"She act completely different with her other friends! Like, completely different! She's excited, she laughs, guys! She laughs! She acts happy! Guys, she makes freaking dirty jokes! I'm not even kidding! It's totally weird! Here she's all miserable and depressed!" Rainn blurted. We were at lunch. I was standing right behind her.
"That's because I hate it here." I replied in a low tone. I had an annoyed expression on my face and was leaning right by her ear. She looked at me panickedly. I went and sat next to Fay.
"Thanks, guys." Rainn hissed quietly.
"That was your own fault." Fay replied in a "matter of fact" tone. I nodded in agreement. We high fived and started eating.

"Hey, look who has my lunch~" Ditto's voice hummed from over my shoulder.
"Fuck off." I hissed in a warning tone. I was having none of it. I was so tired and very done.
"Yeah, Ditto, screw off. You know you're not welcome here." Chip warned. Ditto smirked at him amusedly.
"Or what? Is little Yale gonna hurt me?" He mocked, starring at the tense Yale. I glared coldly to him.
"I said screw off." I warned. Ditto chuckled slyly. He sat way too close to Yale. Yale had no room to get away and looked like he was going to start crying.
"Actually sweet cheeks, you said 'fuck off.'" He mocked. Ditto smirked and scooted closer.
"I'm serious." I warned. I hadn't noticed, but my little flame had grown in size with my annoyance. It had also turned to a more harsh red color.
"Oh, so scary. What ever will I do~?" Ditto stood again. He was lingering by Yale. Chip was trying to put himself between them, but had no luck. Ditto found their attempts amusing. He walked over to me and snatched my food. I watched, not reacting. He walked passed Yale and dropped the whole thing on him. "Whoops~" he hummed. My fist clenched and my leg tapped. I remembered this happening to my other friends all to well.
"Hey!" Chip hissed. He managed to get Ditto away. The table had a look of terror as they watched. Ditto snickered slyly. He made his way back over to me and rested his hand on my shoulder.
"Why hang out with these losers?" He leaned by my face.  I brushed his hand off and glared away. He caught my wrist and twisted it. He had a cold look on his face. I snarled with the pain. My hand flipped around and I caught his wrist as I stood.
"Because I can." I hissed annoyedly. I freed him, glaring up at him. His wrist had a red handprint around it. Ditto chuckled slyly.
"Is that so?" He hummed.
"Tyler..." Rainn whimpered nervously. My eyes flickered to her. She looked scared.
After that, I'm not really sure how it started. Ditto put his hands on me, I tried to get him away or something. Whatever it was; we got in a huge fight. When all was said and done; Ditto was being dragged off the top of me. He had made my nose bleed, but I had injured him worse. I was being dragged in one direction, Ditto in the other. I could feel my anger building and just wanted to go after him again. I felt like an animal, I suppose my canine instincts took over.
"Tyler!" I heard 爸爸 (Bàbà)'s voice snap. My eyes angrily flickered over. I had a cold look of hatred that made him flinch. He snarled right after. "My office, now." He ordered. I ripped free of Rod and Red's restraints. I stormed after him, rubbing my hurting wrist. I knew I was being stared at and didn't care. I was too angry to care.

"What the hell was that?!" 爸爸 (Bàbà) growled.
"He was picking on Yale. I was defending him." I explained blankly. I held a tissue to my nose as I tried to stop the bleeding.
"Which required you to break his arm?!" 爸爸 (Bàbà) screamed.
"He hit me first." I shrugged dismissively. 爸爸 (Bàbà) was pacing, he was muttering to himself.
"We shouldn't have taken her in. She's a trouble child. Now she's goingto go into foster care..." He was muttering and devising a plan for himself. He faced me. "You are suspended for a week. You will not step foot onto school grounds, nor will you go to any school functions until after that week. Do you understand?" He asked angrily.
"Fine." I hissed back. I was too angry to watch my tone like I normally would. He snarled.
"I am calling your mother to come pick you up. Do not try anything else, got it?" He growled.
"Whatever." I hissed. It's not like my mom can pick me up from the grave anyways.

It was after school now, I was getting screamed at by the adults. Rainn was trying to defend me, but couldn't get a word in. I could barely get a word in either. Sin was hiding from the anger. Mine was boiling up.
"Just stop!" I snapped. I was stared at.
"You will not speak to your mother that way!" 爸爸 (Bàbà)  hissed. We were in the hallway now.
"YOU'RE NOT MY PARENTS!" I screeched. "Stop acting like you are, because you're not! My parents are dead along with my siblings and my cousins and my aunt and my grandparents and the dogs! You are not my fucking family. You're just my legal guardians!" I hissed.
"Stop acting like parents. The only person you're parents to is Rainn! I'm not your daughter, I'm not your son, I'm not your child!" I yelled. They were staring at me, unspeaking. 妈妈  (Māmā) looked like she was going to cry. I already had tears streaming down my face. That always happened when I was overwhelmed.
"If you actually cared you wouldn't try to be my parents!" I didn't know what to do with myself.
Everything started to spill.
"If you actually cared you would ask me, ask Rainn, how we're fucking feeling. Every God damn time I try to tell you how I'm feeling everyone ignores me! All of you act as if how I'm feeling is invalid! That's not fair! The only way I get through to you is screaming and yelling! The only way I can try and communicate is screaming! I literally want to die everyday!" I screamed. My arms were moving around.
"Being alive is killing me! Being awake kills me! The thoughts in my head are killing me!" I hissed. "None of you care! Nobody gives a damn! The only people who give a shit are back at home! They're on my phone! You try to take my only form of comfort away! The internet is my safe place! Music is my safe place! My friends are my safe place!" I screamed.
"I tried to do something good for once! I tried to help someone! I tried to stand up for my friend! And what happens to me?! I get suspended for a God damn week and grounded for a month! How the fuck is that fair?! He was the one who laid his hands on my first! He was the one who antagonized it! And what happens with him?! He's suspended for three days and gets sympathy! Just because you're my legal guardian and the principal doesn't mean you ignore me! I know I don't get 'special treatment' but you're treating me like shit! I'm a human being! I have mental problems! It's not my fucking fault! Sorry for being such a fucking burden!" I yelled. I stormed off to my room. I slammed the door shut and locked the door. I laid on the bed provided for me and screamed into the pillow. I was crying. I fucking hate my life and I want to be dead.