For anyone I tagged this is for silenceismyaddiction 's 'More Than An Omen Roleplay' also silenceismyaddiction I am working on hatred now!

ROLE:
Jealousy

NAME:
Eryn Belle Michaels

GENDER:
Female

AGE:
18 years

SEXUALITY:
Straight

FACE CLAIM:
Charly Jordan

PERSONALITY:
Eryn is fake. Not in a two timing, stab you in the back kind of way, but she always has on a mask. Not literally either. Eryn is one to always smile, pretend her life is perfect and happy, and be there for everyone else. She's not shy, and doesn't mind speaking her mind or speaking up for someone else that won't stick up for themselves, but she prefers to be on her own. When she's on her own she doesn't have to pretend everything is ok, and she hates pretending. Eryn loves being there for other people, being the shoulder to cry on, the friend to lend a hand, and etc. But she hates being helped out for herself, and prefers to deal with all her burdens on her own. Well she secretly wishes someone would take the time to really get to know the real her, and help her out but since she puts on a show like everything is ok, no one thinks to ask. Really Eryn deals with heavy anxiety and depression, she suffers from panic attacks, but is always able to get away from everyone if she feels them coming on in public so she can deal with them alone. Eryn is jealous of the people around her or friends because she believes everyone to be better than her, like she's a burden to everyone and that is why she doesn't like telling people about her problems because she doesn't think they're important enough for anyone to care. Eryn is mentally scarred, but is trying to work towards a better version of herself. But its hard after so many years of being in that one mindset that she isn't pretty, she doesn't deserve love, her problems aren't important, and so on that it will take awhile for her mind to change. Eryn really is a gorgeous woman, and often has men falling at her feet to be with her but she doesn't realize it, thinking she's much too ugly, and tends to friend zone all of them, assuming that no one wants a relationship with her.

POWERS:
Levitation and invisibility

MEDICAL:
Anxiety, depression, and panic attacks

FAMILY:
Her mother passed away when she was 2, she has no other siblings, it is just her and her father

BACKSTORY:
Eryn was born to a loving couple that had everything going for them. They were quite popular around town, and seen as the perfect pair with their darling little daughter who was a spitting image of her beautiful mother. When she was two, Eryn had been picked up from daycare by her father as her mother worked quite late. Her mom never came home that night, and Eryn hadn't found out until many years later that she was killed in a car crash on her way home to them. Eryn hardly remembers her mother, and it's hard to miss something you don't remember, but small things like scents and pictures bring back bits of memories and she's slowly been missing her more and more over the years. After the crash, Eryn and her father disappeared from the face of the earth. Everyone in town talked about the tragedy, wondering where the little angel and her once sweet father had gone. But really they just stayed inside, away from everything. Eryn father became a emotionally and mentally abusive drunk, but never laid a hand on his daughter. He didn't mind resorting to calling her names, telling her she was a mistake, talking bad of her straight to her face, and calling her ugly or disgusting and such things like that which is what caused Eryn to have that mindset since a young age. Once school started Eryn was pretty timid and quiet, hardly able to make friends, and almost never hung out with anyone outside of school. But once she hit high school and puberty and started gaining attention from boys, she became a little bolder. She made friends, went to parties, fell in love with smoking and drinking despite her fathers terrible alcoholism because it made her forget her problems, and tries her best to act like a normal teen. She still has terrible anxiety and depression but since making friends, has grown better at hiding it from everyone and acting like a normal teen. She promised herself she would never resort to self harm but then one lonely drunken night she couldn't help herself and cut her wrist. She quickly regretted it, terrible at taking pain but now has two small scars across her left wrist from it.

THEME SONG:
Bebe Rexha- I'm a Mess

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OTHER:
None

PASSWORD 1:
_Alexis_Barnes
wolfpack11122
golden-nugget

PASSWORD 2:
3+

GALLERY: