Y/n pov

After getting dressed up we go to the dinning room and I saw the food is already here .... I looked at him questionly as who bring the food??? He smiled at my confused state.....

Namjoon: I told the maid to cook the dinner for us..... I know you are going to be tired from the journey.... And moreover I don't want my precious wife's hands on cooking food.... I want to treasure those hands of yours..... It just meant to touch mine......

Namjoon said as he took her hands and put them on his cheek to feel him warmth..... I feel like a sudden current pass through my whole body because of this touch...... I immediately take my hands away from his cheeks..... I can feel his stare on me.... He is kinda upset through because of that.....

We sit in dinner table and started to eat our food..... I helped namjoon and he helped me..... After finishing eating, he was about to go but I asked him something that is in my mind for a long time since the car to here.....

Y/n: why are you being nice with me???

I asked him I can feel his whole body stiffs hearing this question but he sit down while answering my question......

Namjoon: because I want to move our relationship to be in good terms.... I want to start everything in a new way...... Forgetting all the past things..... I.... I just want you to love me..... Just stay beside me.......Be with me till my last breath.....

He said looking at me with a desperate look in his eyes...... I don't know what to say..... He is telling me to forgot all the past things!!! How can I forgot it so easily..... I look at him finally staring at his eyes.....

Y/n: how can you start a new way??? Killing someone??? Don't you feel regret at all???? You killed a person!!! You want to forgot but how I can forgot about all the things you have done to me????

She didn't notice that hearing all of her talk he is struggling through his inner monster.... He wants to crush you by his dominance how dare you try to question him like that...... 

I feel his eyes changed in a matter of seconds.... I can again feel his dark gaze and dark aura around him.... The same dark aura that suffocates me to the core....... He is now looking at me giving me his most dangerous glare......

He leaned on the table and his eyes shined for a moment giving me a chill down to my spine.... Then in a matter of seconds his gaze turned into a normal one.....

Namjoon: what I did for you is best.... I want to forgot everything because in this way you can live I can't change the past but I can give you a better future.... You are mine.... That thing will never change... Just accept me the way I am that's what I want from you.... I know I can't make you forget it all but we can make a  memories that can heal the past mistakes.....

He said with his sweet honey like voice and get up and go to the kitchen ...... After coming back from the kitchen he was about to go but he stopped in the door and look at me.....

Namjoon:  oh.... yes.....I didn't regret killed someone at all.... This thing is my habit you better accept it... It will be easier for you......

With that he left the room giving me the biggest shock of my life..... Each and every word gives me a uncomfortable feeling to me....... He said killing someone is his habit..... I look at the door and think about the only thing that is now in my mind.... His behavior his eyes..... Everything seems fishy..... One moment I feel like he is going to eat me up and in the other moment he talks so sweetly to me like we are a perfect husband wife ...... What he really is!!!! He is pretending or he is a bipolar.....

I sighed and go to the room where namjoon and I going to sleep.... I slowly go to the bed and lay down trying to get some sleep.... In some moments I drifted into sleep...... Namjoon came and saw her sleeping..... He put the blanket in her body......

Namjoon: you are lucky that I control myself.... I can't see you hurt.... I promise I will make it up for you......

And with that he go to the other side of the bed and drifted off to sleep......... The night is gloomy because of the black clouds are still wandering around the sky..... No matter what happen this black clouds didn't fade away..... It's hiding the moon just like Namjoon's hidden monster......

Somewhere

The room is dark but only a corner light is shining.... There a man goes to the light.....

???: How is she??? What happened to her actually????

???: She is stressed because of the certain events.... I think she will be fine..... Boss.....

???: Did he suspect you, Dr. Choi yeonjun???

He asked as he came forward to the light reavealing a young doctor who just sit in the chair chuckling darkly......

Yeonjun: No, Boss.... He didn't.... I act pretty well.....   And how would he know which doctor has gone.....   the real doctor Choi yeonjun or the Choi yeonjun?????By the way, when we are gonna attack in the safe house????

???: tomorrow night..... By the way everyone is ready???

Yeonjun: yes, Boss... Just waiting for your permission....

He just hummed and thinking about destroying the Kim family...... His eyes are only on the board where every person who is related to Kim Family and their relatives pictures hanging..... He took the pen and put a cross ❌ on a certain picture.... In the other side Yeonjun is smirking thinking about the attack......

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To be continued

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