The walls are caving in
As my brain goes numb
Trying to block out the pain
I push hard with my thumb
To calm the ache in my head
Try and forget the things you said
Tearing apart my distraught mind
All the things that will never be paid
No matter the amount of time
I spend working my hands to the bone
Never forgetting what you've done
I look to the light and think that I might
Survive this torment for one more night
But here I am sweating and crying out
Why must you always cast such doubt
I am capable... I am strong
The way you see me, you got it all wrong
I'm not broken like a shattered window
I am reinforced steel, colorful like a rainbow
You have no power, even when I disconnect
Because that builds my walls
Keeping my confidence in check
Taking this life by the balls
I cut your strings a long time ago
No longer here to boost your ego
Let me show you what it's like to thrive
Better yet why don't you take a drive
Go very far away
Never turn back
The darkness awaits you on your way
Excuse me while I get my life back on track

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Taking back my control. I wont allow you to keep making me feel like everything I do is wrong. I'm a work-in-progress.
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