TW: Panic attack, (very slight) mention of blood

Fandom: Dream SMP

Ship: Karlnapity (Karl x Sapnap x Quackity)

uhh this is in dsmp but since im not caught up  just let it be vague.

also at one point quacky's texts will be messed up cause he was cryin and couldn't see 

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POV: Quackity

It was late. I couldn't sleep. I was overwhelmed.

The day I had was rough. I didn't even do anything. 'Why was today hard if all I did was stay in bed?' I thought angrily.

Everything was just too loud. And everything was so fast.

If I was thinking normally this would've been fine. It wasn't actually loud. Nothing was moving.

But it felt too loud. 'Why is it too loud? It's quiet.' I thought, mentally slapping myself.

"ow- ow ow ow- ow" I whispered over and over again. I wasn't even hurt. Yet I still felt horrible.

I felt like everything was moving around too fast and I couldn't keep up. Even though nothing was even moving and I was just overreacting. 

Everything was so bright it was like my eyes would bleed.

I needed company. I fumbled for my communicator, tears starting to well up in my eyes. 'Crybaby. You shouldn't be crying over this.' Once I got my communicator I instinctually went to the group chat with me and my boyfriends, Sapnap, and Karl.

<Quackity> help guys im oanuckung and need suppoty

I knew at least a few things were spelled wrong because the communicator's screen was small and I could barely see because I was crying.

<Sapnap> oh no hun are you good?

<KarlJacobs> I'm coming to give you snuggles!!

I don't know how they deciphered it, but I was glad.

<Quackity> yes I wold like snugglrd pls

I turned off my communicator and cuddled into myself, tears falling down my face. 'This is so stupid. I should be able to handle this.' I shook my head, trying to clear my mind. It did not work.

My breathing quickened, my breaths short and choppy. I heard footsteps outside my room and panicked, but then the door opened and I saw Karl and Sappy walk in. 

"Honey? Are you alright?" It was Sapnap. He spoke in a hushed tone and walked slowly, almost like if he moved any quicker I would shatter like glass. I honesty might've. 

"mmm no." I mumbled, curling up tighter. Sappy and Karl walked slowly, making me feel uneasy. They wouldn't be able to catch up to the speed and they needed to catch up- 

"Duckling, you're crying." Karl murmured, using my cute little pet name he came up with. He was close to me but not touching me. He reached out slowly, but he wasn't fast e n o u g h- 

Karl wrapped me in a hug, Sapnap soon joining. I sobbed into them, just earning little 'shhh's from both of them. 

I closed my eyes, making little pained sobs. "What's wrong? Can we help?" Sappy whispered, rubbing circles into my back. "I-it's too fast, I-I can't ke-eep up-" I sobbed. "shhhhh. You're fast enough. The speediest q I've ever seen." Karl whispered. I knew I was getting headpats, but I couldn't tell who was doing it. 

Nor did it really matter. 

I heard both Sappy and Karl slide onto my bed, continuing to give me affection. I kept my eyes shut, not ready to let the world back in. My breathing was starting to become slightly steadier, but I was scared if anything happened I'd just spiral again. 

Sapnap started humming. But it wasn't loud. Nor was it fast. Just a slow, steady hum. I liked it. I started syncing my breath with it. I was scared that his little hum would get fast and jumpy, but no, it stayed quiet. It stayed slow. I was happy.

I sniffled, slowly blinking my eyes open. The world wasn't as bright. Or loud. Or fast. 

"Do you feel better?" Karl quietly asked. I simply nodded. "Can you guys still stay? I don't wanna be alone." I murmured. Karl smiled and put his hand on my shoulder. "Of course. As long as you want us here, we'll stay." He whispered. I smiled. "And Sappy? Can you keep humming? It makes me feel nice." I asked, turning to my boyfriend. Sapnap nodded, continuing his small hum.

The rest of the night was spent cuddling my boyfriends, listening to Sappy hum. Anytime I got a bit panicky they were always there, ready to hold my hand.

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How's that for a first one shot?