"How the fuck did that happen?"

"Sehun"

Alarms went off in Chanyeol's head. He was incensed—beyond fucking pissed after hearing Sehun's name. He didn't need to hear the rest of the story because right now, his number one priority is to kill Sehun and not give a fuck about the consequences afterward. He closed his eyes for a brief moment before he opened them, nothing but cruelty written in them. Baekhyun was scared. Never has he ever seen Chanyeol like this. Not when they fight. Not when he's angry. Ever.

Baekhyun took ahold of his boyfriend's hand and gave it a light squeeze. However, that did nothing for him; all he could see was red.

"Ch-Chan," Baekhyun nervously called "what are you gonna do about it?" When he didn't receive an answer, he tugged on the taller's hand only for him to drag his hand away and accidentally hit his ear. Tears pooled around the corner of his eyes he smiled, this catching Chanyeol's attention.

"I-I'm so sorry, Baek. It was unintentional," Chanyeol spluttered. "I really didn't mean that" He hugged the pregnant male in hopes that he would forgive him.

Baekhyun suddenly gripped Chanyeol's arm tightly, "Ch-Chanyeol, I c-can't see"

Chanyeol held Baekhyun's face in his hands, "Is the sun too much?"

"N-No. I really can't see a thing," Baekhyun panicked, his body shivering. "I-It's so dark and scary" Truly, his vision was gone and it scared him so much. What if he won't be able to see his lover's face again? What if he won't even able to see his first borns? The thought petrified him.

"Yura, stay here with Luhan. I'm taking Baek to the hospital"

--

A sigh fell from Kwanghee's mouth as he inspected Baekhyun, "He has temporary blindness and I'm afraid it won't go away until he gives birth" Baekhyun started to cry, his eyes looking all over the place but he can't see a single thing. "Relax. If you panic, your blood pressure may go up and your vision might be permanently gone. Just wait it out, okay?"

Baekhyun nodded, "O-okay." He started to feel lightheaded and so he fell on Chanyeol's shoulders. His chest started to tighten and he was gasping for air, gripping tightly on Chanyeol's shoulder. "H-help"

Kwanghee rushed out of the room and came back with a few doctors and nurses. They had to drag Chanyeol out of the room while they treated Baekhyun. Gosh, can his life get any worse?

First his cousin, now Baek. What is he going to do? Shouting at the top of his lungs, he kicked the wall and knocked out a lady's coffee out of her hand. He couldn't care less, though. If anything happens to Baekhyun or his unborn kids, he doesn't know what he'll do and he doesn't want to find out.

Chanyeol walked out of the hospital, feeling like the weight of the world was on his shoulders, carrying everyone's burdens while they laugh at him, make a fool out of him. His legs felt weak and eventually he stopped walking somehow ending up at an abandoned building. He was surprised though when he saw Baekhyun's ex, Kyungsoo.

"What are you doing here?" Kyungsoo asked, raising one of his eyebrows and walking over to the latter. He sat beside him and touched his shoulder which made Chanyeol flinch a bit. "Where's Baek?"

Heaving out an exasperated sigh, he responded, "He's at the hospital."

Kyungsoo's eyes widened wider than they already were and he got up, about to leave Chanyeol but he gripped his hand tightly. "No. Can you just stay with me for a while?"

Shocked, Kyungsoo nodded and sat beside the taller male, his hand still in Chanyeol's grasp. He felt awkward and didn't know what to do. "Um, wh-"

Chanyeol kissed him.

Kyungsoo immediately pushed him away, "What are you doing? Are you crazy?"

"Please...just make me feel better," Chanyeol pleaded. "Make me forget for just a minute that my life is a wreck. Only for a minute"

And it seemed like Kyungsoo was crazy as well because he slowly leaned in and latched his lips on the giant's own. Kyungsoo knew this was wrong. Chanyeol knew it was wrong. But, he couldn't help it. Just one taste of Kyungsoo's lips and he was addicted. He wanted more.

