"I miss you hyungie..."

"I miss you too Min..."

"Why cant you come home."

"You know why..."

"Fine, bye hyungie..."

"Bye Min."

I sighed and hung up the phone. Hugging my pillow before crying my eyes out. My roommate is all the way across the world. God knows where, and we are all here without him... its stupid. Him managing two groups, I mean. Jin-hyung came into my room and sat next to me. The rest of the group in the doorway. "Jiminie.... you were talking to Suga?" I nodded ibto my pillow. He set me on his lap, and the others came into the room. Giving me a group hug. "He'll come back. Its okay..." I started speaking in tiny smothers. "Noit wont." My words were slurring. "It neverwill until he leaves the othergroup." My eyes were puffy and red, I felt heartbroken watching Sugas performances with those imposters. Watching him smile. With them. I grit my teeth as the others tried to comfort me. "It will never be okay until he's back!" I yelled. My tears staining my pillow.  "Jimi-" I glanced over coldly. "Im sorry Hyungs, Just go." They all left me to me and my pillow.

"Jiminie...?"

My eyes widened and looked around.

"You left the phone on..."

"....oh...."

"Do you miss me that much?"

"..."

"Jiminie?"

"Yeah..."

"I miss you a lot too Jiminie."

I yawned

"Tired?"

"Mhm..."

"Well, sleep well Jiminie.... "

"Okay... Bye hyungie."

"Bye Jiminie, Saranghae."

Then he hung up. And my heart fluttered. He said saranghae! I smiled a little, and held my pillow warmly. Changing the cover before I went to bed. Shutting my eyes and waking up to Jin nudging me awake. "Morning hyung...." I said groggily. "You okay?" I nodded, "Suga-hyung talked to me again after...." He smiled a bit, "He didnt say anything about coming hone though..." He grabbed my hand, "Doesn't mean we can't have breakfast!" He pulled me to the kitchen table. Where all the other members were eating pancakes. They greeted me with smiles and I returned it. Sitting down next to Taehyung and Jungkook. Who were snickering. The minute I sat down there was a fart noise and they bursted out laughing. I smirked and grabbed it. Smacking the two with the empty bag. They both gave a playful smile and I grinned. Taking a bite of pancake after. I felt starved. But then, I had a gut wrenching feeling. 'Am I fat?' I tried to clear my head and drink water. 'Remember how fat your cheeks are.' I clenched my teeth. Pancake, food, everything. It looked so unappealing now. I stood up. "I just realized im not hungry." And went to my room. Jin was watching me with worry as I left. "Jiminie you need to eat." He said worryingly, coming into my room with my plate and silverware. "I said I wasnt hungry." He set it on my bed. "This isnt about being fat is it, becuase if it is you know its not true." I shook my head. "If you say so..." he left my room. The plate on the edge of my bed. I looked it with disgust and set it on my desk instead. I was quite bored for the next few days. It was the same old routine. Wake up. Skip breakfast. Go practice. Collapse. Eat some food to not worry anyone.  Then puke it out later. But once, Jungkook caught me in the bathrooms and stopped me from forcing myself to puke. "Hyung stop it!" He said, setting me down on a chair. The members looked over. "What did he do?" Rap Monster asked. And I looked away angrily. "Hes trying to do that diet thing again!" He said quickly. Everyone looked at me. "Jimin seriously you cant do that anymore!" Rap Mon said worryingly. "Im fine." I said, "No youre not!" Jungkook argued. I stood up, "I wonder why." And left the practice room. Instead of getting a ride hone I walked, covering my face and such to avoid fangirls. And going inside. Curling up on my bed and almost falling asleep until....

Ring Ring

My hands scrambled to grab the phone and immediately accepted the face time. Suga hyung had a smile and greeted me, I grinned widely. "Hyungieee!!" I said, rather loudly. Luckily no one was home yet. "Jiminie!!!" He mocked. And I giggled. "How was practice Min?" He asked, and I gave him a thumbs up. 'Lies' He smiled warmly and lazily. "Thats good." I nodded. "How was your practice. If you did any." He chuckled. "It was good." The foor opened and the hyungs called for me. "I gotta go hyungie, saranghae." He smiled. "Saranghae." And i hung up, going to the living room. "Hm?" I said once I got down the steps. They had a ton of food in their hands. "Wanna eat dinner?" Rap Mon nudged Jin. "Actually. You have to." I groaned and sat down. Resting my head in my hand.  "We got something good though." He pulled out a ton of sushi. "A lovely meal, from PD-nim."  He said, giving us all what we liked. I picked up my chopsticks.

-timeskip-

It was another cold morning. I went put to get the mail which was swarmed with fan letters, but one stood out. A plain white one.... I read the name. "Suga-Hyung...." A smile was wide on my face as I raced inside. Throwing myself onto the couch and opening it hastily. "Dear Jiminie,  sorry hyungie isn't home yet. But I wanna give you this postcard. To show you where I am." I flipped it over to reveal a picture of America. "Hes all the way over there..." I held it tightly. Then grabbed a photo of the whole group together. A envelope, and paper and began to write a note. Stamping, addresing, and sealing it. And putting it in the mailbox to be shipped away.

"Postcards.... slow, but I like it..." I giggled. "Just like hyungie." I looked up at the sky with a smile.