. I love you."

As Jin is about to speak Cameron walks over to the table and snatched the plushie and hugging it tightly. Jin's mouth drops and he quickly and carefully places Nora down. "Cameron no!" Cameron opens his mouth and Jin hurries to pull the plushie away from the small boy.

"Jin?"

"Sorry it's just that our son likes to put toys in his mouth."

"Well, I have a toy you can put in your mouth." Jin scoffs and picks up Cameron, walking over to the faucet. "Goodbye Namjoon. I love you three thousand." Jin ends the call and Namjoon places his phone in his pocket. "Was that Seokjin?" You cautiously walk up to Namjoon still a bit shaken from what just happened minutes ago.

"Yeah, he was asking about you." You slowly nod and look down at your feet. Namjoon can see the way your brows furrow and places his hands on your shoulders. "Y/N what's wrong? You should be relieved."

"I know but..." You look up, slowly suddenly feeling emotional. "Why would someone want to kill me? I haven't done anything that brutal have I? Well sure I've cheated on people, who've cared most about me and ask some stupid questions but I feel guilty for it and learn from my mistakes."

Lisa and Hoseok turn towards you the moment your voice raises slightly.

"I could literally write a damn novel about my
life at this point because it's that fucked up. I'm already going to have three kids in a few weeks and their father is in surgery as we speak." You finish your sentence with a huff and feel a tap on your shoulder.

You turn around and see a female paramedic. Her dark and wavy black hair flowing perfectly down her back. Her lips are a tint of red and eyes stare at you with concern.

"Ma'am, I don't think it's okay for you to be this stressed out." Your eyes narrow towards her and she cowers a little. Namjoon's hand move from your shoulders and into his pockets.

"Irene, I got this." He chuckles. The paramedic backs away and walks over to Lisa and Hoseok. "She's scary..." she whispers and Lisa giggles.

"Y/N at this point you're venting to me. I know it's seems as if they universe is against you but I trust you that things will get better."

You let out a heavy sigh and bite your lip.

"I sure hope so."

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"L-Lucas stop, I'm trying to watch my dance rehearsal."

"I'm sorry baby but it's just that you're so adorable."

Rosè smiles when she glances at the two males on the couch. Lucas's head at the crook of Jimin's neck as his hands tickling his sides and he kisses his neck. Jimin laughs out in delight with his eyes half opened and body flailing around. Lucas grins from Jimin's laughter.

"Lucas I swear—"

Jimin's laughter turns into moans the moment Lucas bites his neck and hand reaches down to Jimin's crotch. Rosè quickly brings her gaze back to the pan of jerked chicken in front of her. Soft smacks come from the living room as Jimin climbs into Lucas's lap. Rosè hears shuffling in the background and heavy breathing. 

Footsteps are heard and soon a door is slammed open then shut. She chuckles to herself and resumes adding sauce the chicken. Rosè quietly hum and now places the food on the table.

"Guys the food is ready! Come out whenever you're done—"

"Jimin no!"

A sudden loud shout catches her attention and she raises a brow. The door slams open as Jimin stomps his way over to her, his veins practically popping out his neck and anger coiling through him. His hair slightly ruffled and no shirt on.

"Rosè you better fucking explain this."

She slowly turns around and her breath hitches when she sees the pregnancy test in Jimin's hand. The same test she had when she found out about Jimin and Lucas were sleeping together. 

(chapter 42 just incase if y'all don't remember)

Her eyes move back and forth from the test to Jimin's facial expression. He looks angry and pained. As if someone stabbed him in his chest repeatedly.

"J-Jimin....I can explain-"

"You have ten seconds."

Lucas walks out of the room with his lips swollen. He's out of breath and cautiously walks up to Jimin. "Jimin calm down."

"Ten, nine, eight, seven, six—" Jimin ignored Lucas's attempt to calm him down.

"five, four, three, two—"

"I-I was....you were c-calling and—" Rosé tries to speak but only stutters in the process.

"Your stomach looks awfully flat for this to be positive but I know you're not the type to lie about things like this." Jimin walks closer to her. Rosè's hands shake and can feel tears build in her eyes. She kept trying to remind herself to throw it out but she couldn't bring herself to do it. It was all she ever wanted but it wouldn't be the same without Jimin.

"I got the results the day I found out about you and Lucas."

Jimin's shoulders relax slightly remembering how hurt she was that day.

"I was going to tell you but..."

"I know what happened that day was tough and really hurtful towards you and I've apologized many times but this..." Jimin points to the pregnancy and now stands inches away from her.

"this isn't right at all Rosè. Please tell me that you didn't...." His last words come out hurt and cracked. Jimin lets out a shaky breath before placing the test down.

"Please tell me that you didn't kill it Rosè."

Rosè looks down until grabs her chin. Tears start to flow down her cheeks as she breaks down. Jimin looks into Rosè's eyes for any signs but only sees guilt.

The guilt of killing his child.

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