𝘾𝙝𝙖𝙥𝙩𝙚𝙧 𝙩𝙬𝙚𝙣𝙩𝙮-𝙊𝙣𝙚
Billie Joe's P.O.V
The way Mike and Birdie had worded the situation made me realize how selfish it was to want one thing but destroy another. The things they said were circling around through out the day and Finally I decided to make my decision to talk to Eden. She was the one who I needed to talk to the most, shes my sister... I should be able to be honest with her.
I strolled into the living room where only Eden and Birdie already were. I must've interrupted something funny as the both of them were in fits and giggles clinging on to one another's arms and shoulders to prevent them selves from falling off the sofa.
Specifically staring At Birdie while she laughed so hard no noise was coming out anymore, I will admit it hit me harder than it ever had before. If I was to really throw away the 'spark', or the 'connection', or even the 'electricity' between her and I... I would of had to be the worlds biggest idiot. A huge one. Massive one. A complete one.
I already knew I would have to be stupid to do such thing, but it kicks in the hardest when you see her in complete joy and realizing how much I did like- well... love her. Kinda scary.
Oblivious to my wandering mind, Eden and Birdie had noticed my presents in the room as they both stared at me cluelessly waiting for me to talk. I shook my head slightly, pushing everything I was thinking about before back as I spoke. "Can I talk to you Eden? It wont take long I swear- one minute,"
"But-"
I put on the kindest smile I could forcefully make to my own sister cutting her off. "-Please?"
She rolled her eyes, how I knew I won, before she got up and followed me out of the room into the kitchen. She pushed herself up sitting on the counter casually swinging her legs looking over at me. "What is it?"
"I'm sorry about getting weird the other day when I saw Tre sat with you in school. You're right about how its the same thing between Blaze and I-"
"-So you're admitting you like her?"
"Well actually... Its kinda... more- its more-"
"-Oh, you mean like- what like... love?"
I nodded kind of uncomfortable before changing the subject. "Well anyway, I see the similarities in these situations. How they're pretty much the same,"
She laughed at me under her breath before asking me a question. "Why did you think I stopped getting angry?"
"I don't know..."
"Because I realized how much of a hypocrite I was being was why Bill. I was angry at you and Blaze while having feelings for your best friend. I was scared you would end up liking her while being blind to the fact that I'm not one to talk. So I decided to keep my mouth shut and get over it. But, I just wanted to say... I understand if you don't want me dating Tre. Him being your best friend and band mate and all. But, I wont stop whats between you and Blaze either way. Blaze is happy with her decisions, and I'm happy shes happy. Even if you're the reason,"
Well that worked out well. Eden doesn't date Tre, I can still be with Blaze. Easier than I though huh? There's got to be some sort of trick in there.
"Whats the catch?" I asked raising a singular eyebrow with suspicion.
She looked at me more confused. "None. There is no catch. If you make Blaze happy and you really do love her and treat her well then... who am I to destroy my best friends happiness? Shes not really a genuine happy person to say her middle names Joy, but she seems to be with you. That's all, no catch,"
I didn't realize how different of a person she was, I always saw her as a happy person. She seemed to be when I saw her or when I was around. Maybe that really was it.
I went to reply and confirm I didn't want Eden dating Tre, until I realized how selfish it would sound in those words. 'I don't want you being happy with my best friend even though you're more than okay for me to be happy with yours,'.
Not to mention how secretly hurt Eden would be by that. How Tre would never forgive me. And how disappointing Blaze would be in that choice.
I didn't wanna loose her, that was obvious. But loosing her because of ignorance would be more of a loss.
And then I remembered what Blaze had said to me the day we got Juno:
"I didn't know you thought puppy's were cute," She teased laughing at me as I walked back into the room.
"Oh shut up, I don't." I replied dropping on the sofa beside her.
"You said it yourself Beej,"
"I only said it for Eden-"
"-Aww! How precious!"
"Shut up!"
"Such a sweet thing of you to-"
I automatically covered her mouth with my hand in a solution for shutting her up as I panicked. "Shut up! Stop saying that!"
She pushed my arm away laughing slightly at my reaction. "Maybe you aren't completely heartless,"
"Heartless!?"
"I d'know," She shrugged. "I always thought you were, but I guess not... y'know that was pretty cute of you to do,"
"Cute?"
"Yeah... for your sister. Its cute when you make little sacrifices for the people you love,"
She would definitely think of me differently if I was to do that. That I know for sure.
"Its cute when you make little sacrifices for the people you love,"
Definitely.
I took in a deep breath zoning back into reality as my eyes focused on Eden who was waiting for something to come out of my mouth. "No," I breathed finally as her clueless expression turned to puzzled. "That's okay... what kind of shitty brother would I really be to do that to you huh?"
Then she smiled. "Really?"
"Yeah... I shouldn't try and stop you either. He's all yours pal," I joked slightly. Edens smile grew wider before she jumped off of the side and wrapped her arms under my arms pulling herself into a forced hug as she repeated the same to words over and over again.
"Thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you!"
I awkwardly wrapped my arms around he as I saw Blaze standing in the kitchen door way looking over confused.
Eden released herself from the hug before running out of the kitchen, past Blaze, as we heard her foot steps run up the stairs and her bedroom door shut.
Blazes P.O.V
"Do I even wanna know why I just witnessed you and Eden hugging or shall we pretend I didn't see it and I simply wont ask," I asked Billie over sizing the fact that Eden had hugged him.
"Well..." He smiled smugly. "You can pretend for my own reputation you didn't see it,"
"Tell me why she hugged you and I just might." I bargained walking closer as I stood in front of him with an even smugger grin.
"Alright then," He shrugged nonchalantly as he set his hands on my waist, smiling down on me as I felt my body slightly press against his while I listened. "I talked with Eden. About what you was saying yesterday. I told her I wasn't anyone to stop her and Tre from being... well a thing. Since, I guess I'm not,"
So... all I really had to do to help Eden was tell Billie I loved him?
I guess I was expecting good from him. But my expectations weren't this high. I guess I underestimated how much he really did care.
"You really did that?" I asked some what surprised as my hands rested over his shoulders.
"Of course- I mean- I'm not lying to you,"
I let out a breezy laugh. "That's not what I was trying to say you idiot. That was super sweet of you though. I think that was a really good thing of you to do,"
"You think?"
"I wont lie Billie Joe. I didn't think you would do anything like that any time soon. You seemed so pissed off the other day when finding out Tre was only sat with her at the cafeteria. What changed since then?"
"I guess it was what you said yesterday. You was right... as weird as it is to admit. You was right,"
I tried to contain the large smile I wanted to show hearing Billie admit I was right, which meant I had this weird little smug smile displayed across my face. "I knew you wasn't heartless,"
She pushed my arm away laughing slightly at my reaction. "Maybe you aren't completely heartless,"
"Heartless!?"
"I d'know," She shrugged. "I always thought you were, but I guess not,"
"Of course I'm not heartless,"
"I d'know... I use to think you was, but guess not,"
"I'm glad you're realizing I own emotions and a heart," He mumbled sarcastically, but trying to hide a smile.
I grinned wider as I saw he tried not to, before reaching to his lips and leaving a quick peck. "Anytime,"
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