"Ah..."

The sound of pleasure now was heard filling the dim room. And that was the most beautiful thing that he'd ever heard in his entire life. He never found this kind of pleasure when he's with her.

He tightened his grip when he tried to get inside her. As he pushed himself harder, she let out a moan but louder 'cause she could feel the pain more.

"Fuck, baby. You're so tight."

A tear began to fall down her eyes. She tried to endure the pain. And he knows what he's doing to calm her. So he planted a passionate kiss on her lips. And it really affected her.

"Baby, say .. my name." He whispered in her ear as he kept thrusting.

"Yeon.. Jun... Ah ..."

The thoughts soon stopped breathing

When you get back

My determination comes instantly undone

For you

The ringtone now chimed, replacing the previous sound of pleasure. And there was a black haired guy now asleep on his bed. But soon, he woke up from his dream as he let the blanket fall gracefully from his bare torso.

Shocked, panicked, unbelievable, when he tried to recall the dream he got last night. And it's always the same dream. Lately, weirdly, he always dreamed of him having the intercourse with Rae.

"The fuck?" He pushed his hair back and wiped away his sweaty temple. He then buried his face in frustration for a moment.

Not long after, he grabbed his phone on the nightstand. Somehow, he wanted to kill himself right away when he found Rae was calling him earlier.

"Fuck." He kept cursing as he ignored her calls when his phone chimed once again.

He got up feeling bad. His throat was sore after cursing in the morning. So, he decided to leave the room for the kitchen to drink some water.

In another room, there was a red hair dyed girl, more like a ginger chick exactly, looking confused to know that Yeonjun just rejected her calls.

"Hmm, what's wrong with him?"

Rae still tried to contact him. But now, she was texting him so he could read it later and probably remember what he promised her before.

- Rae -

'Yeonjun, I'm gonna hit the gym soon. I hope you're doing fine and remember that today is the day you promised me! See you!'

The message was already sent. She put her phone down on the desk. She then looked at her figure in the mirror, trying to tie her hair up that looked a little longer now.

"Duh, my hair's getting longer. Do I look like Beomgyu now?" She talked to herself as her mind flashed at the past 2 years when Beomgyu got a mullet haircut just like her.

"I wanna cut my hair, it's uncomfortable though. But Emily told me that I should keep it long. So, the fans wouldn't get bored." She let out a sigh. "Fine, let's see how the fans would react!"

She stopped talking to herself as she decided to leave the room, on her own way to hit the gym.

Meanwhile Yeonjun in his room, tried to dig into toasted bread lazily as he took a sip of milk after. His thumb was now touching the phone screen, randomly scrolling down each message he got. No messages have caught his eyes at this moment yet.

His phone vibrated as earlier he turned on the vibrate mode. So, he wouldn't get any messages from Rae. But it turned out to be so wrong to avoid her like that, 'cause she's literally been everywhere.

"Fuck." He found her message. He read the half of it right away through the notification bar. And he kept ignoring her texts or calls. He tried to deny his feelings because of that lustful dream.

He completely never knew that today was the day he promised her to meet. And he didn't even know that it's the reason why she kept bothering him. And at the end of the day, he officially broke his promise. He literally forgot about everything so easily.

And Rae out there, has always been such a forgiving person. She's hurting but in any other way, she kept tolerating his shitty behavior like it was nothing.

+×+

Another day passed by, another kind of torturing day he endured came back around. Like, how could someone be as simple as her but yet he admitted that she's getting more breathtaking day by day –especially when he knew that she let her hair grow longer, easily to come in and out of his wildest dream?

How could she make him daydream something that he shouldn't intensely?

How could she innocently smile at him during the day they met like they had no bad terms at all?

And how could she easily find him whenever he tried to avoid her?

Seriously, how?

And now, why?

It's a why for him. Like, why did his heart race?

Why did he feel the butterflies in his stomach?

Then why was his face getting red? Every time she's around or not?

All of those mixed feelings seemed to keep bothering him till the day he finally couldn't escape from her ever again.

"Yeonjun?" Rae called out his name as she entered the gym. "Is that you?" Looking at his back, a part of her believed that it was him in the chest press machine, while the other half of her seemed unsure.

And here he was, the black haired guy she was called, kept ignoring her. He was pretending to be deaf. He kept exhaling as he pressed the handles away from his chest. And he's about to inhale but the figure of he's being afraid of, finally came in front of him out of nowhere.

