*sighs in Korean*

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[Y/N] POV

    It's been a year since Jimin's car accident. He's been in a coma ever since. I didn't go to college but they still kept my scholarship. One of the perks of being a dumb witted nerd. Chelsea's exact words.

Jungkook gave me one of his old apartment for me to stay at since he was moving. Again.

I haven't seen Jimin yet. Not because I can't. It's because I'm scared. Scared to know the consequences of his injury. And if I even still loved him. Did I love him? Do I love him?

It's not like I didn't visit him. I went to see him last week but they said he was gone. Must be his mother.

I lay in bed cuddled up in my blanket while eating ice cream, eating my sorrows away. I don't know why but Jungkook was on my mind. Since the accident Jungkook and I got extremely close.

Closer than just normal childhood friends.

"Honey I'm home!"

I groan once I hear Jungkook's voice. I quickly got up and got an oversized shirt and threw it on.

"Are you naked?"

"No Jungkook"

"Aww too bad"

I shake my head and brush my hair. He walks in with his little bunny smile and shopping bags in his hands. I crawl back into bed and continue eating the ice cream.

"Noona Jimin didn't breakup with so what's with the ice cream? Did he breakup with you?!"

Jungkook places the bag down on the floor and looks at me. "Did he breakup with you princess?"

His eyes went soft as I slowly shook my head. He lets out a sigh "I was about to beat him up for a second. Make his injuries even worse than before."

I roll my eyes and start eating again. My eyes catch a glimpse of his outfit. Jungkook changed over the years.

He changed over the year but I was too busy sulking to even notice.

He dyed his hair a cherry red. He started working out even more and changed his fashion sense.

I was kind of sad that he didn't wear his old white shirts and ripped jeans. Of course I can't forget the Timberlands.

He stood in front of me in yellow checkered shirt and denim jeans. But he was wearing timberlands. Knew he wouldn't change.

"Get your lazy, thick ass up"

I roll my eyes and started eating my ice cream. He sighs and shakes his head. "Princess what do I have to do to get in bed with you?"

I almost choke and look towards him. He smiles at me while I put the ice cream to the side and sit up.

"Don't you mean what do you have to do to get me out of bed?"

"A little bit of both. And out of that shirt."

He winks at me and I gulp. "You know I used to have dreams about us." He crawls towards me, staring deeply into my eyes.

"We would be having sex on the couch, bed, floor,table—"

Well this escalated quickly

His voice was so deep and smooth. My heart was racing and I could barley focus on how close he was coming towards me.

"In the kitchen. Even the shower. And I know how much you love shower sex."

He was now inches away from me. His brown pupils staring me down while his hand caressed my cheek.

I was staring at his soft baby pink lips. How luscious they looked. I wanted to kiss them so badly. Jimin was the last thing on my mind at this point.

"Can I be honest with you princess?"

My body heat was slowly rising as his hand rubbed against my thigh. I tried looking at something else but my eyes were still stuck on his lips.

"You have some seriously bad morning breath right now."

This bitch—

I kick him off my bed and he falls. My face is crimson red as I get out of bed. I walk past him as he started laughing hard.

"Oh boy! That was too funny"

I pouted as I roll my eyes. I catch a glimpse of his boner and smirked. I shake my head and walked towards the bathroom.

I grab my toothbrush and toothpaste. Jungkook walks over to the doorway and stands there looking at me. I glance at him then look away as I brush my teeth.

"Princess it was just a joke. Calm down. Please don't be mad at me."

I ignore him and rinse out my mouth. He pouted and walked towards me.

"Princess please...."

I grab my towel and wipe my mouth off. He suddenly grabs my chin forcing me to look at him.

"Please princess. I'm sorry" he whispers.

He hated when I was mad at him. Even when we were kids.

I grin at him and he tenses up. I run my index finger along his jawline then down to his neck. He stares at me while I lick my lips.

"You know my prince. If you were really sorry then here's what I want you to do" I whispered.

His gaze never leaves mine as I pull him by his collar. "Stop being a dick for once." I knee him in his crotch as he falls to the floor.

"Princess!!" he says groaning.

I giggle and run out the bathroom and into the living room. He stumbles out the bathroom limping towards me. "Y/N that hurt really bad you know"

I laugh and walk over to the kitchen. "Well you deserve it" I said grabbing a Lucky Charms cereal box and a bowl. He sighs and walks over to me, sitting down by the kitchen counter.

"Why am I even friends with you?"

I pour the cereal in the bowl and stare at him. He had his cheeky little bunny smile. He was adorable.

"Because your mother wants me to keep you safe dick head." I flick his forehead and he winces. "Ok woman come here" he jumps out of his seat and onto the counter, spilling the cereal.

"Jungkook!" He jumps off and I walk back away slowly. "You're trapped now Noona." He walked closer to me as my back hits the counter.

"Jungkook can't we talk this out" I said with a nervous chuckle.

"We can do more than talk."

He grabs my chin and pulls me closer to him. He pecks my lips softly and looks at me with a grin. I didn't want him to end things and he damn well and knew that.

Without thinking I crash my lips onto his basically begging for more. The heat between us ignited and I could physically feel it.

I tug on his hair while his hand went up my shirt. An uncontrollable urge came over me and it was scaring me.

Jimin was in the hospital and may not wake up. I had to get some stress out and Jungkook was the only one around. I should do it right?

I'm suddenly lifted onto the counter. Jungkook's lips latch onto my neck and my head falls back.

"Finally giving in princess?"

Was I?

I moaned as his hips roll into me causing more friction.

I was finally going to have the orgasm I've wanted for years. It may mean losing my V-card but it was worth it.

Right?

Jungkook lifts me into his arms again. He kisses me as he walks over to the couch. The kiss got sloppier as he laid me down on the couch.

I ripped his shirt open causing him to smirk.

"Didn't know you were this kinky princess"

I blushed and my hand trailed a long his abs. I lick my lips as he goes deeper in between me.

"Jungkook" I moan out.

He nuzzles his head by my neck and bites my earlobe.

"Relax baby...."

A faint knock is heard at the door and Jungkook groans. "Be right back." He rolls his eyes and walks over to the door.

I sit up and wait patiently. He opens the door and he freezes.

"Hey Jungkook. Where's cupcake"

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Favorite chapter to be honest 😂

edit: favorite scene and why, just curious lol