No,

I don't know.

Maybe I'm just lazy.

Or,

My motivation is fading.

Somehow,

I have every reason to worry!

I decide to make a rule of it,

But it becomes static in an instant.

I may have the motivation to do one thing,

But that's gone the next day!

Countless insomniac nights,

Countless beatings to my innocence,

If I could turn back time,

I could end up being happy.

More carefree.

Less crying,

And

Less negativity.

So,

I don't wanna go.

I'm not prepared for the adult memories!

I want to be a kiddo again!

Innocent,

Carefree,

A princess.