I was acting normal, as if the day before I hadn't broken down and acted like a madwoman. Both Elena and Jeremy had freaked out but hadn't commented on my episode. I was glad.

Not knowing what had been wrong with me to act that way had been horrible. The only thing I could understand was the creepiest sensation bubbling inside me, it was an intense anxiety making me fear the unknown. The unknown she that was coming. The better I could do was to push it away, push that feeling and forget it, continuing with my life as if nothing happened.

I flipped open my compact mirror, checking up for the tenth time my make up groaning in desperation as I tapped my feet to the ground, "Come on out, Jer!" I called out frustrated, turning away "Like if you don't move your ass like... oh, now. You won't get to join the search party"

As if it were with lighting speed, the bathroom door open giving me whiplash as I turned back facing Jeremy, startled "They already left?"

"Like..." I looked down at my wrist watch, "Ten minutes ago"

"Jill!" Jeremy exclaimed, throwing his arms up. I shrugged lightly "You were supposed to help me be on time"

I rolled my eyes, "I offered to drive you, didn't I? That's me being helpful. I gave you a little bit of time so you could brush your teeth. I swear if i hadn't you wouldn't have" I looked at him accusingly. He blinked sheepishly. "Boys" I shook my head amused.

"You know you love me, Jill" Jeremy chirped.

I took my car keys, looping the ring around my pointer finger. "Let's go, lover boy. Before I change my mind" I said, turning around coming face to face with Elena.

Elena looked between us, confused "Go where?"

Jeremy walked past me, gesturing with his hand impatiently "Police Station" he said curtly "Come on Jill. We're going late thanks to you"

I rolled my eyes, facing an alarmed and confused Elena "I'm driving Jer so he can help with the organized search party for Vicky" I replied, confused by her wide eyed look as I walked past her

"Wait. Wait. You both should go to school" Elena said hurriedly, following me as I followed Jeremy. I huffed a scoff "And let the police do the searching"

"You're kidding right me, right?" Jeremy stopped, turning to face his sister incredulously.

"I think she's not" I whispered at Jeremy, "She's not the fun sibling, remember?"

Jeremy stifled a laugh as Elena gave us a hard and desperate look, "You shouldn't skip school. If they find her, we'll know. That's what cellphones are for"

I stared at Elena, deadpanning "I see your lips moving, cuz. But your words are kinda blurring so I'm gonna ignore what you just said and I'm gonna help my littlest cuz to find his missing crush" I said turning around and walking down the stairs

"Vicky's not..." Jeremy trailed off, sighing before following me. I stopped at the bottom of the stairs, looking up with a teasing smile "You think you're funny, huh?"

I simply smiled.

Jeremy sighed. "Yeah, I thought so. But thanks, Jill" he said wrapping an arm around my shoulders as we both walked out of the house.

~8~

Being on a search sorry was boring but Jeremy had refused to leave so I left him there with a warning to call me when he was finished so I could pick him up.

I was now at my locker, picking up the books I was gonna need for my next class when I looked up, furrowing my eyebrows and whirling around startling Bonnie who seemed to be ready to call me out.

Bonnie let out a small breath, eyes slightly wide "Wow. Grams was right"

I tilted my head, "Isn't she always right about something?" I commented amused, slightly confused. Bonnie shook her head in agreement, chuckling softly "Anyway. I didn't see you the entire weekend. It came a point I missed you a little bit" I teased, lifting my hand and separating my thumb and pointer finger separated a little bit, emphasizing my point.

Bonnie laughed slightly, mocking an offended look, "And here I thought I was on The 'People Jill loves' list" I shrugged, an amused smile on my lips. "Ah! You wound me"

I laughed, closing my locker "You're still number two, Bon-Bon. Of course mom is the first" I added before she could protest.

Bonnie smiled softly before it faded away, "And you're one of my favorite people I love which is why I have to tell you something important" she turned to face me seriously. I stopped abruptly, concerned by her expression

"What do you mean?" I asked concerned

Bonnie sighed, biting on her bottom lip, and looking around cautiously as she tilted her head forward so we could keep walking. I complied "Okay, you remember how we were talking about how I could be a witch?" She whispered as we passed some other girls. I furrowed my eyebrows but nodded. "Well, turns out I am one"

I let out a scoff, smiling "How many had your Grams to drink?" I asked but my smile faded once I noticed Bonnie was serious "Wait. You aren't kidding, right?"

"It makes sense, Jill" Bonnie told me, sitting down on one of the benches outside of the school. "How else would I keep doing those weird things?"

