Blind From Fear
Rob's P.O.V.
Why the hell am I still here? Why did I take this job. Why did I agree to the fucking conditions, completely knowing what I was going to have to do!
I'm such a dumb ass. I wish I never took this job. I never would have met Preston. I never would have fallen in love with him.
And I never would have witnessed what I just saw. Maybe I should just leave. I think it will be best. Just need to say goodbye first. Bid my farewells.
Tears threatened to fall from my eyes as millions of my comrades danced and cheered about how successful the operation was.
Oh joy, a new weapon! Not.... My lips dropped to the bottom of my face. As my expression of anger and anxiety softened into one of woe.
What a day to see something awful. What a creative way to ruin such an innocent life.
Just so that it could be used as a weapon to be trained to kill people on sight. Some people find it incredible. All the people around me do.
I find it disgusting. They wouldn't like it if they were in Matts shoes. Matt will never be able to see another day with freedom.
Matt is practically a slave now! Pity swelled in my heart, in sync with the sinking feeling in my stomach where my emotions should be. I give up.
What the hell is the point of being around a bunch of narcissistic assholes. Who laugh and celebrate seeing somebody in pain? It isn't okay.
The worst part is, it wasn't even an accident. It isn't like when your friend face plants on concrete and you laugh at their reaction.
This is a whole new level. But they're probably just happy because it didn't happen to them. Well guess what?
The Boss said ARMY for a reason. Not just three people. Three down. Thousands to go. The awful thoughts raced through my mind like a dumb ass in traffic.
Speeding by so fast I could barely catch onto what it was trying to connect with. My eyes glared at the ground in fury.
Trying to pick a fight with anything it could catch its eye on. My feet dug into the ground angrily whenever I took a step.
As the smacking sound of the impact of my feet deafened the roaring sounds of my fellow workers.
Tears of regret and anger slowly began to form in my eyes. A sigh escaping my lips I gave up.
My body not having the strength to stay angry I just moped to the cell I used to love going to.
"Rob?" A voice asked. The hairs on the back of my neck shot up as I turned around. Only to find nobody.
"I'm over here." The voice called out again. Hopeless confusion filled my mind as I tried spotting the person who held the familiar voice.
My eyes scanned the area. Hoping to find the voice when it landed on a cell. Preston's cell.
Nerves shot my stomach, as emptiness clouded my mind. Leaving me alone and unprepared.
"Hey" I answered. My voice not sounding the way it did moments ago. A long pause was taken before the voice which I was assuming was Preston's, spoke.
"Hi Rob." Preston's voice answered. Seeming colder than it was before. A piece of my heart slowly breaking off I walked towards the cell.
The presence of an imaginative rain cloud hung above my head. Taunting me, foreshadowing the worst was yet to come.
"Are you okay Preston?" I questioned. Peeking through the cell bars I saw him at the edge of the room. Opposite of me on the far end.
"I'm fine. But Matts not." Preston commented harshly. Taking aback by the rudeness I set my eyes on Preston's.
Fake anger flamed inside of them. Trying to scare me off but I knew better than to run away from the one I loved.
"Preston, it wasn't my fault..... And you know that." I responded. Tears glistened Preston's cheeks as soon as the words left my mouth.
Following Preston's gaze like a hawk I watched him as he turned to look at Matt who was fast asleep with his head resting on Preston's lap.
".....I know." Preston mumbled. Choking on his own tears I watched him. Completely helpless as Preston cried in the corner of his cell.
The only one awake in his cell. Mitch and Jerome were cuddled up together on the other side of Preston's cell.
A smile on each of their faces. What the hell am I trying to do I can't do this..... I can't leave Preston.... I love him...
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