So I'm just having a convisation with Zoe and she's said I really need to stop being so "negative" with myself and my writing.

I'm really sorry okay guys?

It's just, I'm use to putting myself down while trying to help others. I try my best to cheer other people up but never myself because I know I'll just be lacking.

When I put myself down, I don't get too confident and end up messing something up BIG time.

Plus, I never really like to care about my feelings much because I don't want them to get in the way like they have been recently.

I've either become super angry or super depressed for no reason, plus with the extra load of homework and exams.

It's just all a mess right now.

I'm sorry if it really annoys you that I'm so negative to myself, really, but I'm just use to it and I can't help myself.

Sorry...

;-;