sometimes, 

i rest my head

on a hard cold surface

Maybe to shock me out of the state im in?

"how do you breathe?"

all i can feel is a heavyweight

why?

i don't even have tears to let fall

I'm sinking 

even the things that made me happy before 

don't

why?

why?

let me out!

drop the bottle.

let the storm flow

let it rumble

help it

be the eye

be the storm 

let everything go

as much as it's hard

DO IT!

let me out!

let it out.

i dont even know anymore?