"Maybe a psychic or you have a good common sense" I suggested.

Bonnie sighed in frustration, but I could see slight amusement in her eyes but the frustration toppled it. "That's what I thought. But Grams has been teaching me the last weekend about it and everything she has told me makes sense"

"Okay, okay" I said slowly, "But why tell me and not Elena? She's your best friend first than me" I pointed out the obvious ignoring the obvious pang in my chest when I said that. Everyone always chose Elena as a best friend first than me. She was the nicer and the kinder. I was just the rude and sarcastic cousin no one liked to be best friends with.

Bonnie looked at me in sympathy, having known what I felt about it. I had spilled all that out one day I was completely wasted on one of my birthday parties. She had stayed behind to keep an eye on me when Elena went to say goodbye to everyone and I had spilled everything I felt to her. It made me a little closer with Bonnie since then

"Because I'm not supposed to tell anyone" Bonnie said quietly. I opened my mouth but closed it when she continued, like predicting my next question "Grams told me it was good I let you know because... don't hate me. But I told her about you as well" she cringed

I was taken back, "About me? What's there about me?'

"The day of the game" Bonnie told me like it was obvious. I frowned "When you came at me freaked out about Stefan? And the next day when you were acting weird about him?"

"I was kidding with you" I deadpanned

Bonnie shook her head, "Not by the way you were genuinely acting. I told that to my Grams and said you were going through something similar" she told me softly.

I stayed quiet, "So, what? You're telling me I'm a witch?" I asked incredulously, "No way, Bonnie Bennett. I'm not one. They don't even exist" I said glaring at her "Crazy and maybe dramatic, yes. But physic? No. No way"

Bonnie shook her head but didn't push the subject "Okay, then. Are you going to the Halloween party?" She asked changing the subject

My eyes lit up at the sound of the word party, shoving off the whole conversation at the back of my mind, not wanting to believe her what she was telling me about me being a witch even if it did make slight sense. "Of course! But don't except me showing up with a custom, okay? I'm not like that and you know it"

And that was true. Since I for the first time dressed up in Halloween, the whole thing didn't settle well on me, it was like this uncomfortable feeling that didn't allow me spending a good Halloween night. Since then, the whole dressing up as someone else than me was something I didn't like. Maybe it was because I didn't like being someone else than me? It was weird, but I am known for being weird so I'm not bothered anymore

"It's alright, Jill" Bonnie forced a smile, seeming not pleased by me shoving away her idea of me being a witch, as if. "See you tonight then"

She then stood up, giving me a last smile before walking away

I looked down in thought.

~8~

"I can't believe you force me to come" Jeremy murmured, walking a few steps behind Elena. I was walking a few steps back annoyed.

"And I can't believe you forced me to be your plus one after she forced you to come" I commented exasperated as I eyed the people in customs.

Jeremy flashed me a grin under his hood. He was coming apparently as himself but... eh, well. He's kinda Emo boy for me.

I wasn't wearing any custom like Elena who had chose a way out of fashion custom. She had been a nurse too last year. My comment of being old had been brushed off with a roll of her eyes. That's why I felt annoyed right now and because I had a prickling on my chest I couldn't brush off. It was annoying really

I massaged with a grimace the skin on top of my chest so people wouldn't call me colorful words as that wasn't exactly where I was feeling discomfort.

"And I can't believe you're going again to a party without a custom. Again" Elena scolded amused. I flashed her an annoyed look. Screaming interrupted me before I could talk and I turned around letting out a laugh seeing Jeremy seeming pleased with himself after scaring some kids.

I grinned, accepting his high five before Elena smacked his head with a disapproving look.

"Chill, Lena" I murmured as Matt approached us also wearing his custom from last year. I threw my hands up in exasperation "Oh, come on! really? Don't you have common fashion sense? You don't wear the same outfit two Halloweens in a row"

Matt paused, awkwardly "I didn't know you were fashion police, Caroline" he said kindly but yet sarcastic. I gasped annoyed.

"Easy, Jill" Elena murmured before flashing Matt a small smile. "Sorry. She's been in a mood all day. Top it on my last decision outfit and you have that" she gestured at me. I peeked my tongue out at her. "It's just, we weren't coming until an hour ago"

"Neither was I" Matt said lightly before looking at Jeremy furrowing his eyebrows "And you're going as.. You?"