"Argh." He groaned when he suddenly dropped his arms away from the handles as he's being shocked. It absolutely made her worried, so she leaned in just to check him out.

"Yeonjun, you okay?"

"Oh, fuck." He winced slightly in pain. "Don't touch me." He then pushed her hands away.

"Look, I'm sorry, I didn't mean to–"

"Fuck off."

"Yeonjun, please.. tell me.. what's bothering you." She insisted not to let him go.

He froze and kept looking away. She then strengthened herself to make him turn around, to face her. "Yeonjun, look at me."

Yeonjun successfully turned around to face her. She kept saying something but yet he didn't seem to hear anything. He's completely focused on her eyes, down to her delicious lips. His mind instantly flashed some dirty little scenes.

He imagined how he kissed her lips as she kissed him back passionately. The kiss turned into tongue to tongue as they deepened their kisses.

He could hear a little moan from her as he pulled out the kiss. He's ready to explore her neck, biting her like a vampire till it leaves her such a red mark. He's going to claim her as his. So, nobody could even lay a finger on her.

"Yeonjun? Hello?" The sound of snapping fingers was heard. Suddenly it stopped him from daydreaming. "Why are you spacing out–"

She stopped talking when his forefinger pressed her lips. "You really wanna know what's on my mind lately?"

"Yeah, just tell me."

"Well, you know what?" He smirked. "I wanna ruin you so fuckin' bad every time I see you." Yeonjun then stepped forward, making her jolt as she decided to step back. "Don't you even fucking get it?"

"Wh.. why?" She stuttered as he kept getting closer.

"I just want to.. Would you let me?"

Yeonjun softened his eyes. He made her fully nervous and scared at the same time. Her eyes suddenly scanned the room, looking like she was trying to find some help. But unfortunately, no one's around in the gym. Just both of them alone.

"Please?"

Rae gulped seeing his face up close. "H-how?"

As expected of Rae, she seemed to know nothing about adult things. She thought that Yeonjun would ruin her in a bad way. Meanwhile Yeonjun expected it in a sexual way.

"Come," Yeonjun pulled her waist close. "Let me show you." Their bodies now were inches away as he whispered in her ear. Somehow, it sent her shivers down to her spine.

"Yeo... Yeon.. Jun.. ah.." She let out a little moan when he bit her earlobe all of a sudden.

"Mm, did you like it?" He bit his lower lips as he caressed her cheek.

The bite earlier seemed to make her heart flutter. "I–"

He pecked her upper lips gently. "More?"

She bit her lower lips without a word. So, he assumed that she wanted more. He began to put his lips on hers, making her eyes widened.

He kept kissing her, waiting for her to respond. And not in a minute, she felt like she needed to trust him. So, she began to take his kiss, gently, slowly but surely.

She wrapped her arms around his neck as their kisses grew deeper. When he bit her lips in between their kisses, she was startled for a while.

Their kiss kept going intense and passionately especially when his hand started to slip into her sweatpants. He felt the rush and was so needy to touch every inch of her bare skin. He thinks that he couldn't wait any longer.

"Stop." She loosened the kiss, slowly pushing him away when she thought that he had crossed the line. "Yeonjun, we can't do it here."

"Why, baby?" Yeonjun seemed to be slightly disappointed.

"You can't just casually undress me here. What if someone came?"

"But no one came in when we kissed?"

"We.. we can't. We just can't."

"Why though? You can simply undress me here and I don't mind. You've seen me shirtless many times before."

"It's more complicated than you think." She stared at his figure for a while. He looked so hot, wearing that gray sleeveless top. His biceps sparkled out some glitters in her eyes. Meanwhile in the others eyes, it's just some beads of sweat that kept streaming.

He sighed heavily, "I see. You don't trust me enough to tell me about everything."

She caught a glimpse of disappointment in his eyes. It hurt her, somehow, but she couldn't just let the words out at this moment.

She couldn't simply tell him that she's a girl. She couldn't just let everyone see her bare body. She couldn't just let them do something erotic in a public area. She couldn't just let him as a friend take her first time, even though he already stole her first kiss. So, she was just saying that she's sorry.

"I'm sorry, Yeonjun. We need to think further. Let's just call it a night."

"Right, Goodnight." He let go of her with such a heavy heart.

"Goodnight, Yeonjun." That was the last word he heard, coming out of her sexy lips. She left him wordless, feeling like she had just slapped him right in the face, as if he had forgotten his sweet daydream for just a meantime that came to life.