I tapped on the door, bag in hand and waited for Jamie to answer. Usually, I'd just go charging in, but who knows what he and Nikolai were up to. I lifted my fist to knock again but the door swung open. Nikolai stood in the doorway.

"Oh hi," I stated and gave him a little wave. He gave me a droll stare and leaned against the doorway.

"Why are you here? Shouldn't you be frolicking with Cassius?" He implored and crossed his arms over his chest. I glared at him and tried to push past.

"Actually we're fighting, that's why I'm here," I retorted and tried to peek over his shoulder. Unfortunately, vampires were fuckin' tall.

"Jamie!" I screeched into the house, "your boyfriend won't let me in!"

I immediately heard him thumping through the hall. He skidded in front of me.

"He is not my boyfriend," he muttered breathlessly. I smiled and pushed past Nikolai. He wouldn't keep me out with Jamie right in front of us.

"Nice to see you too, buddy," I grinned and gave him a hug, he pat me on the back and I set my bag down.

"So, what's up?" He asked and plopped down on the couch, I noticed his shirt was a few sizes too big. Nikolai sized.

Suspicious.

I sat down beside him.

"Well, first things first, I'm pregnant."

-

After half an hour of questions and Jamie fussing over me, everything finally calmed down.

"If you're pregnant why are you here?" Jamie asked in exasperation, "I would expect Cassius to be all over you."

"Uh, yeah, about that..." I trailed off and rubbed the back of my neck, "he doesn't actually know."

"That's going to be fun," Nikolai remarked sarcastically, I shot him a glare.

"I only found out two days ago, and he was mad at me so I didn't really want to tell him," I told Jamie awkwardly and folded my arms over my abdomen.

"He's gonna be pissed man." He whispered and it made me giggle a little bit.

"Good," I laughed and leaned closer to Jamie's ear, "I like it when he's rough."

He blushed and pushed me away, "gross, I don't want to hear about your sex life."

"Not even when he-" my friend slapped a hand over my mouth and blushed harder.

"No!" He gasped and hesitantly pulled his palm away. "Definitely not."

"Anyways, he's only mad because I yelled at him first," I lamented and pressed my knuckles into my cheek. "I threw up at three in the morning and he started to ask questions so I freaked out."

"That sucks, are you feeling any better?" Jamie asked, concern laced in his soft voice.

"Well, yeah, I guess, but you know what would be great?" I smiled and leaned forward, "if you let me stay for a few days."

"Uh, sure?" He replied with uncertainty and shot Nikolai a glance. Who, in turn, ignored him.

Oh yeah, five-star vampire boyfriend right there.

"Thanks, I didn't want to be alone in my creepy apartment," I sighed and flopped back on the cushions. "So am I sleeping on the couch?"

"Uh, well, that's where Nikolai sleeps, but-"

"James! I am surprised at you!" I gasped in mock surprise, "forcing your man to sleep by himself."

Jamie blushed hard, "I- we're- that's not- we're not-" he sputtered and flailed his hands.

"We're not together," Nikolai assisted and looked down at Jamie with an unidentifiable glint in his eye. Jamie nodded in agreement and squirmed uncomfortably.

"Well this is a great chance, just don't be too loud," I teased, a sadistic grin plastered on my face.

Jamie's eyes were saucers and his face was completely red, "Allie! You can't say stuff like that! It embarrassing!"

I saw out of the corner of my eye Nikolai was watching my friend with a smile on his face. There was no way they weren't fucking.

Well, I mean, probably not fucking. But there had to be some kissing at least. At. Least.

"Fine," I breathed, "I guess I'll just have to share the bed with Jamie then."

I watched as Nikolai whipped his head in my direction with startling speed.

"Yeah, tha-" Jamie began to agree with me, but I could feel jealousy radiating from the vampire.

"No." Nikolai stated curtly and crossed his legs.

"What!? But- but why?" My friend cried, embarrassment was etched across his entire face.

"Because I said so," He replied, I watched as they interacted and it seemed like there was nobody there but them.

This will be fun.

"B-but..." Jamie tried to find the right words to protest but before he could the vampire leaned down and whispered something in his ear. His hand covering his words.

Jamie blushed again and sat up straighter. What the fuck did he say?

"Um, yeah, that's fine," he muttered to me, "I'll share with Nikolai."

His voice wavered as he spoke. Jamie was so adorable. And awkward.

"Then I stick to my previous statement," they looked momentarily confused, "don't be too loud."

And that set off the conversation once again.

It was mostly just me and Jamie with Nikolai throwing in an occasional comment. Although he mostly just watched Jamie.

I was in for a crazy week.

-

I laid on the couched, a pillow in my arms, staring at the ceiling fan.

I pondered names mostly. Wondered about the baby, whether it was going to be a boy or a girl. I had a feeling it was going to be a boy though.

Leo, maybe, or Blake.

If I wanted human names, that is. My parents and their generation had mostly traditional names, Lily for lilith, and Anna was just, well Anna. But recently demons had been giving their kids human or faerie or werewolf names. A lot of older demons thought their younger counterparts were turning their back on tradition.

