Bennett hugged me, trying to calm me down. I dropped the gun he gave me. I screamed and screamed, tears rolling down my cheeks. Jordan and Declan woke up in a hurry. "What's wrong?" Declan asked. I screamed again falling on my knees. "What happened Bennett?!" Jordan shouted. I screamed again. I killed Dominic.. "I-I killed Dominic." I said still crying. I couldn't take it.. I killed my first friend.. "What do you mean?" Declan asked. "She killed Nicotine, and Nicotine is Dominic. Couldn't you tell?" Bennett said, letting go. I screamed again.

"Stop screaming, w-we can fix this." Jordan stuttered handing me his stupid stuffed cat. "No we can't!! There's nothing that could be done. He's dead." I said. I ripped his cat in half and threw it across the room, screaming. "Snowball!!!!" Jordan shouted, starting to dramatically cry. "I'm sorry." I said quietly. I cried more and more until I stopped. I just stopped everything. I stopped panicking, screaming, crying..

"I'm sorry." I whispered. "I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry." It was as if I became a broken robot. "For what? Please, Naomi stop." Declan begged. "I'm sorry. I'm sorry for going out. I'm sorry for meeting you. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I-I'm sorry!" Declan shook me to life. "Stop saying you're sorry." He said staring into my eyes. I pushed him away. "But I am!" "Naomi, seriously stop!" Bennett shouted. I stopped. I was going to say I'm sorry..

But I remembered. That's the only thing I've been saying, to a point that Bennett raised his voice. I looked at him. My eyes watering. I didn't say a word. I stood up and walked towards the guest room. I wrapped myself in a blanket and cryed more. "I'll go after her." Declan said. "No, let her be." Bennett said. "I killed him.." I repeated over and over. Eventually, I cried myself to sleep.

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I woke up the next day. "It was all a dream?" I asked myself. I walked outside and saw a gun on the floor. "It wasn't a dream.." I said quietly. I bit my lip. I didn't wanna cry again, especially ruining the mood for the guys. Besides, I already cried enough. I looked at a bunch of stuffing on the floor. Oh no.. I forgot. I ripped Snowball apart. I felt so guilty now. I wiped a tear off my cheek. Don't think about him, Naomi. He's probably fine, at the hospital.. Yeah.. I smiled a bit. Not about Snowball of course. I walked towards Bennett's room, noting that the guys weren't sleeping on the couch.

I saw Jordan on the floor, cuddling a broken Snowball. There was cotton all over Jordan's shirt. On the bed, Bennett was laying down, holding a gun against his pillow. He turned around. I walked slowly across the room seeing Declan on the other side. He was in a messy position, pulling on Bennett's blanket. I wanted to cry again, remembering Domi. I shook it off and grabbed Snowball from Jordan. I took him and started stuffing him.

     All better. I looked around for some knitting supplies, making tons of noise. Oops. I found some though! I started knitting him back to normal, and soon finished. I gave him back to Jordan. Bennett got up. I quickly hid at the bottom of the bed. Oh crap, I've been caught. Now I'm probably some stalker to him. I took a peek and saw Bennett getting up from the bed, shaking his messy hair. Jordan got up from the other side grinning. "Ice cream, in the morning." Jordan simply said looking at me. I was caught. I rolled out and said, "Well, this is Awkward.." Bennett turned and looked at me. "What are you doing here?"

     "I was looking for Snowball so I could fix him.." I said quietly. Bennett looked at Jordan who was snuggling with Snowball. "She fixed him!" He exclaimed grinning like an idiot. "Oh." He said. "Can you.. Get out?" He asked. I feel so rejected now. "Not in a mean way, I just have to change." He looked at Jordan. Declan got up from the other side. "Yeah, get out." "You guys too." Bennett said. Declan and Jordan looked rejected. We walked out but I stopped. "Bennett." I said, turning towards him. "Yeah?" He asked. "I don't have any extra clothes!" I whined. "Here." He said handing me some girly, really revealing, clothes. "Why do you have that?" I asked.

   "A sibling.." He said quickly closing the door. He has a sister? I went into a bathroom and changed. This is disgusting. I got out seeing Jordan jumping on the sofa singing toothbrush with different lyrics. "BENNETT PLEASE GIVE ME A BRUSH-" "For the last time Jordan, shut up!" Declan shouted. Jordan fell of the couch landing on Declan's head. Ouch. They fell, Declan groaning and Jordan singing. I walked in saying, "Jeclan." "Bent!" Declan muffled. Bennett came in and grabbed Jordan. "So I see you've guys changed." He said. Jordan nodded and looked at me. "Woah." "Shut up." I said. "I didn't know you were that type to wear such a thing!" He shouted narrowing his eyes at me.

    "Naomi Lorraine! I demand you to change back into your pyjamas this instant!" "Sorry mom." I mumbled. "But I don't want to. That's embarrassing!" "This striper clothes is embarrassing!" He shouted. "He gave it to me." I said pointing at Bennett. Jordan gasped. "You disgusting little-" "Naomi chose to wear it." He said pointing back at me. "B-But." I said. Declan dragged Jordan inside the car. "I can't believe you!" Jordan shouted as I went into the passenger seat. "It's just clothes, as if anybody would be looking at my Nerdy Naomi self." I mumbled. We drove to the ice cream shop and as I said, nobody looked at me.

    We walked towards the counter. "What would you like today?" "I'd like a Vanilla Ice Cream." Jordan said. "I'd like a Strawberry Ice cream." Declan said glaring at Jordan. Jordan glared back. "Chocolate." Bennett simply said. "And I'd like three scoops of Ice cream. One chocolate, one Strawberry, and one Vanilla." I said smiling at them. I dug in my pocket for money. Can't find anything.. "I'll pay." Bennett said handing her a twenty dollar bill. "But I want to!" I shouted digging farther. "You don't have to Naomi, besides this doesn't even reach my money." "Um excuse me, what's your name?" The waiter asked. Bennett face palmed. "Bennett Frazier." He said rolling his eyes.

   She ran off shrieking. "I hate this so much." We got our ice creams and went into the car. "So, let's go home." I said.