I was a lonely child who grew up with wealth but lacked family affection, I felt abandoned, no one noticed me..
On a heavy rainy day, he came to me, his presence like a warm ray of sunshine shining in and breaking the cold wall of my mind. He was very poor, but even so, he did not hesitate to take the only cake of him gave me, which was only a cheap cake, but it was his whole day's meal. From that moment, I realized that I had to protect this idiot, we were close, he seemed like a very important person to me, I realized that I've liked him, my feelings have grown over time and I always kept it hidden in my heart.
Until the end of high school, I confessed to him, coincidentally, he also liked me in a certain moment and also kept this withheld. Expressing feelings for each other becomes more convenient and we were in love for four years.
Until one day, because my parents saw me often going out house to go out with him, they tracked me down and discovered that I was gay, they considered us sick people and forced me to get married to one woman, we tried everything to convince them but everything gradually became meaningless, I am the eldest son in the family, so I can't do anything with them but helplessly wait for the wedding day.
That day, He attended my wedding, trying to suppress the pain and bless my wedding and my wife. Seeing him like that, my heart ached but could not do anything, during the wedding, I stopped when my passed him but did not turn his face to look at him. I know he is very sad after that happy smile and me too, none of us want this to happen. My eyes full disappointed, my of regret regret in life is that I not marry and protect him, I raised my head a little, gently tell him.
"If I was allowed to choose, I would choose you, my little ray of sunshine."