Harry's POV
I want him.

Me too but I can't scare him away.

I don't like the Liam guy.

I don't care. He's Louis's friend.

I bet he fucks Louis.

Even Louis said that he was his friend. Stop.

Friends with benefits.

I curse and slam my fist on the table making Liam and Louis jump. Liam protectively puts his hand on Louis's thigh and I awkwardly laugh.

"Bug." I say, smiling weakly.

"Oh, right." Liam says, looking at Louis nervously.

Luckily my phone goes off, signaling I have a text. Perfect timing.

"Oh shit, my friend just got into a car accident." I say, standing up quickly. A few heads turn towards me but I don't care. I don't like lying.

Don't let Liam get him alone.

Stop.

"I would love to stay but I need to get him from the hospital." I say, putting my phone in my pocket.

"Is he okay?" Louis asks worriedly. He's so cute.

"Yeah. Just a few scratches." I say, like I was actually told this.

"W-well, can I get your number. You keep just running off." Louis says, smiling. I laugh and pull out my phone, handing it to him.

He types in his number and then hands me the phone back. Our fingers touch during the exchange and I feel my stomach flip.

I want more of him.

"I'll text you later. Bye Louis, bye Liam. Thank you for lunch." I say. Liam smiles sweetly and Louis nods.

Harry, I want him.

"Of course mate! Anytime, you seem pretty cool." Liam says happily. I smiles and nod, turning to leave.

Louis grabs my arm and I turn around, looking down into his eyes, my heart pounding.

"Actually text me." He says seriously. I nod slowly and then he lets me go.

I fucking need him.

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"Ah, faster!" She moans out. I grip her hips tighter as my thrusts speed up.

I wish this was Louis.

I grab my knife from my back pocket and I place a hand around her throat. She looks at me and bites her lip.

"Kinky." She says quietly. I stab the knife quickly into her heart and she sputters a little before her body contracts a few times. Her eyes lock with mine before she goes limp, her eyes still open.

I pull out of her and take of the condom.

I wish I didn't get hard.

My body speaks before my mind.

I go into the shower and lean against the wall, a small curvy body entering my mind. I sigh and wrap a hand around my still hard shaft.

You know you want him too.

Go away I'm jacking off.

I imagine his small frame, almost bouncing off the bed with how hard my thrusts are.

And how high and breathy his moans would be compared to my own grunts.

The sound of skin slapping against skin.

Fuck.

I throw my head back and close my eyes as I orgasm. I usually last longer. A lot longer.

It's Louis.

Louis's POV
I laugh as Liam pins me to the couch, hovering over me.

"Give me my phone Lou." He says, trying to act like he's angry. I stick my tongue out and he bites it, making me squeal.

"That's so gross!" I shout.

"Yeah, so give me my phone back!" He yells back, a smile on his face.

"It's in my back right pocket." I say, finally giving in to defeat.

"Good boy." He says. He lets go of my hands and grabs it.

Most people would think we're dating but we're just really good friends. I've known him for years and he's one of the most compassionate people I know.

"So what do you think about that Harry lad?" He asks, looking over at me. I instantly blush and shrug. "You like him!" He yells, tickling me. I laugh and try to push his hands off. "Admit you like him! Admit it!" He yells.

"Never!" I scream back. He tickles me more and right when I'm about to give in my phone goes off. "Liam, stop stop." I say pushing his hands away.

I grab my phone and look at it, feeling flips in my stomach. 

Unknown: Hi lovely.

I show Liam and he smiles telling me to reply.

Me: Is this Harry?

Unknown: Yes it is.

Harry's POV
I text Louis happily, joking and messing around with him.

Roy doesn't want to kill people when I'm with Louis. Roy is the voice.

He's ugly and mean. So goddamn mean.

He won't leave me alone until he gets what he wants and that's almost always blood. Maybe I should start taking my medicine again.

For Louis.

Don't you fucking dare.

It makes Roy angry though.

Take your medicine and I'll ruin you.

I won't just, calm down.

Louis: what are you doing?

Me: Watching TV

Fucking liar.

"Shut up!" I scream, slamming my fist on my table. I wait for a snarky response but I don't get one.

Good.

I sigh and look back to my phone.

Me: what about you?

Louis: with Liam :)

We all know what smiley face means.

What does it mean because I don't fucking know?

Someone's sour.

I get up and storm into the kitchen, rummaging through my drawers. I find, pencils, matches, screw drivers, and ah.

My pills.

I grab a small glass of water and sit down at the table, putting the bottle in front of me.

Harry what did I say?

Oh shut it. I'm the one who controls the body you prick.

I uncap the lid and put two on the table. I stare at the small pills, knowing that they can change my life so much.

Do you really want to stop killing? It brings us so much joy.

It brings you so much joy. I just do it so you leave me alone.

Are you sure? I know how you crave that feeling when your heart starts beating faster and adrenaline rushes into your brain. You love it.

He's right.

I love when my heart starts pumping and when my eyes dilate.

But Louis won't like it. I can't scare him away.

I wait for a response and I get none. I look back to the pills and swallow hard, reaching toward them. I stopped taking them in the first place because Roy kept me company. He was funny and he actually responded to me.

Then he started telling me to do these bad things. It started with just killing a cat in the neighborhood. It felt so good the first time and Roy went back to his normal self.

Then he wanted more.

And more.

And more.

Until I was killing humans. The first time was messy but I was able to clean up.

It only got easier after that.

I grab the small things and put water in my mouth, popping them in after. I swallow and I squeeze my eyes shut.

Don't be mad.

Nothing.

I sigh and get up, putting the glass in the sink then climbing in bed.

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Shorter chapter sorry.