Jeremy rolled his eyes, walking past us. I rocked on my heels, smiling slightly still annoyed "He's dressed as an Emo right now. Not his best choice but that's what happens when you're pissed off with your sister because you're being insensitive" I said casually before walking away

"As you can see. They're both mad at me" Elena sighed as I walked away. "Jeremy and I got into a fight and Jill being the supportive person she is, she sided with Jer"

I couldn't even smile at that. The prickling in my chest was getting more annoying with every passing second and it was starting to give me pain. I touched my chest, blinking a couple of times as my breathing became slightly ragged.

"You're okay, Jill" I told myself, leaning against a wall and closing my eyes "I'm okay"

~8~

I was suddenly not feeling well so I walked out of the school, breathing more heavily than ever as tears gathered on my eyes.

I didn't know what was happening, I just knew something bad was going to happen. My lip trembled as I focused ahead, toward the school buses. Tears slipping down my cheeks as something started bubbling down inside of me. It was an intense feeling that made me want to scream.

I whimpered, holding the sides of my head as I slid down on the floor, tucking my knees toward my chest. "Stop..." I sobbed, not knowing why I was feeling like this. Like the need of screaming was in the tip of tongue.

Hurried footsteps caught my attention but I didn't dare looking up, feeling a knot in my throat "Jill? Oh, my God! What's going on?" Bonnie's worried voice seemed far away with every second passing. I slowly looked up.

"I can't..." I murmured, my voice scratchy

"You can't what, Jillian?" Bonnie stared at me, sorrow in her eyes by seeing me on this state. "What's wrong?"

A word popped out on my head, making me flicker my eyes away from Bonnie and toward the buses. Vicky. It confused me. Why was I thinking on her?

"Jill?" Bonnie gave a shake of my shoulders, forcing me to look at her. "Tell me what's wrong"

"I don't know. But... Whatever it is...." I whimpered, looking up at her hopelessly "It makes me want to scream"

Bonnie's eyes lit up in understanding, seeming to know something I didn't. "It's alright, Jill. Don't hold it" she encouraged me. I looked skeptical. "I know what's happening. This is what Grams was telling me about. About you. Come on..." she told me softly

"I don't..."

"Jill..." Bonnie interrupted, looking into my eyes, sternly but kind "Scream"

I trusted her. I really trusted Bonnie so that's why I gave in, closing my eyes and letting everything out. Every feeling of discomfort and pain, and every negative emotion I was feeling from all the day, I poured it down on that chilling and deadly scream.

It lasted a few seconds, but that's all it took for me to realize every light post had broken down and that Bonnie had fallen on her back and was staring at me in awe with her hands pressed tightly over her ears.

I breathed heavily, suddenly aware that the prickling on my chest and every negative emotion was gone. It was as if nothing had ever happened. I stared right ahead, frightened.

How...?

First the fire, the numbers, Stefan. And now this? What kind of freak am I?

"Jillian?" A light touch on my shoulder made me look up at Bonnie's worried expression before she knelt next to me.

"I think I'm gonna listen to you and Grams" I said quietly. "Something's not right with me"

Bonnie's eyes flashed with understanding. "Come on" she murmured, helping me up. "We're gonna help you. Grams says she can help you"

I nodded, falling quiet for a few seconds as she lead me to her car and helped me sit on the passenger seat. Bonnie drove out of the school in silence and we were like that for the next ten minutes.

"I texted Elena" I looked up at Bonnie as she parked outside her house. She turned to face me "I told her you were gonna crash in here so you could cool down-"

"Wait, what?" I interrupted, wide eyed "No! Bonnie, she can't know about this!"

"-Of her fight with Jeremy that left you upset" Bonnie finished cautiously. I immediately felt myself relax, closing my eyes "Hey, you can trust me. I'm not gonna tell Elena either, or at least yet about what i can do and much less about you if you don't want me to" she said softly, giving me a hand squeeze.

"I'm sorry, Bonnie. I just..." I said letting my head fall backwards, against the headrest "This is too much. I'm glad you're here with me"

Bonnie smiled "Don't worry, Jill. You can always count with me"

~8~

I'm reaaaaaally sorry! I now I suck at updating but I literally hit a wall with the majority of my stories and college didn't give me a spare moment for writing but I swear I will continue all of my stories. I'm seriously excited for this one.

I love Jill, what about you?

And where are Teen Wolf's fans? Lol. I am sure you all can guess what's wrong my little Jill.

I hope you all like the way Im going with this story because the way I have planned it, some may think I'm crazy. Some may think "Hey! That's not possible!" But I'm gonna tell you beforehand that Ive gone through every way posible and yes, I found a loophole for what I have planned for Jillian so... don't hate me lol

I hope you all like it.

Love and peace

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