Lux slammed me against the wall so hard that for a few blinding moments, I'd thought I'd gone too far. His fingers dug into my thighs as he jerked them around his hips. I could barely gasp for air as he shoved his tongue down my throat and pressed his body against mine.

My hands shook with anticipation as I sank them into his blue-black hair. I almost cried out in pleasure when he rolled my bottom lip between his teeth. He pushed me harder against the wall, effectively holding me up with his body so his hands could roam my chest.

I finally broke out of my shocked trance and began to kiss him back with equal fervor. I interlocked my fingers around the nape of his neck and felt his tongue slide in my mouth. Over my teeth, the roof of my mouth, he made sure to leave no spot untouched. I hesitantly turned my head away to ease the burning in my lungs.

Lux slid his tongue in my ear and I shuddered at how good it felt. His lips traveled over my jaw and down my neck until they were covered in hickeys and bites. The vampire's hands shifted up my chest and rubbed my nipples in a circular motion. I squeezed my thighs around his hips as he teased me. He began to slow down, regaining control.

Until I had to open my mouth again.

"L-Lux," I gasped and gripped his shoulders tightly. A low growl reverberated from his throat as he began to rock against me, "I w-want to go to our room."

Cassius noticed the first time I'd called his room ours. He took it as a sign of acceptance from me and it would probably work on Lux too.

I suppose guys liked submission.

He trudged up the stairs, holding onto his last thread of self control. I jumped when he kicked the door open with a loud crack.

Lux pinned me to the bed and tore my shirt over my head. He froze momentarily and ran his fingers over my chest. Admiring my bare skin. I panted and felt blood rush to my face as he kissed my nipple, hard and stiff from his teasing. The vampire spread his warm tongue over the bud and I arched my back against his body.

He jerked down my trousers and I jolted in surprise. Stopping his hand too late. His gaze trailed to the spiraling black mark on my left thigh. I held my breath in terror.

Lux wasn't himself, he was frustrated and barely hanging on. I watched the fury burn in his eyes for a moment until they snapped closed for a few seconds. He pressed his lips to my inner thigh. A gasp bubbled from my lips as he kissed and sucked closer and closer to my aching manhood. Lux's fangs scraped against my sensitive skin and I arched my back as they dug into my flesh.

He didn't do it to feed either. The vampire sipped slowly, hardly taking anything at all. He did it to watch the waves of pleasure and lust pulse through my body. I tensed and writhed at the uncontrollable pleasure.

"Please, please, please," I whimpered and thrashed my head to the side. Lux detached his fangs and ran his warm hand up my stomach and chest. He kissed over the path of his fingers and bit me again. Right under my nipple. This time I couldn't stop the scream of pleasure from escaping me. He did the same thing.

Over and over again. On my chest, my neck, my throat. His name rolled off my tongue repeatedly and each time it did, I could feel it pushing him further and further away from sanity.

Lux hovered over me and I could see how hard he was fighting it. Trying to hold back from pounding me until I was begging him to stop. He clenched his fists in the sheets beside my head. I gave him a lopsided grin and slid my hand up his shirt. Tugging it over his head.

My breath caught at the sight of his torso in the pale moonlight. There were scars. Up his chest, his sides. Some were thin white lines while others were angry and red. I inhaled sharply as I ran my fingers over an especially large one just below his ribs.

His gaze burned his lust as he caught my wrist in his hand.

"I'm already trying to hold back from fucking you senseless Alabaster," he murmured and brushed his lips against my cheek. "Don't make it harder."

I nodded half heartedly. Even if I wanted him to fuck me senseless.

Lux removed his pants until we were finally skin to skin. Body to body. I sighed in relief at the warmth that poured from him.

"Lux," I whined and dug my fingernails into his shoulder blades. He rocked against my wet entrance in an agonizingly slow pattern, "f-fuck me."

The vampire slid his hand down my side and pressed two fingers over my hole. I held my breath as he pushed them inside slowly. A moan bubbled from my lips as he immediately rubbed against my prostate.

I felt his lips quirk into a smile against my neck.

"Do you like that?" He whispered and brushed his lips over a bite mark. He rubbed against it again and I arched my back.

"Y-yes! Yes," I whined and curled my toes in pleasure. He began to thrust faster, rubbing harder against that bundle of nerves. My thighs quivered with pleasure as I cried and begged him to slow down. I couldn't come from being fingered. That would just be embarrassing.