But fuck that, am I right?

Yeah, it's like America's punk rock age all over again. My moms were both total stoners as teenagers. I'm pretty sure that's how they met, actually. At a party or something. Super high. I think they were detained together. I don't even want to begin to think of what they did.

My thoughts started to get fuzzy and trail off, I shut my eyes and slipped into a half-awake kind of sleep.

I could feel him, his lips on my skin. His fingers on my hips. His body between my legs. I laughed as he pinned me down on the bed and nipped at my throat.

"Cassius!" I squealed as he slid his hand under my shirt and pinched my nipple. I reached my hands behind his back and lifted his shirt off his head. My breath caught as I threw the shirt to the side. "Did I ever tell you how ripped you are?"

"Just now," he remarked and unzipped my jeans. I worked on taking off his belt. It started slow, but soon we couldn't get our clothes off fast enough. I tugged off his pants and he tore my shirt off.

The prince pressed the head of his cock to my entrance but I stopped him.

"I wanna go slow," I whispered in his ear and straddled him. My hand wrapped around both of our cocks as I began to pump fast and hard. I moaned and rested my forehead on his shoulder, looking down at our erections. Cassius soon joined me, making quiet whimpers bubble from my lips. Why hadn't we tried this before? It felt fucking amazing when his cock slid against mine.

I arched my back and cum burst from my tip, but I continued to pleasure our cocks. My thumb slid over his slit, wet with precum. He groaned and came on my chest. I pushed him back on the bed and slid down his body. My lips ran over his shaft and pressed on his head. I quickly swallowed him, bobbing on his cock. The tip grazed the back of my throat and I suppressed the urge to gag.

My fingers wrapped around his base while I kissed and licked the head. His cock swelled in my hand and I knew he was close. I began to bob up and down again, taking it in my mouth while I jacked him off. Cassius buried his fingers in my hair and came in my mouth. I sucked his cum down my throat but there was so much that some of it leaked from my mouth and ran down my chin. I pulled away and panted for breath, wiping my lips with the back of my hand.

A smirk adorned my mouth as I crawled back up to his face.

"Was it good?" I asked and kissed his jaw. Cassius slid his fingers over my entrance and I moaned quietly.

"Amazing," he muttered breathlessly and slipped a finger inside my wet hole. I whimpered and pressed my body on top of him, our erections rubbed together.

"Mmngh, Cassius," I moaned as he pushed two more digits inside of me. I writhed as he rubbed against my prostate.

"You like being finger fucked?" Cassius murmured and slid his tongue inside my ear. My eyes rolled back in my head as he began to fist me deeper. I rocked my hips and thrust against him. My hands pulled my cheeks apart so he could fuck me harder.

I screamed in pleasure and exploded between our chests. My mouth opened to speak, but something cut me off.

It was muffled, but filled me with a sense of urgency.

Crying.

A baby is crying.

I searched wildly for where the sound was coming from. All I could think was, my baby! My baby is crying! My baby is hurt!

Panic swelled in my chest and Cassius disappeared until everything was black and all I could hear was the painful screech of a child. I ran, as fast as I could trying to stop the crying, but I couldn't see and the noise seemed to bombard me from all directions.

"No!" I gasped and jolted awake. The ceiling fan spun above me. I was at Jamie's apartment, everything was fine.

I took deep breaths and sat up, that was when I realized I had soiled my pants. Cum drenched my underwear.

"Are you fucking kidding me?" I whispered and hobbled to the bathroom. My dick was still hard. I'm so glad it's the middle of the night. I bit my lip and locked the door, peeling away my clothes and underwear.

My tail slithered from my tailbone, but I didn't want to let out my wings in fear that they would knock something over. I sighed and wrapped my fingers around my cock. Imagining that they were Cassius'.

I moaned and pinched the head, spreading cum all over my erection.

"Cassius," I whimpered and felt my tail prod my hole. I collapsed to my knees and began to pump my cock with both hands. It was almost as if I could hear Cassius whispering dirty things in my ear. "F-fuck me, please!"

My tail pressed inside of me and I gasped at the added pleasure of how sensitive the velvety whip was. It began to fuck me relentlessly, hard and deep. I bent over and pressed my cheek to the cool tile floor. My entire body rocked and quivered at how hard I fucked myself. Moans flew from my lips uncontrollably as my tail went deeper and deeper.

It rubbed against my prostate, repeatedly ramming into my sweet spot. I arched my back and gave up trying to play with my cock. I just let it fuck me harder, imagining that my tail was Cassius' cock and he was taking me from behind.

With a gasp I came on the clean white tile and relaxed my tense muscles.

"Cassius," I whimpered, I wanted to be home with him. To be snuggled against his warm body and listen to his steady heartbeat. I wanted him to hold me and love me.

But alas, we were in different dimensions. Bummer.

I slowly cleaned myself off and changed into more comfortable clothes. My body ached every time I moved until I finally laid back down on the couch and pulled the blanket over me. With a sigh my eyes closed and sleep washed over me again.

I miss Cassius.

Jun 2018