"You don't even sound that bothered. Billie I'm moving to Rome!" I sighed to him for the second time as he drove him and I to school in the car.

He just laughed at me, his eyes on the road as he shook his head.

"Why don't you care! This is crazy- I don't wanna go to Rome. I wanna stay here. Rome isn't me- I'm not a Rome type of person!"

"Just focus on school today, you have all the time in the world to complain after,"

"All the time in the-? Billie I'm moving soon!"

"Well when are you moving?"

"I don't know!"

What an earth was I suppose to do? I wanted to be with Billie... and I'm not sure but I got the impression he maybe felt the same. But how is that suppose to work when I'm going to Rome?

And more importantly... why didn't he care?

We got to school, I tried to focus on most of my classes but failed. I don't focus anyway, and now with all this there wasn't any chance I would.

Classes aside, I made it to dinner. As I joined Billie, Mike, Tre, Eden and Coby on the table.

"So I assume we all sit together now?" I asked confused, throwing my bag under the table as I took the spare seat Billie saved me beside him.

"Sadly," Eden mumbled against her hand which held up her head, which was followed by Billie sending her a glare. Before she added. "Kidding!"

"So tell them," Billie told me, elbowing my arm.

"Tell us what?" Tre asked confused as I nodded fixing my posture.

"Right yeah, so... basically I'm moving to Rome," I un-dramatically let out.

Expecting the obvious. For them all to be like 'what?' 'No!' And what not.

But none of them did? None of them even looked the slightest bit bothered.

"Rome huh?" Mike tried not to snigger.

"Yes! Why are you laughing!"

He then let out the laugh. I looked over at Billie with my eyebrows furrowed. He gave me a shrug before I looked back at them all.

"You guys don't care?"

I looked across the table at everyone. Coby shrugged, Eden gave me a funny look and Tre and Mike tried not to laugh.

I was kinda hurt. I don't know if they didn't believe me or they just really didn't care.

Clear to say I didn't understand in the slightest. I looked back at Billie, who then looked at me. I gave him the most self pitiful eyes before asking him. "Do you even care?"

He bit his lip. Looking at the rest of the table for almost help on what to say. Then after he found no answer in them he looked back at me. "Just don't worry about it,"

~

For the rest of the day, I was pretty much a bitch to everyone including Billie Joe. I told him I was walking home and I refused to get in the car. He kept offering to drive me back but I ended up walking away.

I didn't understand why no one cared. It made me feel like I was being over dramatic over this. When I know I wasn't. I'm moving to fucking Rome I can be as dramatic as I want.

My rage didn't end after I left Billie. I got home and ignored my mom who was packing up the living room. Going straight into my room which was basically not even mine anymore. It was just a room. I also noticed the for sale sign had eventually been stuck into the front garden after when I refused to do it last night.

I sat at the desk, my feet up on it since it was empty. As I played on my phone for a while.

That was until I heard something behind me in the room.

I turned around quickly, and it was easy to see since my room was most literally naked, a piece of paper on the floor.

I got up off my chair, sort of spooked out. Realising it wasn't just a piece of paper but a paper Plane.

"Where did you come from?" I muttered slowly picking it up. I unfolded it dissembling the plane to find it was a note too.

'ITS NOT AS BAD AS IT SEEMS, COME TALK TO ME'

I looked around the room again, realising my window had been wide open the whole day. It was now night, but I hadn't felt cold or anything so I left it open.

I walked up to it with the note still clutched into my hand to find Billie down on the grass. He was sat cross legged, picking strands of grass off the lawn with his other hand supporting his head which was prompted up on his knee.

He noticed me, immediately getting up to his feet nervously. "Hi there Birdie,"

I sighed, leaning my hands on my window sill. Over the frame and out the window as I looked down at him. "Why is no one scared to loose me?"

"I know it seems bad- I know it does- and it's not that we don't care-"

"-Then why does everyone seem like they don't Billie? This isn't a prank... it's gone too far. My whole bedroom is empty and the house is officially on the market. But no one cares but me. Not even you, you was so scared to loose me you gave up your sister to Tre. But now you don't even care-"

"-It's not as bad as it seems, I promise you that,"

"So what's going on?"

"Come downstairs?" He asked in a child's tone.

"Well where we gonna go?"

~

"So can we talk about it yet?" I asked looking over at him through the dark. He looked back over at me hearing me after a long moment of silence.

"You trust me don't you?"

"Course I do,"

"I know you don't trust time too much, you've never exactly been patient. But I promise you if I thought for even a second I was gonna loose you or I was in a position that meant you was going I wouldn't be like this,"

"So what does that mean? I'm going to Rome with my mom to live with David who I don't even know that well. I'll be gone from you... just as things were starting to get good,"

He raised an eyebrow, a slight smirk taunting on his lips. "Good?"

A while ago there was a train that ran through this forest. A little bit ahead was a pond, I wasn't sure how shallow it was because I had never been stupid enough to jump into waters like that. But it looked pretty deep, around the pond stood long tall grass. So I never got close to the pond either in fear the ground would end but the grass covered it and I fell in.

The tracks of the train were dug up a while ago. Being a danger hazard or something. So they were all stacked up.

There was a few piles of the train tracks. Some were just thrown together, some were just a few. The one we had sat on had a load stacked, we climbed them and sat ourselves on the top as we looked around.

It was steady, pretty sturdy. None of the tracks moved when standing on them, so I would say it was safer than it may sound.

In the distance you could see our little town. We was just on the outskirts of it. You could see the street lights, car lights and even a few lights from houses.

"Well... yeah good. Y'know? I love you and all that shit and you told me you loved me back-"

"-I do,"

"That's what I mean. But we're still in this awkward faze right now and I've been waiting for it to end and now this comes up. So I am pretty terrified. I enjoy your company more than I ever thought I would- and- well I can't imagine going with out it,"

"Trust me... I'm not a shit perosn. I do care, just trust in me,"

"But what does that mean- what am I trusting in?"

"In time. And me. It's not as bad as you think I promise you,"

I looked at him for a long while, squinting my eyes. I searched his face for any sign that meant he could've been lying or he could've been joking. But his eyes were serious as they looked me back. Waiting for an answer.

"I don't understand how this is suppose to work out though..." I finally mumbled.

"Blaze, you're missing the point,"

"What?"

"Do you trust me?"

I sighed. "Yes Billie y'know I do. I wouldn't have come this far with you if I didn't trust you,"

He finally broke a smile as he put his hand on my shoulder chuckling slightly. "Then chill out-" He then leaned in, quickly kissing my cheek before he got closer to my face afterwards. "-Okay?"

My breath was hitched in my throat as I nodded slowly and quietly.

"Is that an okay?" He tried not to laugh again, lifting up an eyebrow at me.

I nodded again.

"Alright, good. So can I give you a real kiss now?"

And I nodded, once again.