They pulled apart for air, both staring into each other's eyes. "Can you do one more thing for me?" Chanyeol asked and Kyungsoo unconsciously nodded. "Just make me feel good one more time"

That's how they ended up having sex. Chanyeol knew for sure that what he was doing was wrong and he hopes that no one would find out about it, specifically, Baekhyun ㅡ the same male who's carrying his children, the same male who he fell in love with the minute he set his eyes on him, the same male who reciprocates those feelings. But here he was; having a good time with Kyungsoo while he was suffering in the hospital and maybe on the verge of death.

The two males fell into bed, breathing heavily after they messily orgasmed on and in each other. Neither of the two said anything, feeling slightly guilty about what they have done, Kyungsoo having the feeling more than Chanyeol. He doesn't know how he's going to face Baekhyun ever again and call him his friend. What friend sleeps with their friend's boyfriend and still deserve that title? Not Kyungsoo. And although Chanyeol was the one who initiated it, he should've stopped it but it's all too late. They've already done the unforgiven thing and there's nothing they can do about that.

"What are you going to tell Baekhyun?"

Chanyeol sighed and leaned in to kiss Kyungsoo one more time, "We don't tell him anything. What happened today was me trying to forget my worries and it worked." He took Kyungsoo's hand in his, "But I don't think it's the last time"

--

Chanyeol headed back to the hospital and was slapped in the face by bad news. "All of his senses shut down," Kwanghee had told him. "There's only a 30% chance that he'll live and as for the babies, they can't really survive in what basically is a dead body. There's a slight possibility that they can live if we cut them out but they can also die if we do"

Not knowing what to do or say, Chanyeol slid down the wall and began to cry. He hadn't moved from his position for a whole three hours and he doesn't intend to move. He refused to until he got good news.

But that news didn't come.

Not for the next day nor the next week. He would've thought that the next month would've been better but still, Baekhyun was in a critical state. Eventually, after the next two months, Chanyeol got tired and miserable. He grew angry at Baekhyun for not functioning properly. He needed Kyungsoo to relieve himself of the major stress he was feeling. Not a day went by where Chanyeol hadn't fuck Kyungsoo until he literally forgot his own name.

The next month was better ㅡ Baekhyun had woken up and he was already giving birth to his three lovely boys with his mother by his side the entire time. Chanyeol was a wreck though and he hated himself so much to the point that he wanted to kill himself. It was guilt and it was consuming his entire being. He doesn't have the courage to visit Baekhyun anymore or see his three miracle babies. He can't do it.

Luhan had woken up from his coma the week before and was doing great. He doesn't remember who Sehun is or the fact that he was pregnant; they weren't even memories anymore. He does remember his family and Baekhyun but that's just it. Maybe this was a chance for him to gain true happiness with someone who will love him dearly. Just maybe.

"Aren't you going to visit Baekhyun?" Kyungsoo asked, feeling sore from the sex that he and Chanyeol just had. "You know he was asking for you when I visited him, right? He wants to see you"

Chanyeol balled his fists and clenched his teeth, "I can't. I-I just feel so guilty and I can't face him. What happened to me, Kyungsoo? How did I come to this?"

"Just go see him"

Finally mustering up some courage after a week, Chanyeol went to visit Baekhyun at their new home where he was holding one of their babies.

"Channie, where the hell were you?" Baekhyun asked the minute he saw Chanyeol. "Never mind that. I didn't want to name them without you here. So, what shall we call this one?"

Chanyeol slowly made his way over to Baekhyun and his heart pounded faster than he was in Kyungsoo.

"I've always like the name Taehyung," Baekhyun gleefully said.

Chanyeol merely nodded and cracked a fake smile, "That sounds good"

"The other two are sleeping but I wanted names that rhyme"

"How about Taeyong and Taehyun?" Chanyeol suggested and Baekhyun smiled happily.

"Taehyung is the oldest by three minutes, then Taehyun came after leaving Taeyong to be the youngest" Baekhyun explained. He was smiling as if he was happy but he was really sad. He knew something was off with Chanyeol.

The hickeys and scratch marks didn't go unnoticed by Baekhyun. Also, he smelled different. He recognized the smell as Kyungsoo but he said nothing about it.

So with a broad smile but heavy heart, Baekhyun said cheerfully, "We're gonna be such a happy family"

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I finally updated and hopefully, this didn't confuse you too much. I'm having a hard time with this story but I hope I can finish it successfully. Thanks for reading~