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After leaving the hospital I thought everything was going to be fine, but I guess it was all an act cause next think I know I'm sitting here in my room with irene while she's smothering me in questions.

"So what happened again?" my aunt asked as she passed around the room with her hand on her hip

"Irene I've repeated myself like 10 times already, there is no simpler way of telling you that i lost my virginity to a stranger that happens to be much more powerful than you" I smirked but covered it up with a cough.

"I, I want you out"

"What?"

"I said I want you out of my house Caterina" she said keeping her voice calm but loud.

"You can't do this to me Irene, I have no where else to go" I cried wiping my tears away.

"I don't condome sex in my house Caterina neither do I respect teenage pregnancy, you have until tomorrow to get out" she said and got off the bed leaving out the room.

  I laid my head on the pillow crying and screaming out into my pillow.

*

After packing all of my clothes and wardrobe up I also packed a few extra things such as blankets and pillows.

I spoke to Sara about what was going on and she told me she owned a beach condo a few kilos from here and I can go stay in her place.  She also gave me one of her credit cards that she said had around a couple million  dollars from her bank account that should last me for a couple years at least.

She promised me that after everything calm down she will be there for me and the baby and so will lucca. I hugged her and let out a few tears before deciding it was time for me to leave.

I got in one of the cars they owned and drove five hours to my new destination that I will be calling home for now on.

Three and a half hours later I decided to put on some music and the first thing that popped up was Ed sheeran-  shape of you, and i started to sing along.

{Lyrics to the song P.S. you can listen to the song while reading the lyrics heheh}

"The club isn't the best place to find a lover so the bar is where I go, me and my friends at the table doing shots, drinking faster than we talk slow

Come over and start up a conversation with just me and trust me I'll give it a chance now, take my hand, stop, prepare "the man" on the jukebox and then we start to dance and I'm singing like

Girl you know I want your love, your live was handmade for somebody like me, come on now, follow my lead I may be crazy, don't mine me, say

Boy, lets not talk to much grab on my waist and put that body on me, come on now, follow my lead, come -come on now, follow my lead

I'm in love with the shape of you, we push and pull like a magnet too, although my heart is falling too, I'm in love with your body and last night you were in my room and now my bedsheets smell like you, every day discovering something brand new"

After a while the song went off and I pulled over to a gas station and brought a Snapple tea with a bag of dill pickle chips.

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I pulled up to the big condo and and got out of the car locking it and taking my snacks out walking up the 4 flights of stairs, I took the key out of my bag and unlocked the door pushing it opened as I sat the snacks down on the floor and going back out to the car to get my suitcases.

Once bringing all my bags in I double checked the doors of the house and windows making sure each door / window has been locked. I put my drinks in the fridge and was surprised to find the fridge and freezer already packed with food and things like that.

I decided I would check the place out the next day and for now I would just lay down and rest.

I walked over to the couch that was next to a huge window that gave a great view of the ocean, I laid down facing the window and closer my eyes drifting off to the sun setting in front of the water.

*

Shifting and turning i finally decided to wake up and go take a shower, i stood up and went to the kitchen grabbing a bottled water. Opening the the bottle I took a sip and closed it back up placing it in the fridge, i walked over to the front door picking up the suitcases and taking them in one of the rooms that was on the second floor unpacking them.

10 minutes later i was finally done fixing the bed, cleaning up, and have taken a nice warm shower in the queen size bed room.

I opened up the blinds and pulled them back letting the sun shine through into the condo, as i'm fixing the blinds my phone goes off. I walked over to the kitchen counter and looked down at my phone seeing it was sara so picked up.

Phone call

Sara: Hey, did you make there?

Me: hey yeah i made it there sometime around 1 in the morning

Sara: haha at first i thought you maybe had gotten lost

Me: nah, i found the place easy...sort of , at first i was like wait where the hell is it but after driving around i remembered  you said that the condo was behind some trees

Sara: okay that's kinda funny but you could have at least called or texted me letting me know you arrived there ok

Me: yeah sorry I was just really worn out since it was a five hour drive

Sara: yeah I know, but I'm glad you're there and is safe

Me: but really thanks a lot for letting me live here and for lending me the money, that means so much

Sara: you know I'll do anything for you cat, I still can't believe my mom just kicked you out, like what the fuck

Me: I don't know...but hey I need to go out and just free my mind. I'll call you later okay?  

Sara: Sì va bene ti amo

Me: ok love you too bye

End of phone call

I hung up and curled myself up into a ball closing my eyes and falling back to sleep.