He slid another finger in and stretched my hole wide for his cock. I let out a sob of pleasure and dragged my nails down his toned back. Lux kissed down my neck and finally pulled out his fingers.

I shuddered and arched my back against him as the bulbous head of his cock prodded my entrance.

"Lux, please," I whined and scrunched my eyes closed. His fangs grazed my neck as he pushed inside. I immediately sucked in half his length and moaned at how thick it was. Lux very gently thrust the rest inside me. I gasped and moved my hips against him.

The vampire let loose a low growl and began to piston fuck me. Hard. I moaned and twisted my body against his with each thrust. My nails clawed down his back as he went deeper. I walls clamped around his hard cock as he began to pound my prostate mercilessly. His named flew from my lips in ecstasy as I wrapped my legs around his waist.

Lux was so rough.

His hands were tight on my hips and he thrust inside of me with zero restraint.

Maybe it was his extra vampire strength. Or speed. Or that extra few inches. But I screamed bloody murder as he made me come all over our chests.

I gasped and felt slow waves of my climax ripples through my legs and abdomen. Lux continued to slam into me. Fucking me as hard as he could. I squeezed my eyes shut and clenched around his huge cock.

He roared as he burst inside of me. I panted and held his body close to mine.

Lux began thrusting just as hard again. He was making up for a month's worth of being left unsatisfied. And I loved it.

My muscles screamed with exhaustion as my stomach knotted tight with pleasure. I panted and moaned in his ear as he deliberately began to fuck my prostate harder.

"You like it right here, Alabaster?" Lux muttered in my ear and thrust deep for emphasis. I screamed and rocked my body against his as he pelted my sweet spot with his cock.

"Y-yes! Fuck me there!" I begged and squeezed my thighs around his waist. He was losing it now. Really losing it. I had to take off the heat a little bit.

My lips pressed against his and I slid my tongue inside. He growled as I thrust my hips hard against him. In response the vampire spread my cheeks apart and thrust hard against my prostate. I began to suck down his sexual energy, letting it flow inside me and fill me up.

He moaned and came inside me once more. I arched my back and followed suit as he pumped his load into my ass.

Lux pulled his mouth away and ran his lips down my neck. I panted and ran my fingers through his dark hair. His thrusts were slow now. Mostly riding out the ripples of pleasure that tingled through our bodies.

My back and thighs were sore from how tense I'd been as he fucked me. But it was a welcoming feeling. Familiar.

He eased out and I felt his cum leak onto the sheets.

I didn't protest when he gathered me in his arms and brought me to the bathroom. The vampire turned on the spray and stepped in with me. I shivered as the heat stung my wounds. Lux set me on my feet and set to work cleaning the sweat and cum off and out of my body.

We didn't speak, I was too tired and he was being... quiet. But I wouldn't push it.

After he finished washing us I rested my face in his shoulder and wrapped my arms around his torso. His hands came to rest on my hips as we let the water pour down on our bodies.

"Lux, I'm not hurt you know," I whispered in his ear and felt his hand twitch slightly. "You weren't too rough."

"You have bruises everywhere," he hissed and grazed his thumb over one on my hip for emphasis.

"I like it that way," I told him, knowing that he was just angry at himself for losing his cool. "I like it when you leave marks."

"You're going to hurt a lot tomorrow," Lux sighed and ran a hand up my back. "I could have at least toned it down a little bit."

"Don't ever tone it down," I laughed and slid my finger through his slick hair, "I love it that way."

"Are you sure?" He mumbled and scanned my face for any sign of doubt.

"Positive. It's just a few hickeys," I waved my hand, "nothing I can't handle."

Lux didn't respond.

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The vampire laid me on the bed and tucked me under the covers with him. I swung my leg over his waist and rested my head beneath his chin. Lux slid his fingers down my bare back.

"Thank you, Alabaster," he said barely above a whisper, I crooked a brow in confusion.

"What for?" I asked and looked up at him.

"For... giving me this," he admitted and I understood what he was referring to.

"I thought that it was time to move on." Lies. I wrapped my arms around his neck.

"I see," there was a lightness to his tone, something like hope. And it crushed me that I hadn't moved on.

If only Lux had never found me.